Love In Butterfly Needles

The Collapsed World

The night was late, the clock on the wall of the room showed at 23:00 but Dena was still awake without feeling any sleepiness. Tonight was the first night he had to sleep in the hospital, while next to him Hasbi fell asleep in a sitting position and bowed his head at the end of the bed that Dena slept in.

"Hhmm.Hasbi's love must be exhausted"

Mom and dad have gone home at Dena's request, let's think her sister is quite the one who is keeping her here.

Dena did not want to bother many people, she was alone in this room was not a problem.If not the stubborn Hasbi forced to accompany her, Dena had realized earlier it was like to throw away her sister.

'No Dena can not be alone, brother, what if you want to go to the bathroom"??the hasbi

"Heyyy my handsome brother, your brother is good"can still go to the bathroom.'"

But Dad was just enough with the look in his eyes, like saying "Let your sister accompany, this time do not be a stubborn girl Den.

Dena finally let Hasbi accompany her tonight.

"When I am more comfortable myself" muttered Dena in heart.

"Let my mind be accompanied by the shadow of Mas Adam"..he he he he..

Dena is still brainwashing, looking for the right reason to tell her boss that she has not been able to enter work on Monday.

" Ciihhh ..it feels heavy to say I'm hospitalized"

"For so long I will be able to predicate exemplary employees because of my high loyalty to the Company, never absent even once again feel pain", muttered Dena

"Ahhh, I'll think about the right reasons"..."Tonight I want to tell Mas Adam that I am sick and want him to accompany me as he was when he first met yesterday..

"Huuuhhh..how to tell?".. My bow is too high, thought Dena

"I'm not who he is, but also contact him how?'

"Or maybe Mas Adam never remembered it again, didn't it matter?"

'Or even Adam forgot my name?"

The question continued to rage in Dena's heart, making time feel even longer moving.. Dena glanced at Hasbi who was falling asleep with her snoring, accompanied by delirious mention of her lover's name.

"Huuhh ..basar bucin, he said to keep me here even he who I guard".

Outside, the glass of the room is seen condensing from the 3rd floor of the Hospital because of the relentless rain that flushes this small town.

Dena was still awake, playing her fingertips in the air, writing a name "ADAM".

The saddest fact of a wait is when the figure we think does not even know, that you are waiting for him.

While out there, the man who always said his name in his heart even was asleep hugging someone..

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"For Kak Dena" Hasbi with her fresh face after bathing greeted Dena who had just woken up from her sleep. I don't know what time of night he fell asleep after tired of himself playing games with his mind.

"For Hasbi, I'm not building you at this hour?" glance at the clock that has shown at 7:30. This is history for Dena who always wake up early in the morning routine in the capital city.

"So Kak Dena pules really, so do not have the heart to wake up, he he he".

"Breakfast yes kak" Hasbi took a tray of porridge and boiled eggs

Dena shook her head

"No appetite, no nausea if you have to eat" said Dena

"But you have to take this medicine sis, so you have to be forced to eat" Hasbi pointed out some of the drugs that were given by the room nurse this morning while Dena was still asleep.

Finally forced to swallow little by little porridge in his bowl, Hasbi with the spirit of feeding his sister like a happy mother when feeding her children.

" Sister, Hasbi will come home later" same mother who will take care of brother"

"Sister himself is okay, say Daddy and Mom at home just rest.If you need what you can call a nurse"said Dena tried to convince her sister that she was a strong woman who even when sick did not need to be with anyone.

Hasbi did not want to argue with her brother on this one, preferring to answer that Mom and Dad were already on their way to the hospital.

Dena swallowed some of the bitter pills Hasbi gave her after finishing half a bowl of porridge. Dena glanced at the packaging of the drug packaging next to it, Medications for tension, gastric drugs, nausea drugs, pain medications. That's what he read on the medicine packaging.

"Hhhmmm maybe now I feel nausea because of stomach acid" thought Dena.

****Hasbi came home after Mom and Dad arrived at the Hospital... Dena looked at her parents' day, "It's lucky that I'm surrounded by a family that loves me" said Dena.

"Lord.This time I put on the name of the one who loves me.. My brother's mother"

One of the nurses in the room checked the infusion liquid that was running out and replaced it with a new one.

"Sus, when can I go home?" dena asked to open the conversation

"Miss has not met with internal medicine Doctor right, today is Sunday so it is likely tomorrow there is a Doctor visit, later the doctor will take the decision Non, if all is well may already be able to go home" answer the nurse.

"How's the blood sample? is there a result? everything's okay, right, sus?", Dena strapped the nurse with a lot of questions.

The nurse simply replied with a smile and a short answer, "the doctor who will later tell you the results of Non"..

"It's very annoying, think Dena".what's difficult is just to say that the results are fine.

Mother rubbed Dena's head, as if to say "patience yes dear, all must be well", that's how it looks like the language in the mother up from her gestures.

All right, Dena said in her heart, that tomorrow is not long...

...****************...

Monday morning....

After forcing breakfast with the same menu as yesterday,Dena looks excited at the company of Dad and Mom that morning.Of course Dena is very enthusiastic because she believes everything is fine and the doctor will allow her to go home today.

At about 09:00 a doctor who was still quite young entered the room with one nurse.

Dena reads the name tag on the doctor's shirt, dr.daniel Sp.PD

"Good morning, 27-year-old Dena Sanlova" said the doctor as she read a piece of paper she was holding.

"For the doctor" answered Dena by putting on a face with the intention of telling the doctor that he was healthy and could be allowed to go home.

"Since when is his blood pressure high like this?' ask the doctor

Dena just shook her head, showing an expression of not knowing.because it had been all this time

Dena feels good so there is no reason for Dena to just check up on her health condition.

The doctor turned to look at both of Dena's parents

"Mother and Father of his parents?" ask the doctor again

Father and Mother nodded

"Do any of you have a history of hypertension?'

"I'm doc" Dad replied quickly

"Hhmmm, it could be that Dena has hypertension due to descent from the Father" replied Dr. Daniel

"Dena ever check up on health like kidney, heart?' ask the doctor to turn to the patient

Dena shook her head again, more and more confused with the first doctor. "Heyy, doctor, why is this?" why does hearing your question make me like a criminal being indicted by a judge?" I'm okay, right?" the question came to Dena's head

Doctor Daniel, focusing again on the piece of paper he was holding, scrunched his forehead as if still unsure of what he was about to say.

"From the results of the blood sample taken yesterday, it shows very low hemoglobin levels in the blood, so Dena had to transfuse blood today to raise her hemoglobin levels" the doctor began reading the results he had read

Dena and her parents breathed a little relief after the tension created earlier when the doctor asked about the check-up of the heart or kidneys. " It turns out it's just anemia" that's what's on their minds.

"Sorry sir, Mom, Dena, I have to say one more thing" the doctor continued.

" I hope that my parents, especially Dena, can be patient and calm to hear it"..

Somehow hearing the doctor's remarks just made Dena like De Javu. like being in the position of an elementary school child waiting for the division of Raport and guessing the teacher wanted to say that he did not go to class...

Silent for a moment in the room, Dena squeezed her finger indicating she was anxious. while Dad rubbed his shoulder gently Mother who looked frightened and panicked prepared an ear to hear what would be said by Doctor Daniel..

"From Dena's blood lab results, it shows very high levels of creatinine and ureum" ureum at 110 while creatinine at 8.7".as for normal results creatinine should range from 0.5 to 1.2 and ureum ranges below 20" explained the doctor long.

Dena and her parents are strangers to what they hear.

"Creatinine, serum? "... " what does Doc mean?"

dena asked trying to find the real answer without asking the doctor would explain it.

Doctor Daniel took a deep breath before continuing his explanation.

"From the results like that, it can be ascertained Dena in the verdict of Chronic Kidney Failure stage 5", said doctor Daniel while throwing an empathetic view to Father and mother.

*** The world where Dena was taking shelter seemed to collapse, suddenly filling her chest.even she could no longer feel the air filling the room....***

Father and mother hugged Dena trying to calm Dena who was about to remove the infusion needle on her left hand.Dena nanar gaze threw to the doctor daniel, like saying "You are joking right docks, like "You are joking,this isn't true, is it?"...

In the end, a sincere acceptance of destiny is one way to keep the nerves of life working on our bodies.

Lirih father whispered a word in the ear of his beautiful daughter

"you are a great man, you are precious, you have great power, accept what the Creator is planning, Respect your creator"... the word was increasingly piercing in Dena's ear made clear round circles flow just like that from her beautiful round eyes.

"The universe is joking with me, my world has collapsed..