Love In Butterfly Needles
USG
"My world will be fine when I still see a clear-cut mother's smile on her face" Dena tried to catch her breath after struggling to release the needle in her hand.
She looks a little calm when the real Mom is also very hit with what the doctor says Daniel is still trying to show a smile in front of his beautiful daughter .
"Calm down baby, wasn't it that Doctor Daniel said he would make sure everything with ultrasound" said the mother, rubbing Dena's cheek
There is still a good possibility that will happen, pray and hope for the best, that's all you can do now.
Before leaving the room, Dr. Daniel continued his explanation.
Dad asked the doctor.
"Why can it happen like this doc, my son has never felt a serious illness, he just felt nauseous vomiting and tiredness" asked Dad to doctor Daniel
"Later the kidney specialist who will handle it sir, and the doctor who will explain everything".
"Later to further confirm his diagnosis will be performed renal ultrasound"..
"Can I be cured doc?" the first sentence that came out of Dena's mouth after subsiding her cries
Doctor daniel shook his head gently and flashed a smile..
"There is no cure for chronic kidney failure, which can be done only to keep the condition of the body Dena remain stable in order to be able to act like a healthy person" replied Dr. Daniel
"How??" Dena was excited to hear the words of Dr Daniel
" Bloodwashing".
"Deeggggg. What was on his mind was the frightening thing he was going to live with.
"How long, doc?" Dad asked
"Life" replied Dr. Daniel without a second thought signifies it is absolute without consideration.
" Oh my God, let alone this, it was just like I was lifted up on a cloud after hearing that I could do normal activities like a healthy person why now it feels like I was thrown into the crust of the earth's deepest" Dena wept and mourned her destiny in heart.
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A nurse pushed the wheelchair that Dena was sitting in, followed by Dad and Mom behind her.They were going to the USG room on the 1st floor Ruman was sick.
Along the corridors of the hospital, Dena simply threw an empty glance. But his brain was filled with a thousand questions to himself. "why?" " how can it be?" "what should it be like.
"God loves me" Dena said in her heart
Dena and her parents are still waiting for the queue to enter the USG Room. There were several patients with different complaints from each other, their faces looked as tense as Dena.
"Lady..." Dena held her mother's arm standing next to her.
"Do you believe that I really have kidney failure like the doctor said?" Dena asked the thing that made her mother confused what to answer.
"Dena can't believe ma'am, look at Dena ma'am!Dena's fine, right"... Dena speaking sobbing .
Mother who heard Dena's words felt unable to stem the water in her eyes, hugging her daughter who was down.
"Believe me son, whatever will happen.The fate of the Creator is beautiful", mother tried to calm Dena while Father could not see the haru scene in front of her prefer to turn her face, but I could not help but look away,take a deep breath so as not to cry with his wife and children.
"Miss Dena Sanlova.
"Please enter Miss" let Dena enter with the help of the nurse who delivered her.
Meanwhile, the father and mother are not allowed to enter.Only patients can enter the Room.
Dena's heart was beating faster, this was the first time he was faced with foreign medical equipment in his vision. Dena looked at some of the screens in the room. A Urology Specialist doctor seemed to sit down to check the data brought by the nurse who delivered Dena.
Dena lay on the bed, a female officer helped open the little clothes she was wearing.
"Hhhmm..still young".heard the doctor's voice talking to his staff after seeing the file he was holding.
The doctor approached Dena.
"How do you feel Miss?" ask the gentle doctor
" Just the doc's nausea, like vomiting, is weak" Dena replied not too excited.
"Alright, we started yes" continued the doctor
The female officer who helped the doctor began to apply a clear gel-shaped liquid on the abdomen of the right and left waist area of Dena.
The monitor screen in front of her with a faint black and white image that Dena did not understand.
"It's over". said the doctor
"Later the results will be submitted to a kidney specialist who handles you miss"...
"Thank you doc" replied Dena
"The spirit is yes, praying for the best" said the doctor trying to encourage young patients who can read the look of his face is hiding anxiety.
Dena nodded her head slowly, returning to the inpatient room still accompanied by her parents.
**** Dena's face looks more pale and tired, nausea feeling more often felt. Lunch today is still with the menu of hospital cuisine, Dena managed to be forced to swallow rice in front of her. But not long ago, Dena increasingly could not resist the nausea that caused him to vomit everything he ate.
Part of his body feels cold, almost can not feel what. 3 bags of blood has been prepared by the hospital staff for transfusion.
Dena looked at my father, saying what she felt right now really scared her.
"Patience son, not all things you can solve by yourself.For things beyond your reach you must learn patience and mengikhlaskannya" Father tried to calm Dena.
The more trying to mengikhlaskan, the calmer the feeling.
The sound of the door of the room sounded open, a nurse and another middle-aged woman who could be guessed by Dena if she was a kidney specialist who would handle it.
"Honey,Dena.."what a gentle doctor it was
Dena who had felt weak just answered with a small nod.
"This is Dena's parents, right?" the doctor turned to my father
" Yes doc"..
"Alright, here I have brought the results of Dena's ultrasound"..the doctor showed a small black and white paper the results of the USG this morning, the doctor showed,not much different from the results of USG content that Dena had seen when Kak Anjani was pregnant.
"From these results, it can be confirmed upright diagnosis if both kidneys nak Dena have been damaged.Fortunately the bladder still looks good so it can still urinate" explained the Doctor
Dena had prepared her heart for the worst possible outcome she had heard. Do you know how it hurts when we feel broken but are unable to shed tears.
"Why can you doc?" dena asked still did not believe and needed a reason
" I was young, I was healthy and didn't feel any serious pain, I always ate a healthy diet, drank enough water, exercised enough, and then why should I?"..Dena leaned in with a more precise series of questions called rejection.
"If the case that occurs in young patients like you is likely due to auto immunity, it could also be due to chronic hypertension that is not realized and is late to treat" explained the Doctor
"My advice, you should immediately do hemodialysis or dialysis"
"This is stage 5, before toxins in the body attack the brain can cause coma or paralysis" said the doctor increasingly sounding scary in Dena's ear
Instantly Dena shouted loudly while crying, thrashing with the rest of his energy he had while saying "I WANT TO GO HOME....."....
Dad hugged Dena, calming her daughter who still couldn't accept what had happened.
"Dok, why should we now take the decision to do the dialysis?" ask Mom
" So soon ma'am, because both the kidneys of the mother's child are no longer functioning to remove the poison in his body. If left too long, the poison will spread anywhere and will only damage other organ organs" Doctors try to give understanding.
"Is there no other way?" With drugs like that?"
The doctor shook his head
"There is no cure for people with kidney failure, the drug we give only as a support for patient health as well as vitamins" the middle-aged doctor patiently explained
"There are other ways, kidney transplant or kidney donor" but it can not be done in a short time because it takes a long process and of course at a great cost"
"For now all we can do is hemodialysis" the doctor once again assured Dad, Mom and Dena that it must be done immediately.
"I give my mother and father time to make a decision until tomorrow morning" the Doctor then came out of the room.Save Dena and her parents with a thousand worries.
Dena closed her eyes, unraveling one by one the tangled threads in her mind. Thinking of a future whose taste has been destroyed, his career? her work? his mind? Her dream of meeting that shady guy???
Let alone to regret, to complain even his taste is no longer meaningful.This wisdom is more than enough.When happiness is not on your side, then do not hate yourself.
"Dad....I just want to fall asleep"
