Love In Butterfly Needles

Cancel Marriage

Night has come to replace the day that already wants to sleep in the contest. The moonlight looked shy peering in its dark sky at the end of July. The star still faithfully flickered star was emitting its rays.

There is a longing, longing heart that is always so opiate and whisper in every air.

Nothing makes a room feel more empty than wanting someone in it.

The man missed his lover so much, something was missing from his day, it felt empty and empty without the voice he used to hear even though it was just on the other end of the phone.

Hasbi leaned her body on the lounge chair, her usual hour clock like this she was busy calling Amira telling her each activity all day long . Usually Amira always sends messages to her, reminding her to breakfast, lunch, dinner.

Usually Amira who always sends voice messages even if only saying a word "I love you".

" I miss him, he won't even call me at all or at least don't block my contact like this" Hasbi grumbled.

He glanced at the watch on his wrist, 19:10

He decided he wanted to see Amira that night, I don't know what Amira would do if he met her?

Hugging her for reasons of longing or even Amira will expel her?

Hasbi propelled his vehicle at high speed, impatient he wanted to solve all these problems. He still hopes that his fiancee will understand the decision he took. To date, nothing has changed about her feelings for the girl. Amira remains one name that fills her heart, the girl is still the one person who can make her heart race faster despite five years spent together.

He had arrived at the house he usually visited twice a week, the house of the girl he was applying for in mid-June.

Hasbi set his breath, knocking on the door of the house that was closed and seemed quiet.

The middle-aged woman who should soon be her mother-in-law, opened the door and let Hasbi in.

" Wait on Nak Hasbi, I call you Amira" said Mother who did not even know the matter that was going on between this man and his daughter.

Before long, Amira shows up to meet Hasbi. Taking a sitting position far apart, there seemed to be a stiffness between the two of them. Hasbi could see the rest of the crying at the end of Amira's eyes, her puffy face was visible despite trying to die.

" What did you come here for?", Amira asked in a sharp tone.

" We need to talk, baby, exactly me and your parents"

Amira snorted dejectedly looking at Hasbi,

" You've ruined everything, I don't even dare to say anything to my parents", Amira seemed to make a sound with a cry.

"I'm sorry baby, but tonight I really have to talk to your Dad and Mom"

" Can you meet me with them?", Hasbi begged to hold Amira's hand which she immediately brushed aside.

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That night, it seemed to be the last night Hasbi could look at the late beauty of the woman he loved, that night became the last night he visited the house of Amira, Amira,and that night the last night she could hold the fingers of the girl who adorned her day for 5 years. And being the last night he said his apology.

The two Amiras were visibly enraged after hearing Hasbi's confession expressing her intention to resign the marriage. Moreover, Amira's father, if not detained by Amira, that night a hard slap it feels already floating on Hasbi's cheek.

" How can you play with my daughter huh?", Amira's father was struck with emotion

He wanted to beat up the young man. Amira's father could not accept Hasbi's treatment which he thought was outrageous. How not? Their families have prepared everything, have started printing invitations, choose a wedding organizer, have informed almost all relatives about the wedding of Amira

But in fact, this man just wants to make a decision.

Amira's father was really angry at that time, he kicked Hasbi out of his house. He cursed and threatened that Hasbi would never again be able to set foot in this house.

" There's no need for you to resign your marriage, because for us there will never be another marriage for you two"

" We're canceling this wedding forever"

" Don't expect you to see my daughter again "...

Amira's father cursed Hasbi without even hearing Hasbi's apology.

***Hasbi hit her hand hard in the air, that night after Amira's house she didn't know where to go. He stopped his car at a small lake on the edge of town where he and Amira often spent the afternoon just sitting and talking.

Since all this was indeed her fault, she even made up her mind without talking about it to her two parents .

How will he face his father and mother??

Everyone will be disappointed with what is happening right now. It was impossible to restore everything, he had so memorized how hard his would-be-in-law disposition was.

There was no gap for him to come back.

" Amira, why did you shut up when your father kicked me out?"

" Why did you just shut up when your dad said we'd never be together again"

"Is it so fast that your love is gone just because I asked you to wait"

Hasbi cried without tears, she rattled her hair. Vaporize his emotions by kicking whatever is around him. Then he sat down, drawing a long breath that was stingy.

"Am I being too selfish?"

Long pensive, sitting staring at the reflection of moonlight on the surface of the lake then decided to go home and deliver this bad news to his parents.

To Brother Dena, who would definitely be very disappointed by this news.

*** Surely, just, after returning from Lake Hasbi who was initially reluctant to tell what happened to his family, his end was forced to admit what made him come home that night with a tangled state and fingers bruised due to he hit the wall on his bedroom wall.

The most hysterical mother heard Hasbi's confession, the end of this is indeed all their attention and time just for Dena, the,but that does not mean Mother will approve Hasbi's decision to resign her marriage which at the end of her long tail.

Dad was even furious to hear the weightless excuse from Hasbi who said he wanted to focus on his career first.

" What kind of man are you?"

" Did your father never teach you how to appreciate the feelings of others, especially those you love?"

Dad pulled up Hasbi's collar, still cursing his one-on-one boy. He could not imagine what if it happened to his daughter Dena.

Hasbi did not try to fight back or defend herself in the slightest, she could only repeat her apology.

Free of taste he said it up to a thousand times no one would understand the real reason Hasbi because he still could not leave this house,not fully able to give and devote his attention and affection fully to his future wife because he still wants to prioritize his older sister who is currently at the lowest point in the face life test.

It has disappointed many people, flashed the faces of both Amira's parents and of course Amira who was probably the most disappointed and devastated over all these circumstances. Even Brother Dena, from that moment did not say a word. He only looked at Hasbi with a look of disappointment.

" Believe me, being disappointed but not angry is a great form of patience. Later you will understand, silence is the deepest form of disappointment ".

Deep down, Dena seemed to realize what her little brother was doing for another reason . Dena could even guess just from the look in the eyes of her younger brother if there was no more meaningful reason to resign the marriage with the woman he loved so much if not for something very important he loved too. And Dena knew, she was something that hampered her brother's marriage.

Dena was still silent, cursing herself in the heart.

" Hasbi.why do you sacrifice the woman you love so much just because you worry so much about your sister"

" Believe me, I'm fine even though you can't have time to listen to all my complaints"

Dena could not say all those words in front of her parents who did not realize the boy was lying.

Dena left the room still covered in a tense atmosphere, she passed leaving Hasbi. Just a sentence he said to his sister

" We need to talk four eyes later".

*** Hasbi threw her body on the bed, she patted her cheek, then pinched her own arm and screamed out pain. It was not a dream as he had hoped.

" God, is everything really over?"

" Is there no more chance for him to mend his relationship with the air he's been fighting for all this time?"

For the first time, a drop of tears flowed in the corner of his eyes which hunted him down, that night he fell asleep bringing all the disappointments he had created to the heart and face of the face that should be currently smilingly welcoming the wedding day that was almost in sight .