Love In Butterfly Needles

Love In Butterfly Needles
Invitation VS Hugs



Tonight, drizzle drizzle soaked the soil that had been dry all day due to the heat of the sun.


Dena was still on her way back then, she was alone driving from the county town dropping off an invitation to her mother's relatives.


Yesterday all day he was with Adrian had delivered an invitation to some relatives of Dad. Today Adrian is working, so Dena decides to go alone to deliver the wedding invitation which is just a few days away.


Dena glanced at the one invitation that was still lying on the bench next to her. New time shows seven o'clock in the evening .


Not too late like if he stopped by for a while delivering the invitation.


Yes, that invitation is an invitation that he will give to Mas Adam.


" All the way and indeed past Mas Adam's house this trip home" thought Dena.


He weighed again whether to drop her off tonight or tomorrow . But remember again tomorrow he will take care of some catering and hotel business so do not have much time left.


Finally he decided to go to the man's house. He had reached the courtyard of Mas Adam's house, the door was closed .


Dena ran small towards the porch of the house, her clothes slightly wet by the rainwater.


He pressed the bell, before long appeared the owner of the house opened the door .


Both of them were equally surprised at the encounter without this plan . Adam thought he would never see Dena again after a while Adrian had hit him .


" Dena, are you rained? Come in", Adam saw Dena's shirt a little wet with rain water .


Actually Dena hesitated to enter, she just wanted to give this invitation and say goodbye .


But behold, this man is still as warm as the first time they met .


Dena had already walked in and sat in the living room.


Adam gave Dena a small towel.


" It's dry your face".


" Thank you" Dena received the little towel and rubbed her face.


" What's going on here at night without notifying me?" asked Mas Adam.


" I. I just wanted to drop this off", Dena took the invitation in her bag and she handed it to Mas Adam.


Adam accepted the invitation, he did not open it . He only saw the cover of the invitation written Adrian and Dena's name.


" Why did you invite me?", asked Mas Adam without seeing Dena's face.


" Because I want Mas Adam to come on my happy day, and Adrian doesn't mind me inviting Mas Adam", Dena knows it's all hard on that guy .


" Why else Dena. I've even lost you since you started to stay away from me".


" So your marriage to me is the end of all my waiting".


Adam accidentally squeezed the invitation he was currently holding, showing how ill he was at the time.


" I'm sorry Mas, I love Adrian and I've decided never to leave him", Dena wanted to cry when saying that .


" I hope that Mas Adam will one day meet the right woman for Mas Adam", the tears of his taste are already unstoppable in Dena's eyelids.


It was not easy for him to forget this man, but he held fast to his promise to Adrian. He doesn't want to be a coward who breaks promises.


Adam had no voice, he had lost. The divorce he had had cost him a lot of things. This time, however, he felt such a great loss.


He forgot the last time he cried, like at the death of his little sister. That was the last time he cried for loss.


But tonight, as a man who had to be strong, he was unable to withstand his human feelings for the wounds that he could only express through crying.


The two sobbed at each other, between the specks of rain out there their tears flowed more .


It felt like Dena was shedding her tears in the man's arms.


But he held on, his body shaken to hold back the deepening sobs.


Adam could do nothing, for him it was over.


" Dena, I never regretted knowing you. I never regretted ever falling in love with you".


" Even if you never end up anchoring me, I'll stick with my love".


" Love you in my own way, because I believe God's destiny is never wrong" Adam rubbed his eyes .


Dena was getting more and more claustrophobic with her cries, I don't know how many wounds she had inflicted on this man.


Adam returned Dena's embrace, as strong as he could hold the body.


He knew as hard as he could hold her, this woman was destined to go in her life .


Dena cried on the man's chest, perhaps for the last time she was in that warm embrace .


" Be a strong woman, be a Dena who does not give up easily", Mas Adam hugged her more and more .


He knew when this hug had come off, that was when they would never touch again.


" I'm so sorry, I hurt a lot of hearts. And I don't want to hurt a new heart, Adrian.. He understands me a lot".


" Let me be Mas".


Dena loosened her embrace. He looked up at that warm face that was currently full of wounds.


Adam kissed this woman's forehead one last time, before he took off his crib. Dena just let the kiss.


" Lord, if this is a sin for me let it be the last sin I commit".


Adam took off his embrace, while Dena was endlessly clasping the man's hand.


Dejavu is the first love from the past.


I'm like you memorize the scent of your body,


a warm hug that is no stranger to me.


Yet we are met at a time of unanimous unity, where we are already


forbidden just to say sebait


the word "Lost" .


Sleep, never go through sweet dreams about us, because reality is too bitter


to enjoy together .


Let the rain tonight preach farewells, as hard as our love reaps insults, as black as our romance embraces the wound .


Maybe there will come a time when we have completely forgotten, if ever do crazy things so that we continue together.


But in the end must be forced sane by circumstances to let each other.


Dena took off her hand grip and then immediately took her bag, she can not linger long here she is afraid she can not control herself.


" I'm sorry, I'm going home. I hope Mas Adam comes to my wedding".


Dena gave a small light green towel with A embroidery on the end .


" Thank you for the towel".


Adam gave it to Dena again.


" Save it, if you want to cry wipe your tears with this".


Dena nodded, assuming this was the last gift she would always keep either.


" I came home Mas", Dena said she left the man with a wedding invitation that had been damaged by being squeezed.


Adam looked at the body of the woman who was running small in the rain towards her car.


Tonight was the darkest and most scarred night he had to go through.


Not only him, along the way the patter of tears still wet Dena's cheeks.


" Goodbye, Adam, we meet not in a destiny but only in a presence".


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This feels the saddest episode of๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ญ


In the end Adam and Dena had to let go of each other.


Next episode there is sad again.


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