Love In Butterfly Needles

Dena was honest with her feelings

Schedule another blood draw

Dena set foot down the long path in the hospital corridor. His passion to come to the hospital is not hot anymore like the beginning of the beginning he underwent dialysis.

He lazily dragged his footsteps, he memorized every corner of the hospital, even by closing his eyes it felt like he could step up to the Hemodialysis room.

Today was his first meeting with Mas Adam after the man expressed his love on the phone. Dena never contacted him again after that, he also knew how the current state of the household Mas Adam and Lisa.

With a sense of not looking to know and not need to know about their household is the right choice so as not to be dragged too far in their tempest.

" Good morning would-be sister-in-law", Laras who first greeted Dena when she entered .

Adam directed his gaze to the entrance because he heard Laras greeting someone whom he was waiting for his presence .

Dena quickened her pace as she passed the spot where Mas Adam was sitting with some files on her desk.

Dena was already in her bed at the end of the room.

" Luke, can I ask for help you just put the butterfly needle on me", Dena hurriedly asked Luke to do it immediately before Mas Adam approached her.

" Good miss", Luke smirked a little.

Adam did not budge from his sitting position, only staring at Dena from a distance who was slightly grimacing as Luke thrust a needle into his left arm.

Dena did not understand what was on the man's mind, although there were actually many things that the two of them should have accomplished. But Dena felt safe for a while, because he did not need to face directly with Mas Adam at this time.

*** In my shadow, you're talking with a waist-rigged hand .

Pondering the throbbing pulse when you suddenly turn away.

Then disappeared.

I want to be like that too, stare for a moment and then disappear. Slowly in the swallow of time, until really there is no.

I want to be like that too, pursuing happiness without being burdened with guilt.

Achieve pleasure without in banduli hurt.

Just so you know, I want to be like that too.

But what can be done, happy and hurt always side by side. What distinguishes you is how long you can maintain happiness itself.

Dena awoke from nearly an hour she was asleep when her machine alarm went off as the pressure in her veins increased.

Adam walked over to Dena, turned off the alarm and fixed the position of the butterfly needle in Dena's hand.

" You were fast asleep, until you didn't realize you were moving your hand to make the needle shift a little" Mas adam said, adding plaster around the needle.

Dena won't answer what.

" Dena, if you and I in the same ego are just as unwilling to budge, then when are we going to be okay again without feeling awkward?", Adam still wants to talk about his feelings .

" Well, Adam..."

" Is your wife not back home yet?"

Adam shook his head with a flat face as if he was not sad at all.

" Get your wife, bring her back"

" Repair your relationship"

" At least for Juna's sake"

Hearing the boy's name mentioned, Adam endured the grief in his eyes. In his shadow flashed the face of the little whiz he loved so much.

" Yes.I'll pick up Juna to come back soon".

" But I didn't promise to force Lisa to come home"

" O Adam, why are you being so selfish and stubborn like this?", Dena held back the volume of her voice so as not to be too loud.

" Because I need your confession, Dena, because I'm still holding on to my beliefs".

" I want us to talk", Adam said bitterly with his warm gaze that never changed .

" I don't want you to ignore me"

" I'd rather we have a big fight, then finish"

" Rather than shut each other up, then leave".

" Speak if there's anything you want to talk about right now" Dena said.

" No, I still maintain professionalism in my work".

" We'll talk outside, go home" Adam said.

" I'm sorry, I can't"

" I have to come to the office immediately after lunch".

" A moment Dena, I just need a little bit of your time" Adam was heard begging.

For the umpteenth time, Dena reverted her heart. Unable to resist the warmth and gentle gaze of this first love.

" All right, we're talking in my car"

*** In the parking lot of the hospital building

Dena had been waiting five minutes in her car, the engine of the vehicle she turned on as well as the air conditioning because the weather outside was very hot .

He watched from the door of the hospital lobby, the man walked towards Dena's car which was parked at the very end under a tree .

The glass of the car is solid black makes Adam can not see that from inside the car Dena noticed his steps are getting closer .

Dena who had been waiting in the back seat immediately opened the door and hinted Adam to enter .

" Thank you for giving me time to talk to you" Adam started the conversation in their short time.

" What else does Adam want to talk about?"

" If you just want to discuss the feelings of Mas Adam, better not say what".

" I don't want to talk about my feelings".

" This time I'm asking you to be honest with your feelings".

Adam brought his face closer to Dena's face, forcing the woman to look at her face .

" Let's look me in the eye"

" Don't cover what you're feeling"

" The more you fight your feelings, the more you'll be tormented".

The man clasped Dena's hand, Dena turned her face away from Mas Adam's gaze.

But to no avail, Dena was even more entangled with that warm and shady look .

He was like a dejavu, feeling again how he felt at the beginning he fell in love with the man before knowing that it turns out Mas Adam is a married man.

He is instead busy stringing his feelings that are scattered when on the verge of doubt in deciding to continue or stop with his crazy love .

" Say... Let's tell the truth"

" I know the most about you, Dena".

" I know the man you call your lover was just an escape for you".

Dena wanted to give up her feeling in front of this man, she could not bear the slightest lie to the song, she forgot anything out there that became the limit and barrier of her love.

Finally he confessed all those who died he was alone all this time .

" Yes.I love you"

" I've even been in love with you long before I knew you had a wife"

" I've loved you even though I'm not sure I'll ever see you again"

" I fell in love for the first time in my life when we first met at the airport".

" When I believe you're the right person for me, you break my expectations with your married status"

" Now... satisfied are you hearing her????", Dena said with overflowing emotion and almost crying .

Adam hugged her, gently rubbing the unraveled wavy hair.

" I'm always sure of how I feel" Adam whispered the sentence softly in Dena's ear.

" I want to promise you a certainty, but I'm afraid you can't wait for that time" Adam hugged the body.

" Stop crying with me".

" Don't make me feel guilty for making two women cry".

" I know I have to make a decision even if someone gets hurt"

" And I want you to do the same thing, you have to make a decision",

Adam loosened his embrace but his hands continued to rub Dena's cheeks wet with tears.

" Stop crying", then she pulls the woman's chin shutting her mouth with their first kiss.

The kiss that Dena felt was different from the one Adrian gave her yesterday. He felt peaceful, protected and owned by this man.

He knew it was a mistake, but he let it be the most beautiful mistake of his life.

Is it wrong to fight for a love that already has love?

" God... Am I a woman who destroys people's households?".

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Dena..pasti many do not agree that Dena became the actor..

Huhu even though the author fell in love with the figure of Adam😁

Come dong Dena, wake up. pity Adrian!

Wait for the next episode yes readers🥰🥰