Love In Butterfly Needles

Perch Adrian

" Good morning baby, today is Saturday,

do you want me to go to the hospital?",

call from Adrian when Dena was about to get ready to go to the hospital that morning.

" No, you just take a break today at home".

" I'm fine alone, now that I'm ready to go", Dena is forced to refuse Adrian to accompany her because she has a plan today.

" Okay, heart on the road ya".

" Let me know if there's anything, I'll have an appointment with a client outside the office".

" See you later tonight", Adrian hangs up .

***

Dena was done with her dialysis that day, she accidentally did not contact Adrian because she was afraid her lover asked her where she was.

Out of the hospital parking lot, Dena directs her vehicle to drive to the cafe which she told Mas Adam yesterday afternoon.

Dena arrived at the cafe and ordered a drink and a little snack.

Ten minutes he waited, Adam did not come. He did not want to contact the man because he was so sure Mas Adam would come to see him.

The orange ice in his glass was almost gone, almost an hour of time he passed with the hope that the man must have come.

But now it feels like he has waited too long. A bit of disappointment arose in his heart, selfish indeed if he had to force the man to keep coming today.

He even remembered how the day he decided to leave the hospital, Mas Adam even seemed to beg him to continue there so that he could still see himself.

Dena decided to go home, standing up grabbing her bag on the table when she saw the man appear at the cafe door with a long-sleeved black t-shirt whose arms she pulled down her elbows.

Mas Adam walked towards Dena, making Dena urung move from her seat.

He took a seat in front of Dena.

" I'm sorry I'm late, you must have waited a long time" said Mas Adam.

He had intended not to come to the cafe, but it turned out his heart was still too interested to see the woman even though it was no longer appropriate to expect it.

Dena was still silent, taking a slow breath and exhaling her just as slowly as she had pulled it .

Dropped longing in my broken heart .

Like the one who missed the rain.

Like a fake smile to show.

There's a taste I can't express.

At the twilight temple that wreaked havoc on memory.

Melting down memories that refuse to be forgotten .

I stalled at a crossroads of hearts that no longer had a direction.

Barking on the puddles of endless longing scattered.

Worrying invokes mastering minds that clash with each other .

" It's okay Mas, you just want to come I'm grateful" said Dena replied to Mas Adam's apology.

Adam ordered a drink.

" Don't Adam want to eat?".

" No, Dena, thank you for eating at home".

The atmosphere still feels awkward.

" How was your relationship with Adrian?", Adam asked.

" Okay, our relationship is fine".

" Have you decided to marry Adrian?".

Dena felt this one question would only make her or Mas Adam sick.

" Mad, please don't discuss Adrian at this time".

" It will only make my guilt even greater against Mas Adam and Adrian".

" Wouldn't it be a big mistake for you to meet today" Adam said calmly.

" I want to meet you because I want to believe you that the decision that Mas Adam made was wrong".

" Don't leave Hemodialysis's room mas" said Dena slightly restrained.

" If my decision you think is wrong, then do you think the decision you made was all right?".

" The decision to move hospitals, the decision to stay away from me, the decision to get engaged to Adrian, and one of the biggest decisions was to give your body to me".

" I think when that happens, you really want to have a serious relationship with me".

Adam expressed one by one the disappointment he felt.

All of those words made Dena unable to give up.

Adam was also actually enduring the pain that shook his entire feeling.

" For the sake of making you a hunk, I'm willing to become a fault".

"Now I have to say goodbye so that we don't get sick to each other" Adam sighed in his heart .

" Is there anything you want to talk about, Dena?".

He stopped squeezing his finger when Mas Adam grabbed his hand and clasped it very tightly.

" Dena, do you know I don't have a purpose in life anymore?".

Dena knew and understood what this man was feeling.

" I'm sorry Mas, you fought for our love yourself but I don't even have the strength to prove to everyone that I love you".

They were silent with a taste in their hearts. Adam has not yet let go of his hand.

That's when they didn't realize someone was walking towards them.

" Dear, what are you doing here?".

The man's voice not only shocked Dena but also made Mas Adam reflexively remove his hand grip.

" Dear since when are you here?", Dena's voice sounded very nervous.

" I just got to this cafe and from a distance saw the two of you", Adrian tried to think positively to Dena even though he was not comfortable seeing another man holding his lover's hand.

" Dear, don't misunderstand me".

" I accidentally met Mas Adam here, and what you saw wasn't what you thought it was".

" We were just talking about Mas Adam quitting his job", Dena tried to explain to Adrian, but the man did not ask at all why they were holding hands.

That is, if one is making a mistake, he will be busy with justification and defense for himself even though no one is discussing it.

" Adrian, I'm sorry I didn't mean anything to your lover, I hope this doesn't interfere with your relationship" Mas Adam said.

Adrian took a seat in the seat between Dena and Mas Adam.

" Hahaha, just calm down".

" I won't be angry, I understand how you consider my lover".

" I know you already think of him like your own brother", Adrian tried not to think like that even though in his heart later when both Dena he would ask for more explanation for it.

" Well then, I'll go home", Mas Adam is not comfortable being among these lovers.

" The heart on the way of Mas Adam, when when if there was a time we could meet again", Adrian still shows his friendly attitude even though he is afraid this man becomes a stone between his relationship with Dena.

Dena was unable to make a sound, just let go of Mas Adam from the cafe bowed.

" Dear, I have an appointment with my client at this cafe" said Adrian.

" Maybe he'll be here soon".

" You go home, rest at home".

" Later tonight I want us to go out to dinner".

Adrian wants to say tonight we meet, I need your explanation.

" Well baby, I'm home", Dena said goodbye to Adrian.

" Heart on the road, let me know when you're home" Adrian kissed his lover's forehead warmly.

On the way home, Dena thought about how Adrian had found himself holding hands with Mas Adam.

He knew it wasn't over, Adrian would ask him again.

The man, despite showing an ordinary face, knew he had a big question mark on his head. He tried not to get angry, because he was afraid of losing the person he loved.

Dena's phone read, there was a message coming in from Mas Adam when he just got home.

" Dena, I'm sorry Adrian had to see me holding your hand".

" I hope this won't be our last meeting".

" Even if you're married to Adrian, remember me as the first man in your life".

Dena closed her phone screen, she couldn't reply to the message. It's wrong because he plays with two men's feelings.

One man warms his first love which makes him believe that in life we need love, rejecting belief for 27 years he has not felt affection to men .

And the other, the patient man who accepts him as he is, is willing to do anything and is so afraid of losing the woman he loves.

" Lord, I hope that whatever happens to me, whatever my life choices will be, there will be no heart to hurt".

He opened the screen of the phone he had closed. Start typing a message on its hp keyboard .

" I love you, whenever I spend my whole life with another man but trust me my heart will never die for your love".

Click SEND.

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Did Adrian actually suspect Dena and Mas Adam?

Is Adrian going to blind his eyes to the love of Dena?

Keep following the update, even though it's relaxing up because the author is again ready to go to the hospital to meet the green butterfly😁

Who wants to know what the butterfly needle is like, the author of love see the picture.

This needle is very large, pierced into a vein without anesthesia . So it feels like WOW on the edge of two needles like this for 4 hours.

Doain thor healthy continues to be yes

Don't forget his thumbpickers ya🥰🥰🙏