I want to Find Him

CHAPTRE 4

"Sorry sir, before." Said Brother Fatha.

I also looked towards him.

"If Hany doesn't want to, it's best not to be forced. Because as good as any teacher who will teach him if his heart does not want then a single lesson will not enter his brain. Because everything has to start with intention, sir." Obviously Brother Fatha.

Grandpa seemed to think for a moment. Then he spoke. "Then it's up to you. Anyway in the upcoming replay you are not bole remedial anymore. If your grades are still bad, you have to move grandfather." Press Grandpa on me.

Now I feel relieved because I do not need to be a trending topic at school. And also feel relieved because it does not bother Brother Fatha.

"Thank you, brother, for saving me from Grandpa. I feel relieved now." My thanks go to Brother Fatha.

"Either. But, Hany should think again, to learn his chemistry. Brother will always be there for Hany if Hany needs help. I don't want Hany to move to school." Said Brother Fatha.

"Ready, Brother!" I said with spirit.

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After school, I was greeted by my parents who had just returned from out of town. I am so happy because my longing has been reciprocated. I ran and hugged them tightly. My happiness is complete when they are here.

"When did you come?" My toot.

"Last day, baby." Said Mother.

"I miss Mommy so much with Dad." My speech.

"We are too." Mother said while rubbing my head.

I noticed Mother's eyes that looked full of longing. The curvature of a smile was painted on her thin lips. She is the woman I love besides my grandmother.

Suddenly a tear fell on his cheek.

"Mother why?" I asked in wonder.

"It's okay. Mother is only moved to see the little girl Mother has grown into a beautiful girl without the knowledge of Mother." He said while wiping the tears on his cheeks.

I'm just smiling. I don't think there's anything I can say. I just want to say thank you to Ina who has been looking after me.

"Oh, yeah, that's Rain nelfon. He said there was a need. You better call her again where it really matters." Said Mother.

"Yes already, Bun. I called Rain first, yeah."

I also left Father and Mother who are still busy packing souvenirs.

Arriving at the room, I immediately called Rain. I was curious about the important business that made him suddenly call.

"Hello!" I said when the phone was connected.

"Hello, Han!" Answer Rain.

"What's wrong?" Ask me.

"What are you again?"

How he came back. " Nothing to say."

"Oh.." Legally.

I just kept quiet and didn't talk anymore. I was just waiting for the words from Rain. We were silent for a few minutes. A loud noise was heard from across there. And it gave rise to the idea of breaking this silence.

I'm trying to ask you a question, "What are you doing? And where else?"

Rain responded quickly, "When lunch breaks at school." Said.

"Ohh.." Mumbles.

"Thributes, huh?"

"Heh, yes."

"I'm looking for a place that's a little quiet, yeah."

I'm nodding.

I heard her feet step and the noise started to sound vague. Several times I heard people calling his name and also speaking in Thai. Rain's life must be so much fun to be out there. Feel the new atmosphere and also meet new people. Maybe because of that he was more comfortable living with his father to his mother's appeal.

"Han! Han! Hello!?"

"Well, Hello!" My speech.

"You're daydreaming, huh?" Tanya Rain followed with her laughing voice.

"No.." Answer me with shame.

"Lied!" Rigorously. I also smiled embarrassedly. "Oh, yeah. I heard you got a new chemistry teacher, huh?"

"Well! How know?" I said with surprise.

"Yes that. The teacher's handsome, isn't he?" Said Rain in a seductive tone.

"iihi.. What the hell, Rain!" I said in an annoyed tone.

"Ha ha ha.. Definitely cool. Otherwise, how could Hany be angry."

"Yes, anyway. He's my upperclassman. His name is Brother Fatha. Yep.. He's a chemist." I said while imagining Brother Fatha.

"You like him, same him?"

I smiled a little, "Hem.. How, huh?" Rain just fell silent across there. "I don't think so, deh." My next.

"Well, why?" Asked Rain in a shocked tone.

"Not knowing either. I feel less interested. Anyway, I don't think I fit him. He is cool, smart, and also a rich kid. There must have been a lot of girls chanting to get him. That's how he might want to be with me." My word honestly.

"Don't do that. You are beautiful. And also unique." Said Rain in a soulful tone.

"iihi.. What the fuck, Rain." I said.

"Really." He sounds a little laughing. "Oh yeah, when did the training start?"

I immediately brushed aside, "What exercise? I'm not the chemistry's less."

"Well, what, what?"

"Yes, yeah. I want to be his disciple, Brother Fatha, and be bullied again by his fans."

"When will you be chemical smart?"

"don't know. I don't think I'm going to class anymore." I said with a worried tone.

"Dear I don't?"

That question almost shocked me half to death. Why did he say so in the middle of a serious conversation.

"Cock-awkwardly? Then I'll change, deh. You love Mother, don't you?" Deuteronomy.

"Darling.." Answer me dumbly.

" Then you work hard. Don't just because you hate someone you can break the hearts of many people. Try to imagine if you don't go to class. Not only you are sad, but Mother, Father, Grandpa, your friends, and also Me. That's why you have to think carefully before it's too late."

Rain's words opened my mind. Those words also managed to make me think of my stupidity all along. Now I really feel aware of my mistakes.

A clear thread fell down my cheek. "Thank you Rain, it's opened my mind." I said while sniffling.

"You crying?" Asked Rain with a worried tone.

"No. I'm just moved. Anyway I promise I'll study chemistry for everyone." I said with spirit.

"Good then. You want me to be your less teacher?"

"You dong!"

"In a dream, yes." He followed the laughter.

"iihi.. Rain!"

"It was, yeah, talk. It's been almost half an hour, I'm late. Tomorrow we'll just keep going again. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.."

"Goddessalam.."

Tutt!! Tutt's!

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