I want to Find Him

THE CHAPTER 19

"Han, what's wrong?"

Rain asked as he realized I was left behind him.

"This is a message from Brother Fatha. He asked me to come to The Star's cafe." My answer.

"Is Fatha really around here?"

"I don't know either. But Brother Fatha can't fool me." I said to Rain. "Then you pick up your own mobile phone first, yes. I'm gonna check in on The Star's cafe."

"But Han.."

I rubbed Rain's shoulder gently, "Don't worry, I'll be fine. Please just let me go this time. I can guarantee that nothing will happen. Tell Daddy and Mommy if I want to see Brother Fatha."

Rain just looked at me with a worried face. I could tell by the look on her face that she wasn't sure of my plan to see Brother Fatha. But I knew that he would not dare to hold me back.

"Yes, go. Later I will convey to Daddy with your Mother." Said Rain.

"Then I'm gone, yeah."

Rain also nodded.

We split up in front of the hospital. Rain went to the parking lot to get the car. While I waited for a taxi to take me to my appointment with Brother Fatha. Rain smiled as his car passed me. That smile seemed to hint that he was still worried about me. But I returned his smile at the nod, I will be fine.

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I entered the cafe The star which was crowded in filled with visitors. The Star Cafe was one of the most famous new cafes of the time. Many teenagers who visit the cafe, because the cafe is very modern style and also very cool.

I saw Brother Fatha sitting in a place not far from the entrance. I also immediately approached the welfare and sat in a position facing him. She smiled at me. I also became nervous. Why does it suddenly feel this way. It felt ordinary before.

"Hi Hany's. How are you?"

"Alhamdulillah, fine, Brother. Brother how, the exam was successful?"

"Thank God, success, Han."

"Oh.. Thank goodness then."

I turned my eyes to the window beside our table. See the view of the afternoon atmosphere that occurred in the city center. Peaceful and peaceful.

"Sonce you know, pick a place here." Said Brother Fatha. I turned to look towards him. "Color Brother knows that Hany likes to sit by the window."

I was shocked to hear what Brother Fatha said. How did he know I liked sitting by the window.

I looked at his face which was now alternately staring at the outside atmosphere. I don't know why our meeting this time was so strange. Nothing is different from us. We stay like this. Sister Fatha is still as usual neatly styled with her hair drizzle. And me, I don't have any changes.

"Why is Hany staring at Brother like that?"

I was caught looking at Brother Fatha.

"That's okay, brother." I said with a shy smile.

"Oh, okay. Then we'll just order some food. What do you want to eat?" Bargainly.

"No need, brother. My sister ate. I just ate at the hospital." I said refuse.

"Yes, let's order a drink."

I was also about to decline his offer, but Brother Fatha had already gone to order.

Only a few minutes later, Sister Fatha sat back in her place. He said our order was coming soon. I also began the conversation by passing ordinary things to Brother Fatha. He also answered with passion. Our conversation started to flow everywhere. Sometimes I laugh so much with Brother Fatha. He was very enthusiastic about telling about the panic of his friends during the exam yesterday. And I only hear it while occasionally responding.

"What's up, Han?" Ask Brother Fatha who was watching me earlier.

"There's nothing, brother. But I think I should go home. I'm afraid people will be worried about me. Thanks for buying me a drink. Then I say yes, brother." My word.

"Eh, wait a minute. We go home together. It just so happened that I brought a car. Let Brother Anterin Hany go home."

Brother Fatha immediately got up from her seat after finishing her sentence. I was just waiting for him to pay our drink bill. After a while, he came back to pick me up.

I just realized that our meeting passed without any purpose and purpose. I thought there was something else that Sister Fatha had reason to meet with me other than just an ordinary meeting. But Sister Fatha said nothing, not even the reason she was here. Suddenly I remembered Rain. I shouldn't have left him alone. I should have just invited him to come with me to meet Brother Fatha earlier. Now I feel guilty for Rain.

"Sister, I thought of Rain, huh." I said to Brother Fatha who was seriously staring at the twilight streets. "So, I'm staying in the hospital. I thought we'd be a minute. But it turns out to be long. Now I feel guilty about Rain. What is he now? He must be bored waiting for me."

Suddenly Fatha's car stopped suddenly. Suddenly I was shocked and turned to look at Brother Fatha. I saw his sharp gaze piercing into my eyes. And that made me even more surprised. I also took my eyes off the gaze of Brother Fatha. Now I feel uncomfortable with a little fear. What happened to Brother Fatha?

"Why Han? Why did you take your eyes off?" Said Brother Fatha with emotions that sounded on her throne.

I still dare not look at him. I just fell silent with my heart beating irregularly.

"I'm just asking for one thing with you. It's not like when we're both you don't talk about Rain." Rigorously.

Again I was surprised by the unexpected expression of Brother Fatha. I stared straight at her face which was still looking at me.

"Why indeed? Rain is my friend, brother. He was kind and always there for me." My word.

"I know Rain is your friend and always there for you. But you do realize that he's doing all that because he wants to." Brother Fatha spoke in a half-angry tone.

"Never say anything bad about Rain. Know what your brother knows about him. I have known him since childhood. We grew up together. So, I knew he didn't expect anything from me. So, Brother don't carelessly say anything challenge Rain."

My face warmed up and tears began to settle in my eyes.

"But, Han.." I cut off Brother Fatha's saying, "Enough, Brother! Enough's enough! I didn't expect Brother to be able to do this. Saying bad things to someone without knowing the truth about that person. Bad brother knows. I'm really disappointed in Brother."

I got out of Fatha's car and ran away with tears. Fatha chased me with her car. He also persuaded me to go back to his car. But I got emotional and yelled at him many times to let him go. And finally he left me.

I'm like a stupid woman crying on the dark side of the road. Soon Azaan will reverberate, I don't want everyone to worry. I decided to call Rain. He was shocked to hear my sobbing voice on the phone. He said he'd pick me up soon.

I don't know what speed Rain drove his car. So he didn't take long to get to my place. He was astonished to see my state that could be said to be chaotic.

"Ha.. What's up?" Ask.

I looked at her face that looked innocent. Then I slid into his warm body.

"Rain's.. Brother Fatha is evil. He's evil Rain.."

I cried in the rain. He also stroked my head.

"Easy-after.. You are calm, yes. We better go home, now it's magrib, it's not good if we see people."

Rain got me in the car and took me home.

That night we canceled our dinner plans with Fajri. Rain asks Fajri to withdraw our show to be tomorrow night. It has to do with my bad condition. Ever since I got to the hotel, I chose to lock myself in the hotel room. In fact, when Mother greeted me, I did not serve her at all.

All night I thought about what happened in Fatha's car. I did not expect that Brother Fatha could think so badly of Rain. I think he's a grown man and never childish-minded like that. But the thing I don't understand is why Brother Fatha can say that. He didn't even recognize Rain. Fatha is naive.

Suddenly my phone rang. I grabbed it and opened the new message. Of course it was from Brother Fatha who was apologizing. Actually I realize one thing, I was also wrong on Sister Fatha and she has nothing wrong towards me. He should have apologized to Rain instead of me. I sent him a reply in the form of a request, that I would forgive him if he also apologized to Rain. After a few seconds, Fatha replied that she agreed.

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