I want to Find Him

CHAPTER 36: FLASHBACK 1

Some may be wondering exactly how the ending of my story and Rain can find a bright spot. It's been running since the last night I was at Grandpa's house.

It was the clock at 2 am. I just finished packing my clothes and preparing to run away from that house without anyone knowing. Because if anyone knew I'd be prevented from leaving.

I opened the room door and saw the conditions in the middle room. Really lonely. That's when I slipped out of the house through the back door.

After successfully getting out of the house without being discovered I immediately ran away to a mini market that was on the side of a big road. I tried to call someone I could ask for help but I was confused who to call. Suddenly there was a call coming from Brother Fatha and I immediately picked him up.

"Hello Hany! I can guess you haven't slept." Said Brother Fatha from across there.

"Hello Brother! Please help me, brother.." I looked up with a half-shaking voice.

"You why? Did something bad happen? Where are you again? Let Brother pick you up."

The consecutive questions from Brother Fatha managed to make me cry. The guy I've been playing with all this feeling turns out to be very sincere to me. I'm so upset at myself right now.

"Answer Brother Hany!" I heard Fatha screaming in panic.

"Yes, Brother. Now I'm in a mini market near Grandpa's house." Answer me who is still sobbing.

"Okay, Brother will pick you up soon. You don't go anywhere, okay!"

Brother Fatha also cut off her phone connection.

I sat on one of the benches in front of the mini market. I realized that I was being noticed by the mini-market employees who were inside the shopping place. I didn't pay any heed to it that was obvious now I just wanted to go to a place where I could calm my mind.

It didn't take long, Brother Fatha came to pick me up. He looked panicked when he saw my messy condition.

"Darling why are you?" Ask Brother Fatha.

I just kept quiet I couldn't answer. Brother Fatha also took me to the car and he drove the car somewhere.

I don't know where Brother Fatha really wants to take me. I don't know where I'm going either. During the trip I just kept quiet and cried bitterly.

Kak Fatha's car stopped at the parking lot of a tall building. As far as I know this place is an apartment building. But I don't care about that. My mind is so fucked up right now.

"Darling let's get out of the car." Pinta Brother Fatha gently to me.

I also immediately complied with Brother Fatha's request. I feel so moved by the current situation. Maybe if Brother Fatha asked me to jump from the top of this towering tall building I would also obey him.

Brother Fatha embraced my shoulder while walking. I still don't know what we're going to do here. Like I said before, I just quit. And just looking at the floor like it is today is proof that I lost my spirit.

The door of an apartment was open. It made me want to see what was in front of me. I raised my head and saw the contents of the apartment that was so clean and organized. I turned to Sister Fatha as a question mark and she just smiled.

We entered the apartment that looked luxurious. I looked around where there were some of my favorite things. Even the photos of me and Brother Fatha are also widely displayed on the wall. This makes me guess that this is Fatha's new apartment.

"You're wrong, baby. Actually this apartment is a gift that you will give as a wedding gift. So this is yours." Sis Fatha said as if she knew my thoughts.

I feel quite guilty for Brother Fatha at this time. How can I waste this man who has this sincere love? Even she had already prepared a gift for me when I did not want to choose a wedding dress for our wedding.

"Thank you, Brother.." I said while sobbing.

Brother Fatha returned my embrace while calming me down. "Beloved together. It's supposed to be at a time like this, Hany, don't cry anymore. Does Hany want anything else?"

I'm shaking. "I just want to be with Brother from this moment onwards."

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A few days passed after the incident that night. I told Brother Fatha what really happened. From the look on his face he looked upset at first but he forgave me because I had chosen the right path to return to him.

My parents were worried because on that morning Bu Mega immediately called them when I knew I was nowhere. But fortunately, Brother Fatha immediately informed them that I was with her. And thankfully he didn't give us our address.

"Darling, take a look. Mom sent me an example of some wedding concepts. Which one do you like?" Sister Fatha showed me her phone.

"I love this white and creamy thing, sister." Show me one of the photos.

"alright. Mama will take care of this decoration for us." Said Brother Fatha with a smile.

"Send my thanks to Mama."

"All right.."

I looked at Brother Fatha's face which looked very bright and happy. He was so impatient to make me his wife.

"Dear try here, brother whispered something." Said Brother Fatha suddenly.

I who was curious immediately brought my face closer to his.

"I love you." Brother Fatha landed a kiss on my cheek.

This made me shocked. I also pinched the stomach of Brother Fatha with anxiety.

"That's.. Nosy brother!"

Brother Fatha laughed out loud and hugged me with anxiety. I don't know when my future husband became this sweet. Maybe it's because we stayed together for two days.

Suddenly the doorbell sounded. I immediately let go of Brother Fatha's embrace.

"Ah.. Brother still wants a batter.." Erang with a spoiled voice.

"Patience first, big baby. Kasian Abang gofood long wait." Obviously me.

I opened the main door of the apartment. The bell rang even louder and made me also impatient to open the door. When the door was opened, I was surprised to see the figure in front of the door.

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