I want to Find Him

CHAPTRE 1

I woke up from my sleep. It was the same dream as before. I rubbed my hands to my face to my head. I stayed in that position for a few seconds, and took my hand off when something came to my brain. My gaze turned to a table beside the entrance. On the table there are many archives arranged neatly in boxes. And on the bottom there are some small drawers that are tightly closed.

I approached the table too. Then examine the row of drawers below it. I wanted to open it, but my hands felt heavy to lift. I'm trying to muster up the courage to open one of those drawers. And get ready to see something inside. I raised my hand which was filled with cold sweat. So heavy and stiff. However, finally the hand managed to hold the handle of the drawer.

My hand managed to pull the handle of the drawer until the box came out in half. Inside there is a thick book wrapped in the dominant white color. Above the cover is the caption, "CHEMICAL". I took the book from inside the drawer. Then he stared at her for a long time until he turned over the cover of the book. On the first page was a book I did not want to read anymore. But I miss reading it so much. Clear thread also managed to escape from my eyes. I closed the book and hugged it tightly.

...'If it wasn't for him, I would probably never have liked CHEMISTRY. And now, CHEMISTRY is my life's goal'...

...(.(.I Want to Find DirInyA)...

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^^^Pekanbaru,^^

^^^ Seven years ago..^^^

The room was completely quiet. Without the sound of living things or inanimate things. All that was heard was a noise coming from far away. I turned my eyes towards the classroom door. No one is hanging out or passing by. Everyone was watching a futsal match between classes. As for me, stuck with dozens of annoying questions.

I shook the pen that was stuck between my two fingers. While staring at dozens of questions that are as straight as the retina of my eye. I'm getting bored. Because, it had been almost half an hour that I stared at her without writing anything on top of my book.

"Yes Allah.. I don't understand it at all." I rubbed my face until it made my hijab a little messy. "Well, if it doesn't finish today, my grades can really drop." I put my head on the table. Trying to calm my messed up mind. I really can't think anymore. Chemistry is not my specialty.

My pen accidentally fell out of my hand. The pen was rolling somewhere. I got up from my seat and took the pen back. Suddenly I saw someone from the corner of my eye. I turned my eyes to catch the shadow to make it clearer. And it turned out to be true. There's someone there.

I was stunned to see the person beside the door. He was looking at me while leaning against the door frame with his hands folded under his chest. For a moment I thought about whether he was right or not. However, the thought was tepis with a greeting from Him.

"Hi Hany! Uh, your name's Hany, right?" His word.

Huh, how does he know my name? "ii.. Aye." Yeah." I answered with clumsiness.

Suddenly I remembered the man in front of me. He was the representative of the National Science Olympiad in Chemistry last year. I've seen him teach the participants of OSN Chemistry this year. And his name is..

"FATHANA JORDI!"

Suddenly the word came out of my mouth. I immediately closed my mouth with all ten fingers. I'm really embarrassed now. I also saw the condition of Brother Fatha there. He just smiled while watching me.

"Ehm.. Brother Fathana Jordi's name, right?" I asked with a nervous expression.

"Yes. How know?" He answered with a smile still on his lips.

"Yeah. I've heard people tell me stories about brother."

"Oh, that's it, yeah.." He nodded in a sign of understanding. He turned his gaze toward my workbook lying on the table. "For chemical duty, huh?" Ask Brother Fatha.

I also looked towards the book. "Oh, yes. How do you know?"

"So outside you heard you grumbling about chemistry." He said, "Ehm.. Can you help?" Tawar, brother Fatha.

"Huh? Seriously brother?" I asked while being wide-eyed.

Brother Fatha replied with a smile along with a nod of the head.

He moved from the door to my desk. While I was still glued to where I stood before. Brother Fatha took the sheet on the table and read it.

"About Thermochemistry, huh?" Ask.

"D-yes." My answer is still nervous.

"Waaah.. This material is good, anyway. We have to sharpen our minds a little to solve the problems." Obviously, brother Fatha.

"Emmm.. What do you mean, brother?"

"Yes.. You have to use a little logic." His word. He also brought a piece of the matter towards me. "This one, here. You have to think about how to get this deltha H value, if you know this deltha H reaction." He explained while showing the diagram of Hess's Law shown in the question. I really don't understand. How's it going, huh? "Do you not understand?" Ask Brother Fatha. I'm shaking. "Yes, I will teach you to understand."

"Do you know now?" Ask Brother Fatha.

"God has it, brother." My answer.

"Good then." He said with a smile.

I returned his smile too. "Ehm.. Thank you, brother, for helping me. I'm really grateful that you came when I was tough." I said shyly.

Again he smiled. What a smile of his was worth nothing so he easily indulged in it.

"Yes, equally. Consider it a favor from Allah to you because you have tried to learn it." His word.

I also nodded with a smile.

"Oh, yes. Brother wants to see the game, Hany wants to come?" Bargainly.

I shook my head, "Engga, brother. I want to design this. There's still some more stuff."

"All right then. Brother go first, yeah."

I'm nodding. He turned towards the door and disappeared behind it.

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After feeling tired of my chemical task, I decided to refresh my brain. I also went to the field where the match was going. Arriving there I immediately found my friends who had been sitting clumped in one of the viewing spots. I joined them immediately.

"Eh, which can be an additional task already nongol aja, nih. Did you do your job, neng?" Said Rasel one of my friends whose mouth was always chattering.

"If you look at the expression on his face, it's like his workbook is still empty." Added Selfi.

I denied it, "Hell boy, now I'm smart, learn the chemistry."

"Allah! At best, deny you. Must be the job book's still empty, right?" Rasel.

"Ah, it's up to you. What matters is that my job is almost done." My word.

"But it's impossible, Han, if you're almost done. You never studied chemistry. Every teacher comes in you, right, always sleeping." Said Melsi who was astonished.

What Melsi said was a fact. I haven't studied chemistry since tenth grade. More precisely since my chemistry teacher got replaced. There is a story behind my dislike of this one subject and it relates to the person who taught it.

"Yes, but I learned how to answer." My speech.

"Who's same? If you say Grandma dropped by I won't believe it." Rasel.

"Ha ha ha.. If he taught me mah, ogah. I was taught the same as Fatha." My word.

All my friends were surprised, "Huh!?"

They don't believe that brother Fatha taught me. I can hardly believe it either. That's why it's fitting to see him leaning against the door I think that he's not human. Because let alone to be alone with him, meeting is difficult. The reason is easy, first he is one of the many men in the schoolgirl crush. No wonder, he is a rich man and also has a handsome face. The second, as a student who has achievements, he has always been a super busy student to actively help teachers in organizing every race. And he added that he was the vice chairman of OSIS.

If you think I'm stalking about her, you're wrong. You will easily get information when entering my school grounds. Because at my school the source of the information center. Here it is discussed ranging from simple things to things that become the center of global conversation. And the news about Brother Fatha is also one of the most updated.

"How does the story tell him he can teach you?"

I also told them how Brother Fatha came suddenly to my class. I told him in detail how he taught me patiently even though I took a long time to understand. How he smiled at me. Astagfirullah!! Why think about it. But honestly, I was very happy to tell my friends about the moment. I don't know why I'm happy. I don't know either. Maybe because I can finally understand the lesson of Thermochemistry.

In the middle of the story, suddenly someone came to us. Now I really feel unlucky.

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