I want to Find Him

CHAPTRE 27

Carsyelia Kongyingyong, a young woman who devotes herself to a man, gets nothing in return, not even love. She is the only daughter of the Kongyingyong family who owns a well-known company called Ky's Group. He is not a businessman, but a journalist. He has lived for two years in Indonesia, so he speaks Indonesian fluently.

Speaking of Carsy's relationship with Rain, it's true that they're a couple. They were only three months married after Carsy established herself to embrace Islam. In fact, now he is still in the stage of learning about the religion of Islam.

Carly loved Rain. Even he was willing to give everything he had just to resurrect the ever-falling Rain. “I will always be there for Rain anytime and anywhere.” His word.

The woman is picking up the phone from who. He speaks Thai which I don't really understand. Sometimes he seemed to turn his head towards me until he finally put the phone back to where it was.

Carsy turned the wheels of her chair towards me. While waiting for him to arrive, I just smiled at him. I am very concerned about the condition of this woman. Although he said his legs were not really paralyzed, but still make me feel pity. Because he got this condition because he helped Rain. Ah, that love for Carsy on Rain? So that he was willing to feel pain.

“Looks like Rain won't be home soon, Hany. He said he'd be overtime” Carsy said.

I'm a little disappointed to hear Carsy's statement. Because I wanted to meet him.

“Nothing Carsy, next time only.” I got up from my seat, “Then I decided to go home first. Looks like Nora will be worried if I go too long.”

Carsy looked up at me who was standing in front of her. Then he smiled while nodding. “Alright Hany. See you around. Come here often.”

“If you have time,” reply me smile. “Then I'm gone. Assalamualaikum!”

“Walaikumsalam!”

I also left the Kongyingyong family home. Before I actually left, I took the time to wave to Carsy who was watching me from the main door. He returned a longing from me with a cheerful smile. After that, I left Carsy's yard.

I walked the streets in a slightly disappointed condition. One more step, I can find Rain. But I think destiny says something else. Maybe God doesn't want me to see him again. But..

Instantly my steps stopped. I was glued to an object a few meters away in front of me.

True, destiny says something else.

I was still stunned to see Rain walking over to me. His face is now close enough to me. I could only stare at the look on that face with tears beginning to stem. Instantly I felt a warm embrace from Rain who had just hugged me.

My cry broke as the warm body hugged me. This man, the man I've been missing for a long time. And this warm embrace, which used to always give me strength. After a long time I felt it again. I almost gave up because I was too tired. However, without asking, fate gave me the chance to feel it again. “I miss you, Rain.”

Rain strengthened his hold while gently rubbing my head.

“Thank you for holding on, and always remember me,” the brown-haired gentleman. “If you want to know how my day is. Honestly, there is no day without thinking about you. Because I love you so much even to this second.”

The rain immediately washed over our bodies. I don't know what kind of drama this is we don't care. Even the rain could not give us a reason to let go of each other's arms. I miss him so much, and so does he.

“I don't know what to say, but this heart keeps shouting your name.”

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Is this a drama? What kind of drama? Is this like a soap opera that is always watched by Mother. Where a girl who steals someone else's husband is only for her personal gain. Or is this like the love triangle story that Naura always watches? Ah, naw. I knew Rain better than they did.

Rain had just emerged from the kitchen with a tray containing two cups of tea. He walked towards me with a smile that had not faded since he had just appeared. I just nodded with a smile in response to his offer. Then, he put the warm tea on the round table in front of me.

“Still.” I grabbed the cup of tea that was still smoking the smoke. Then, sip it slowly. Wow. Rain's tea is delicious.

I put the cup back to where it was. Then, he turned towards Rain who was still smiling with the teacup still hanging in his hand. I who saw him like that suddenly felt ashamed. I immediately turned my eyes in the other direction. Rain laughed crisply. It caught my attention to see him back. What's wrong with her?

“You are more beautiful” said Rain while putting his tea cup on the table.

Instantly I felt my cheeks begin to heat up. Must be very red right now. “A-What the hell, Rain!” tepisku.

“I'm serious. Moreover, fitting your cheeks flushed like that. Very pretty.”

Rain got up from his couch and took his place next to me. I immediately turned my face away from facing him. Because I can figure out how my face would be if Rain was sitting that close to me.

Rain grabbed my face and tried to make me look at him. We looked at each other at a very close distance. I could see Rain's brown netra so calm. What I've seen before but it's not this beautiful. I don't know why my heart warms.

Rain held my cheek gently and rubbed his index finger against my jaw. His gaze was so intense on my face. However, I felt trapped in Rain's dazzling gaze. I can't do anything about it.

“What I can have this beautiful face.” Lirih Rain's.

I don't know why I don't feel like saying no. I feel like I have really fallen into a trap. Why just now?

I also hold Rain's hand on my face, “Rain-”

The movement of Rain that pulled his hand quickly made my speech cut off. Rain was as red as a few inches away and shifted the view while throwing a rough breath. I don't know why he suddenly looks like that. I started to worry about him.

“What's Rain?” my many.

“No, it's okay. I'm sorry,” he said with breath still roaring from his nose.

“Don't worry me Rain, just tell me what's up.” Suddenly I felt panicked seeing Rain who looked unsettled.

“Not to worry, I'm fine,” said Rain. “A-I'll be out for a while. You just go to sleep, it's already night” he continued.

“But-“

“I need fresh air” Rain immediately got up from the sofa and half ran towards the main door. I who noticed him felt very worried. Why is that all of a sudden? For a moment I felt dizzy. Maybe I caught a cold because of the rain this afternoon.

Choosing to follow Rain's advice, I got up from the sofa to one of the rooms I thought was. Then, I immediately lay my body on a soft mattress that was covered with sheets of roses. I also turned off the dimly lit table lamp. After that, I chose to sleep because my head hurt so much.

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