Dew Heart Traces
Meet him
Why should I meet him at the place I am visiting? Is there no other place in the world for us not to see each other again? Even when I have a birthday.
‘I'm sorry,” I said softly after my tears subsided a little, on the Stars.
“I told Irvan and Reva that you were not well, so I offered to take you home.”
“No need to bother, I can go home by myself.”
“I can't see you like this driving alone.”
“Then what about your car?”
“I can come back here again after dropping you off.”
“Too troublesome. I've improved, kok.”
“Do not recklessly. Receiving people's help won't make you a contemptible person.”
The words of the Stars always kept me from twitching, his words were firm and straightforward. He's not someone who likes to talk. I don't have the strength to argue with him at this time so I accept his offer. I'm not in a good position to drive anyway.
On the way, the two of us were more silent with our respective minds. I don't know what the Stars are thinking but clearly seeing Mas Danial at the restaurant is shocking me.
I still remember clearly how the man I still loved so much didn't change much. The look we had met, I could see his warm gaze which was still the same for me. Did he actually know I was there in the first place, and maybe he wanted to meet me on purpose? Then how does he know where I am? Ah, it all just doesn't make sense to me.
My memories with her flashed through my mind, it wasn't easy for me to get away from her. My days are so bleak I can't know when it'll be bright again. Not because I couldn't be with her, but because I missed her so much, it was the most painful thing. I who loved her so much had to let her go of my life.
There was one sight that was so relieved to me, that there she was with Hana. That means the relationship is getting happier, and indeed I shouldn't be between the two of them. My decision to move away from their lives was the right and best decision.
“Yes Allah, it is time for me to seek my own happiness. You've already shown that they're fine.” I said in my heart, tears again. I don't know what the Stars thought of me, our first meeting she had to see my tears fall many times without shame.
“I'm sorry yes, our meeting should be in this way. Shamelessly I cry constantly in front of you.”
“You met someone from the past yes?”
I was very surprised to hear the words Star. He is not a man who likes to talk.
“I've also experienced the same thing, so you don't need to be embarrassed or surprised.”
“Impressed I haven't moved on huh?”
“You could say so. But it is only natural that you are still alone. Another thing if you already have someone who is with you at this time, maybe you can be stronger and have the strength to deal with it.”
I thought for a moment and agreed in my heart that the words of the Star could be true. Do I have to learn to open my heart to a new relationship so I can move on with my life? After all I will never be able to avoid Mas Danial for life, no matter how hard I try. Because nature can not I control to set everything as desired.
We finally got home.
“You live alone?” ask the stars and I nod my head to the question.
“Good. Means I drove you here, I don't want you to be uncomfortable if I get into your house.”
“Thank you very much yes.” I'm not used to having men come into the house. Besides living alone, so there's no way I'd offer a Star to come in or stop by for a while.
“I'll be waiting for your online taxi to arrive.” We are still in the car while continuing the chat that is arguably lighter discussion.
“If you can know what makes him so special in your life?”
I hesitated to answer the question Bintang, we were not so familiar that I could not tell what made me unable to forget Mas Danial.
“If you are not comfortable yet, then that will be my reason to be able to meet you again, can you?” Stars added.
Ever since our meeting that night, Bintang has been asking me whether it's a short message or a phone call. You could say the stars are approaching me. I don't know what that means, but I'm trying to learn to find another way to get over Mas Danial, the Star is the right person.
He is a man who knows what he wants or does. He is straightforward and firm in his words or actions. It was very much different from Mas Danial, his heart was so soft and impressed indecisive with his attitude.
Among all the men who approached me was probably only Mas Danial who was the most impressed not to want too much. Not because he doesn't love me, but he just takes care of other people's feelings so much that he's not strict with what he wants himself. He unwittingly hurt a lot of hearts because of it.
The star has already offered himself willing to be my trial partner to be able to forget the past. Unfortunately, I'm not a woman who likes to dabble in a relationship. The star actually once admitted also that I am the type of woman he likes even though it is not yet the stage of feeling love. He had only been interested from the very beginning.
“I can invite you to lunch? I happen to be around your office again.”
“Hm, actually this afternoon I have an appointment with a client. But I don't know if it is or not. I'll let you know if I can ya.”
“Ok deh, I wait, so don't say.”
“Only I am a genie, like to say?”
“You will be most difficult to eat together, as if you were busier than the president.”
I know where the direction of the Star talk, it can not be denied it is very busy if it is work. I often receive complaints from playmates who always difficult to invite me just lunch on active days because they know that the day off, I am more happy at home to rest.
A reckless star came to my office, of course all my men in the office became excited. For the first time I had a guest who was not a client, it was easy to guess for sure it was a man who was close to me. Moreover, the star can be said to be handsome, even very handsome.
In a neat suit, Bintang came to take me to lunch, which is fine in the office cafeteria, he said.
“It turns out that if your clothes work again like this yes,” my tease saw his appearance which first saw him wearing official clothes. Usually he always dressed casually like young people today.
“I always surprise you, right?”
“Hmmm, you could say so.”
“I just want to show you that every man must have his own way of approaching the woman he likes.”
“Haduh, you are yes! Eating in the canteen. Let you get out of my office immediately.”
“Nothing has been expelled, be careful later can fall in love with me!”
I grimaced at his words that were beginning to fade. Ah, I remembered how Mas Danial often made me laugh with a simple joke. Upps .. why did that name cross my mind again.
I hurriedly shook my head and refocused myself on the stars. Learn to open my heart to happiness.
“It turns out that the food in your office cafeteria is pretty decent too, the choice is also a lot. How about every lunch I come here?”
“Please. It's not me who has this canteen that can prevent you from coming.”
“But the condition is that you keep me going, how?”
“Ohhh .. former playboy in action.”
“What is the connection of places to eat ama playboy.”
“Hahaha .…” I laugh again at the unusual Star chatter. Today he was so chatty.
“You're getting prettier if you laugh so much.”
“Hadeeeh.”
“This world is not as black as you imagined, Dew! Don't come I can't show rainbow colors to you because you're color blind.”
