
*during this time I always thought, does this second birth have any meaning? where can I find the answer to that question? I thought, do the people around me really think of me as a friend, brother, or family.or do they just pretend to be nice to me and stab me in the back?
after some time I realized that my life had a great meaning.A lot of lessons I learned from here, starting from opening my heart to the world, accepting someone for who they are, I also have friends who love me so much.
I'm grateful to be revived, I now understand. When I get something new, I have to lose something else as well. I will even hurt the one I love and will never be able to see him again.What good is all the wealth I have?
maybe people think I'm selfish, but I think it's better to be selfish for the sake of everything than to be selfish but pointless.
in my first life, I had no friends, no friends, no family. I grew up in an orphanage and had no idea who my biological parents were, I only had a great man who was always there when I was sad, but now I don't know how he was or how he was after I left.
since childhood I never get the affection of parents, that time when I graduated S2 university we all sang mother's song. Everyone cried except me, but me, and at that time people insulted me and criticized me for being ungrateful to the mother who had cared for me from childhood.
I don't care what they say, because I don't know what it's like to get a mother's love...
but this time, I got something new that was so amazing.I understood how the affection of a mother, family, and friends who were always by my side.but all that did not last long, he said, my mother left me.
I asked myself, do I have to go too to get back with my mom? that's exactly what I want.
it may....
I will meet again with my mother and those who once loved me with all their heart...😊
I'm happy to be alive a second time, I'm very, very happy...
thanks to all of you who have been by my side all the time, I will never forget all of you who have always smiled at me.
by: liora aurelia 💗*
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a beautiful girl was walking in the middle of a heavy rain.she now looks so miserable, she continues to walk on a road that is so muddy and she does not care about the heavy rain that has soaked her tiny body.
the girl then looked at the river under the bridge she was passing through.
"if I jump, can I see you?" muttered the girl.
liora climbed up the bridge, stood up and looked up at the black sky and kept lowering the water.she smiled bitterly, her heart breaking.on the day of her funeral, that day he had to give up a man he loved so much.
the man died of depression losing his lover, while his lover is currently in a broken heart.
"LIORA DOG!!!" sena shouted while shouting loudly.
"LO WANT TO SAY WHAT? DO YOU WANT TO LIVE THAT LIFE?" asked Sena with a face full of emotion, she could not understand with her best friend this one.
"maybe yes, I'm tired.everyone who is dear to me and someone who means so much in my life has gone to me" Liora cheered with a bitter smile.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY KAYAK IS A DOG! I KNOW IF LO IS BAD AGAIN BUT DON'T GO STRAIGHT, SHUCKS!" shouted Sena who continued to use rude language.
"GUE SWEETHEART SAME LO, WE ALL LOVE THE SAME LO! I, EMPEROR, DITA, CHIA, BROTHER RIO, SISTER KANAYA, ALEX, AUNT XI, AUNT XIN, SAME OM LIOU YING! WE'RE ALL ON LO'S SIDE, YOU DON'T THINK SHORT OF KAYAK GINI!!!" snapped Sena with tears that had fused with rainwater.
Sena strong girl who never cry in front of others and cry for others, now even worse to see her best friend who does not want to live anymore.
"GUE PLEASE BE WITH LO, YOU MUST BE ABLE TO SURVIVE!" said Sena who slightly shouted for his best friend to hear it, because the rain is getting heavier.
"GUE PLEASE RA, I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LOSE MY LOVED ONES. BUT I'M NOT REALLY, BECAUSE I THINK. IF I DIE LATER, PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME THE SAME WILL CRY AND ALSO GET WORSE BECAUSE OF ME. AND THAT GOES FOR ELO!!"
"sorry penny, tell the others I love them and I will always be in their hearts, please bring flowers under the tree house in my backyard yes, I beg you" liora explained.
"NO! I WON'T TAKE IT, IF YOU WANT TO TAKE IT THERE YOURSELF!" reject Sena raw, because if he approves the request liora existing liora will only jump from the bridge.
"come please. goodbye, I will always be in your heart and achieve you. You can't cry later if you're in front of me, then I'll kick you out okay?" liora.
BYURPR!!!
"LORA!!!" shout Sena.
~(TAMAT)~