THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 89: It turns out, I'm Beautiful

'finally, I could finish everything before the mas came to pick me up.' I smiled with satisfaction because the work of cleaning the house was done.

I looked around, everything was as neat as I wanted. I was very happy to see it, the main room that I used to combine love with the Ringgo mas has switched functions into a warehouse.

From this moment on, there was no more Mas ringgo and memories of him. I've thrown away everything related to him.

I sat for a moment just to relieve the fatigue and fatigue that plagued my body. I'm re-examining everything that happened. It is true, people say, we should not love something so much that love blinds the eyes.

'i iklas accepted my destiny, o Allah' I murmured softly at the end of my daydream. I am really troubled to forget every wound that cut the deepest recesses of my heart.

I tried to close the wound without tears by seeing good things approaching and approaching me.

I must realize that tears will not be able to change anything, I waste it in vain only to cry for the loss of a husband who is only able to present suffering in my life.

On top of the heart-wrenching wound, I was still thankful that another happiness still came to me. God still gave me the chance to meet my family. As it turned out, I did not fully suffer because behind my suffering, another happiness came to say hello.

'In retrospect, I was lucky to lose a happy loser when I came.' I smiled to myself, my way of life was like a story in a soap opera that aired on one of the television channels in this country.

'it's five o'clock, I have to get ready.' I stared at the wall clock and it was now five in the afternoon. That means, I have to get ready soon because Roland's mas must be coming to pick me up in a moment.

I got up and headed to the bathroom. Not waiting long, I started my bathing ritual. I felt tired gradually disappear when the water flushed and soaked my body.

Not long after, I finished my shower. My body now feels refreshed, my energy is starting to recover.

kriuuuuk! kriuuuk!

I heard a hungry scream from my stomach, he demo monta filled. I just remember not having lunch, because I was too ambitious to finish the job as soon as possible.

I immediately ordered food online, waiting to prepare. I want mas roland not to wait for la when I pick me up later.

I wear the best and most expensive clothes I have. I stared for a moment before putting it on, it felt like it was already the moment I gave what I needed right now.

I will no longer be stingy with myself, I am not the Rianti I once was. I want to give my best because I deserve it.

I then put makeup on my face, a thing I rarely do first. I used to not be able to make myself as good as possible because I did not have the money to buy all my needs.

I can only buy powder for how many months after setting aside little by little shopping money given by Ringgo. I realized my stupidity first, too trying to understand the state of Mas Ringgo. I didn't realize I had been lied to by him.

But now, I can do and pamper myself to the fullest. Now, I don't need to skimp anymore because it has the ability to get what I need.

After I finished putting on makeup, I also remembered that I had bought jewelry. I then took it and immediately put it on. After the ritual of decorating myself was over, I looked at my face in the mirror.

I was pangling and I didn't recognize the reflection there, I changed a hundred percent. I'm like an artist who's lost the stage again, I look so graceful and beautiful.

'Is this really me? Is this mirror not wrong, how can I be beautiful like this?' I smiled when I realized I was praising myself.

"hi magic mirror, please tell me who is the prettiest woman in this house? I asked myself.

"of course your most beautiful lady because you are the only one in this house" I replied to myself, laughing out loud.

While coolly staring at the mirror, I heard the sound of a car clacson from outside. I'm very happy because I can be sure it must be the sound of Roland's car, I already know very well with his voice.

I rushed out of the room, with half a run I immediately opened the door for Roland.

"mas, have you come? I asked while smiling at Roland.

"yes, sir, who do you think came? Prince of your dreams." Roland jokingly laughed.

"oh not the prince of dreams, but I thought an invisible creature was coming." I replied with a smile, but Rolandpun seemed touched listening to him.

"you are sis!" Mas rolad came up to me and gently ruffled my hair, how happy it was to get warm treatment from him.

"we're leaving now, brother?

"wait for me. I'm waiting for the food I ordered."

"have you eaten yet?"

"yet, I just finished cleaning up. We'll just wait inside, let's go inside." I let the Rolang mas in, he nodded then immediately followed me.

"uh has cleared up, huh brother? You're doing it yourself?" Roland looks dumbfounded because what we left now is neatly arranged.

"that's it, why? How do you look so surprised?"

"unexpectedly, a small body can be large enough energy already like samson samson only your energy dik."

"it's realized now is a mas, so from now on you don't underestimate the power of women. You should know, that woman isn't as weak as you think."

"yes yes, whatever you say to yourself, you are indeed good at processing words."

"mas roland praised but sounded insinuating to me. Apparently, he was originally a denial as well.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Assynnya!"

I rushed to open the door, and the food I ordered arrived. I immediately accepted and paid for it.

After the transaction was completed, I immediately brought the food to the dining table. I immediately prepared it and took Roland's mas to eat together.

No matter how long the food has moved to my stomach, it feels so good to eat with mas Roland. I enjoy the togetherness that is created. I am so happy today, because I can feel togetherness that I never felt before.

'god, how great is your mercy.' I murmured in my heart, now the eyes of my heart begin to open. I have to classify everything that happens, I believe the wounds in my heart must heal over time.

I am fully aware that everything that happens must be of His will. I can no longer dissolve in grief and now it's time for me to turn things around.

I will leave behind my past let it be a memory buried deep in my heart. Welcome to the future, I will strive to create happiness in the future.