THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 73: Understand what you are feeling, brother.

"i don't know what you mean" I said to Roland, pretending not to understand what Roland said. But, Roland only smiled at me. I became increasingly misbehaved with the smile that Roland showed me.

"come on, I will not blame you for what you did. I felt it was all worth it and deserved it. Salute you, you can protect yourself even if you're wrong."

"i stole you even proud, this mas-just nothing." I replied, actually I'm embarrassed but how else did Roland find out.

"golden Ringgo deserves a reply like that dik, if you reply more than that mas think it's reasonable."

"i only took what should have been mine, nothing more. I don't want the woman who took my paradise to enjoy what I'm supposed to get, so I'm draining Ringgo's savings." I explained why I stole the money in Ringgo's ATM.

"understanding what you are feeling right now, you must be strong enough to accept all the destinies outlined by the almighty to you." Mas Roland said, I only nodded lightly listening to his advice.

"i don't think you fully understand what I'm feeling. I felt really bad when I found out that Roland had been wishing for me all this time. I have always been loyal to accompany him since the difficult times, but he could betray me when it has been successful as it is now. I desperately skimp because I think his income is not much. I tried to understand it but what I got mas, I was injured because he prefers to spoil his affair by buying expensive items. Frankly, I'm deeply hurt over Ringgo's treatment of me mas." I explained at length to Roland.

I can't hide the soul emotions that burst out when explaining the feelings I'm feeling right now. Mas Roland was speechless at the explanation, I felt a little relieved after expressing the contents of the heart that had been settling into the space of my heart.

"you're patient, sir, I'm sure that Ringgo and his mistress will definitely get a reply that is worth his actions. I hope you soon forget all of this, you should move on dik immediately,"

"yes, I will try to be better in the future. I don't want to get caught up in the past, hopefully I can get some other happiness in the future." I said while comforting myself, hopefully my hope will be granted by the almighty.

"dik, you don't be sad anymore. Make sure from now on you will try to make you happy." Mas Roland said as he gently stroked the tip of my head, I felt a warmth and strength flowing from his palm. I actually gained strength when mas Roland rubbed my head.

"yes mas." I can only say that because the happiness given by Roland is able to make my heart happy.

"how about mas, do you have time to accompany me to clean up? Frankly I'm afraid to do it alone because that back room I haven't cleaned for a long time."

"alright, brother, let's clean the mumpung now while on holiday." Roland responded to my request, I was happy to hear it. I immediately got up to pick up the back room key that I had hidden away from the sight of Mr. Ringgo.

After getting the key, I immediately opened the back room door as the airless air burst out. I quickly picked up the mask and put it on. Not to forget, I also gave the mask to Roland.

Not too long ago, Roland's phone suddenly rang. Mas Roland slightly moved away then he answered the call.

I don't know what's being said, I can't clearly hear Roland's talk on his phone.

"sorry, I can't help you until you're done. I have to go see someone soon. I forgot that today I have an appointment, I have to see him."

"it's okay, let's continue later if you're not busy. I'd better take care of the stuff we took out." I said to Roland, Roland gave a small nod confirming my words.

"then you go first, you must meet the man immediately."

"yes" I replied briefly. I saw the Ringgo mas passing away, he looked rushed once. I don't know what he's going to do, I think what he's going to do is very important.

After Roland's departure, I immediately locked the back room door. I then went back to hiding the key to a place that I felt no one else would have guessed. I then cleaned up the stuff we had taken out.

I took a long time to clean these things because it turns out there are many things too. I separated the items that were still worth using and the items that I could not possibly use anymore.

Apparently there are still many clothes my mother is still good and worth wearing. I looked and scanned, I thought it was inappropriate for me to wear because it was really a mother's outfit.

"Well, I do what these clothes do. if I share them with the neighbors maybe they will not want to accept it because here the average person has it. I feel like they don't want to accept second-hand clothes like this."

"should I just donate to the relief agency for natural disasters? They definitely need it more and they must be happy to receive my gift shirt.Alright then, I will donate it hopefully to be a reward for my mother in nature there." I thought and said to myself in my heart, I then took the clothes to the bathroom to wash.

I'll wash everything before I donate. Even if used clothes, I will give and donate the best for them. I hope they are happy and happy to receive a gift from me.

While soaking clothes, I continued to tidy up the remaining items. I burned things that were useless and impossible to use anymore. It took me two hours to clean everything up, after I finished it turned out my body was very tired. I rested for a moment to release the fatigue that was entangling my body, without feeling I overslept.

I woke up from my sleep, I immediately looked at the wall clock turned out to be three o'clock. I immediately got up and rushed to the bathroom.I immediately took a shower and tidied up my appearance, I then went to go looking for food.