THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 70: Your Words Now Become Reality

"not so deck, you don't misunderstand me first. I'm just asking, who knows if you know about the money that you lost."

"you if kere ya kere only, do not dream too much mas. I'm offended you asked so, you should have thought before speaking. You think you can just ask me that, I'm heartbroken."

"sorry deck, I didn't mean that. Mas did not expect to lose that much money, now mas do not have any more deposits deck."

"that's your problem, from now on you don't ever involve me in your problems. As for your lost money, you better take it maybe it's a punishment for your sins against me. You must remember that speech is a prayer mas, All this time you always say do not have money. You're too stingy on me that you should be living for and treating well. But all that you do not do, you instead choose to provide and royal to other women. Anyway, I can't believe you have that many deposits."

"why don't you trust the deck?"

"how can I trust you, ma? After what you've been doing all this time, I don't think I can trust you anymore. Sorry, you better get out of my house."

Mas Ringgo just silently heard my words, he stared lethargicly at me. Mas Ringgo has hurt my heart too much so far, now I no longer feel sorry for him because he really deserves the results of his actions.

"grandfather, why have you changed now?"

"in the past, I kept waiting for you to change, but you didn't fix your mistakes, you just got further and further out of my reach. I'm tired of waiting for your attitude to change, so now I'm the one who's going to change."

"excuse me, I didn't think I'd hurt your heart."

"i will definitely forgive you, but not now, let time erase all traces of the wound in my heart. I beg you to get out of my life soon."

"are you sure you're going to be separated from me on deck?" mas Ringgo asked, what does it mean to ask so I don't know either

"of course, I'm very confident and determined to part from you. I was hoping that all the process would go smoothly so that I could get a divorce from you soon mas." I replied firmly, but Ringgo looked more and more at me.

"what's your decision because the man's deck?" mas Ringgo asked, I was astonished by the question for the sake of the Ringgo. I don't understand how he thinks about Ringgo, he might relate my decision to the presence of Roland.

"mas Roland you mean?"

"yes, who else is deck?"

"oh why do you think that, mom? You should never think that Roland caused the destruction of our household. Don't you ever realize, all this happened because of your foul deeds with the woman you cheated on mas."

"do you love him, deck? That's how quickly you forget the mas, dek?"

Mas Ringgo still questioned about my love, it turns out he has also lost his mind. I feel bored and fed up with dealing with him, he is now meaningless to me.

"mas doesn't like you getting too close to pack Roland deck, after all you're still your wife. Is it wrong to feel jealous of her?"

"Salah big, are you still able to ask me that?" Shouldn't you ask me that? Do you have no shame anymore? I don't feel the need to answer your question mas, you better go quickly mas." I was heartbroken, as soon as my emotions were ignited by the words of trash coming out of his mouth.

I really did not get over the thought of Ringgo mas, it turns out he was selfish. But now, I already care about anything on his mind. Mas Ringgo no longer has the right to govern myself, now I am free to do things according to my wishes.

Mas Ringgo just looked at me, The look on his face looks lethargic. He was silent to my questions and words, although a little harsh, but I had to say that to him. Mas Ringgo must understand, I do not want to give him a chance.

"dad, why is your heart so hard? What can I do to get your heart back to being as good as it was to me?"

"you don't have to do anything, now I don't want anything from you. You should be grateful and grateful to me, I made it easier for you to enjoy happiness with Queen Mas. Now that you can freely be with him, I will no longer be a hindrance to you ." I insinuate that Ringgo, he must know that it all started with him.

Mas Ringgo bowed weakly, he did not dare to refute my words because of what I said was the true reality. Although my heart aches a little, I try to look strong .I consider this farewell destiny, I don't need to cry it out.

I must not dissolve in sorrow and hurt, I must be strong through all of this. Maybe this parting should happen, I hope this parting is the beginning of my happiness. I have to rise up my future is still long.

"grandfather,......

"all right now, this conversation doesn't have to continue. I don't want to deal with you anymore, you have to accept all my decisions. My decision is already unanimous mas, I want to be free from you soon." I said in a steady and firm tone, Mr. Ringgo said nothing more.

I looked at the face of Ringgo, he looked resigned to hear my words. I won't give Ringgo a chance to influence my decision, no matter what he says I stick with my decision.

"you should leave soon, I'm very tired. You should never ask me about your lost savings because it is none of my business now" I said in a stern tone to Kinggo.

I cheered inwardly, I was finally able to rid myself of the accusations of Ringgo. I feel satisfied now, I have managed to avenge him.

'mas Ringgo feel vengeance from me, you now really have no money like you said when I asked for money from you.". I laughed with satisfaction in my heart, this is good news for me despite the bad news for Mr. Ringgo.

""where are you going on deck?" roland asked as I was about to close the door again.

"i'm going to sleep, so tired it feels like my heart and body are hearing your useless babble mas." I then closed the door, leaving the Ringgo mas who was still outside looking at me.

'I am happy to see you suffer mas' I said in my heart as I stepped into the bedroom, I hope my dream this time is more beautiful than the reality I just experienced.