THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 64: The One I Was No More

"it's dawn, I have to get up soon." I woke up from my sleep, heard the sound of dawn from the mosque near my house. I then got up about to take wudu' and immediately performed the dawn prayer.

After the dawn prayer, I immediately went to the kitchen to cook some water and make breakfast. I made breakfast just for me, because now I just live alone while the Ringgo mas no longer live with me.

I immediately finished my breakfast, then rushed to clean my house and room. I have to do it as soon as possible, I don't want to leave the house in a mess.

While cleaning the house, I heard the tone of the call from my phone. I stopped my work and hurried to pick up the cell phone that was in the room.

once in the room the tone of the call was stopped, I opened my phone turned out to be Roland who called. I intended to call Roland back, but before I could press Roland's mobile phone number again rang.

the cring! the cring! the cring!

'hello mas, why call so early?"

"mas just reminds you, your first hearing is today at eight. Are you ready, brother?"

"not yet, then I'll be ready soon." I was a little surprised that the clock had shown at seven or fifteen minutes, which meant I had to be ready if I didn't want to be late for the court.

"please pick you up in an hour, so get ready immediately."

"alright, man." I immediately hung up my phone, then rushed to finish my work. I hurriedly cleaned the house, in a hurry I could not do it perfectly.

After all was done, I rushed to take a shower and tidied myself up. I opened the wardrobe, then I chose to wear the clothes that Roland bought.

'thank you, sir." I said while wearing the expensive clothes now attached to my body, it turned out that the clothes were indeed very suitable and fitting for me. I really like this shirt because in addition to the model and the color is good, the material is also very soft.

I feel so lucky to know Roland, he's been so good to me. Three years of living with Mr. Ringgo, he has never bought a nice shirt, let alone this expensive for me.

Since marriage, I can only buy cheap negligee clothes that must have worn off and quickly faded in color. I bought the negligees by setting aside little by little spending money every month.

Honestly, the shopping money given by Mr. Ringgo has been very lacking, so I have difficulty my personal needs. I can only buy clothes that are now not worth wearing.

The crane! the cring! the cring!

I heard a call coming in on my phone, after I saw it when Roland called me. I immediately raised the call.

"assalamualaikum mas"

"wassalamu'alaikum deck, are you ready? It's almost at your house."

"oh yeah, I'm almost ready. I'm waiting at home." I immediately closed our conversation, as I had to prepare myself immediately.

I immediately put on a little powder and makeup on my face, today I have to look different from usual. I'll show you to Ringgo and the Queen, if I'm not the Rianti I used to be. Rianti who used to look coiled and buluk now no longer exist, now the Ringgo mas will see me more beautiful than the woman who destroys my household.

After I finished feeling myself, I did not forget to wear a watch and some jewelry that I bought a few days ago. I bought it from money drained ATM mas Ringgo.

'wow, I can't believe it's this pretty. Mas Ringgo must be sorry he left me'.

I said to myself, can't believe the change in my appearance right now.

Geck! Tok Tok!

"assalamualaikum dik, mas already in front of your house." I heard a knock on the door, it looks like Roland came.

"yes, wait a minute." I then went out of the room, immediately opened the door for Roland's mas.

"mas roland has arrived, let's go in the mas." I'm so happy, it's true that Roland came. He looks very neat, unlike the motorcycle taxi driver I've known all along.

"dik, you ....

Mas Roland did not continue his words, he was fixated on staring intently at me. He looked at me, his eyes shining. I looked at Roland's eyes as if they were glazed over me.

"mas Roland what's wrong? is there something wrong with how I look, man?" I startled Roland who was still staring at me, I was surprised he was looking at me that way.

"it's okay, sis, let's get going." Roland said as he looked away from me, I was more astonished to hear the answer.I don't know why, I felt something was out of sight

"i'll take a bag first."

"yes dik." Roland answered briefly, I was astonished to hear it. Roland suddenly sparingly spoke, after seeing the change in my appearance.

I immediately went back inside the house to get a bag. Before coming out, I re-patched my appearance in front of the mirror.

After closely observing, I saw nothing strange about my appearance. I felt that my appearance and my makeup were inconspicuous, I was more and more astonished that Roland was looking at me like that.

'I know now, Roland must be amazed to see my change in appearance. He he, I am indeed an amazing beauty." I smiled to myself, praising my appearance. Mas Roland confused me with his attitude this morning, he looked as if he had known me for a long time when we had only met for a month.

'what exactly is Roland hiding from me? Why is he looking at me so deeply?' I asked in my heart, now a row of questions began to pop into my mind.

"dik, let's leave later we're late." I heard Roland's mas screaming, as soon as I jerked from the daydream.I immediately ran out to meet Roland's mas, he was seen to keep looking at me.

"let's go now." I tried to make the Ringgo mas distract him from me, frankly I was wrong behavior noticed by Roland.

"ayo dik, before leaving to wear his helmet first." Roland thrust the helmet at me, I heard Roland's voice sound a little raucous.

Then, Roland immediately put on his bike after making sure I ride. I really don't understand, now that Roland's suddenly not talking much.

After about twenty-five minutes of travel, Ringgo and I arrived at the religious court. Mas Roland immediately parked his bike in the place that had been provided.

I looked around, it turned out that Ringgo was not here yet. I hope Mr. Ringgo comes soon, he shouldn't complicate our divorce proceedings.

"dik, have you had breakfast? you better have breakfast before the trial starts" Roland said, I feel like he's getting more and more attentive to me.

"i had breakfast this morning, sir,"

"don't worry you, I'll be with you." Mas Roland said as he held my hand, it turned out that he understood my feelings. Frankly, I feel bad.

Mas Roland pulled my hand, then he took me to sit on the chair. I continued to stare towards the gate, from a distance I saw the Ringgo coming along with the Queen.