THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 60: I Must Be Hardcore And Strong, Not Just A Victim of Infidelity.

"you're done eating, are you full? I asked Ringo, I'm sure he's not full yet because the food I'm giving him isn't as much as his usual meal.

"i'm not full yet, can you add a little, deck?"

"there is no addition of mas, you just eat that much.

"but that's a little bit, mas still feeling hungry deck."

"as you know, I often eat less like this during life with you. I often eat once a day, if the old moon fits like this, but I never complain at all to you." I explained to him, for a moment my heart was sad while reminiscing about those moments.

"why did you just say now deck?"

"i used to be naive, always thinking about your feelings. I'm sorry I've been a good wife to you. I should have been more concerned with myself than thinking about your feelings."

"grandfather, please excuse me....

"mas, do you know what hurts the most from all this? I desperately skimp on even eating one meal a day while you're engrossed in foya-foya with this greedy woman." I said, all the hate I spilled in my words.

"I sincerely accept all, because I assume that is your ability. Frankly now I hate you so much, when I find out you gave this snake Queen ten million dollars just to buy an expensive bag." I said, she should know how much I suffered while with her.

"sorry deck, I'm guilty of you. We promise to fix all the mistakes that have happened, if you want to cancel your divorce lawsuit.

"it's too late, I've decided to separate from you. You might think I'm cruel, for letting you starve, while I still have food. I just want to show you how painful it is to be treated like this. How much it hurts my heart to know, Mom. I'm your wife but you support someone else.

Mas Ringgo just silently heard my words, maybe he started to realize his mistake. I saw the Queen who was in my house now, making my heart even more bitter. Unexpectedly, the person who had damaged my household was now eating at my house.

"if you have finished eating, you and your future wife should leave my house immediately. I don't want to see you guys any longer here."

"maybe, I stay here until Monday deck. I don't have the money to find a contract."

"can't mas, I don't want to see you here anymore. I'm patient enough, I'm sick of seeing you two. You guys get out of here, I'm tired of wanting a break. I hope you don't come back, if you need to get as far away from me as possible.

"but now mas really don't have the deck money,"

"it's none of my business, it's my fault to get in trouble with me. Pay the rent, you pawn the snake queen, know how to do it." I replied with a slight insinuation of the Queen, she glared at me.

I don't care what the reason is, Mr. Ringgo, now he has to go get that damn woman out of my house. I hate Ringgo a lot but my hatred for the Queen is greater.

I hate the Queen so much because she's the one who caused my household with the Ringgo to be destroyed. I don't know, the Queen has any grudges against me until she always snatches my happiness.

After they left, I immediately locked the door. Then, I headed to the room to rest immediately. I've been feeling very tired, this problem seems very heavy pressing on my chest.

I lay my body in bed, I tried to forget everything that happened. I felt that it was not easy to forget, my mind kept remembering everything that had happened.

After a long wander in my mind, I finally fell asleep too. I woke up from my sleep at three in the afternoon, the energy felt a little fresh.

'why does my heart feel so lonely right now? What the hell happened to me?' I asked while circulating my gaze to all corners of the house, feeling very lonely.

'why does everything hurt? After getting divorced from Ringgo, I will live a long time. What am I supposed to do now?" I said to myself in my heart, bewildered by the solitude that soon became mine.

I then went into the kitchen, wanting to make some tea. When I finished, I sat down at the table to enjoy my tea while drinking tea, I was pensive to think about everything that happened. I kept thinking about what I would do later, after officially bearing the status of a widow.

I got more confused thinking about all that, my feelings became restless.

'rather than staying home, I should take a walk out of the house.' I murmured in my heart, I hope my thoughts and feelings will be calmer later.

I immediately finished my tea, then rushed to take a bath and put myself in makeup. After feeling well enough, I then immediately left my house. I didn't know where to go, I just walked around aimlessly.

After about thirty minutes of walking, I then paused for a moment to notice the circumstances around me. I looked around, at the end of the street I saw a beauty salon.

"since childhood until now, I have never felt the treatment in a salon. I want to try the treatment there, how to know after the treatment my body and my mind can be fresher." I said to myself, after thinking for a moment I finally decided to go for treatment at that beauty salon.

"good afternoon ma'am, there's something we can help you with." a salon worker approached when she saw me coming in.

"how can I want a complete treatment here that takes a long time?"

"it won't be long, actually mbak it's very beautiful. mbak face is beautiful natural, has never been a treatment huh mbak?"

"yes, I want to do the treatment this time. I feel a dull face, lately I have a lot of thoughts.

"alright then, I will serve you with the best service. After treatment, I am sure she will look much prettier than she is now. I'll make sure you'll be satisfied to see the results of our treatment."

The beauty salon employee started the treatment on me, she was so deft and so friendly, I really liked her personality. During the treatment, he told me a lot, it turns out that he was also the victim of an affair just like me.

I was amazed at him, he was so strong and strong to live a life full of trials. She had to support her two young children, without being helped by anyone even her ex-husband did not provide the slightest living for her children.

I realize now, I'm not alone in this world. I'm not the only woman who is the victim of an affair, there's no reason for me to cry over my divorce. I have to be tough and strong like this salon employee.

After an hour, I finally finished the treatment. I feel like my body is light and my mind is a little calmer.

"the treatment is done, now look in the mirror" the salon employee said, she told him the treatment was over.

I immediately saw my appearance in the mirror, I could not believe the changes that were happening.

"really, is this me? I asked, not believing to see the reflection of my face in the mirror.

"how, I'm not satisfied with the result."

"i'm very satisfied Ma'am, the results exceeded my expectations"

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