THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 124: The Queen's fears and anxieties

Pov Queen

"uhhhhh...! I woke up and opened my eyes, my vision was still a little blurry. I slowly pushed my body stiff, my whole body hurt.

I tried to stand up even with a staggering set. I looked around, I was in the kitchen.

"awwwww...!" My forehead hurts when I touch it.

I then limped towards the room, while Ringgo actually hit me. I passed out in the kitchen and he didn't help me.

'really outrageous.' I murmured inwardly.

He had now changed, no longer the Ringgo I used to be with. I no longer have any power over him and cannot make him comply with all my requests.

Once in the room, I sat on the edge of the bed. I looked towards the clockwork hanging on the wall of my room, apparently showing the clock half-two.

It was not yet morning, I then turned to the bed there was no mas Ringgo there. I got up, my body still hurts all, especially on my forehead.

I walked up to the mirror, I saw my reflection there. I saw clearly there, my forehead was blackish blackish former mas Ringgo smashed earlier.

'jhhhh....!'

I tried to wipe the bruise, it was very painful. Mas Ringgo was really outrageous, he could have been rude like this to me. He's not what he used to be, I don't understand what made him change.

'does he want to go back with his ex-wife?' my mind began to guess and guess, what might have changed the Ringgo mas.

'the possibility is great, now his ex-wife is no longer an ordinary woman but the son of a businessman and beautiful as well. I'm losing competition with him now. What am I supposed to do now?' I monologued myself in my heart the worry of losing Ringgo began to whack my heart.

I kept looking at the reflection of my face in the mirror, my face was tangled and disheveled. My heart was anxious, I was afraid to think of all that would happen to me.

I'm so afraid that Ringgo will be back with his ex-wife, because the odds are very high. Rianti is now no longer the weak woman that I used to be so easily removed.

In the past, Rianti was just a wife without any advantages. She is just a woman who takes care of the household expecting husband's income. He is not good at taking care of himself, seedy and innocent.

But who would have thought, that woman I used to think was stupid and helpless changed in an instant. Rianti is now incarnated into a real queen, not just a name like the name embedded in me.

The restlessness of his heart grew more and more, I became more and more unsettled. I searched for Ringgo's whereabouts to every corner of the house, but did not find the man who had legally become my husband.

'now, what should I do?' I started sobbing in her tangin, squeezing the hair with both hands.

I feel confused, scared and anxious. I cried as much as I could, trying to let go of the tightness that was squeezing in my heart. I don't know how long I cried until I finally felt tired.

I got up to stand the goal of just one, wanting to lay down my body that felt very tired and tired.

Once in the room, I immediately laid his tired body. There is no cleaning or face washing process like I used to do.

I remember the first time I met with Ringgo, he was so charming with his perfect appearance in my view. Ringgo is so neat and perfecksionis, have a car and certainly money.

From the moment of that first meeting, I tried hard to attract the attention of Ringgo. I don't care about my status at that time who still bears the title of his wife Aldo, my ex-husband.

I began to launch various ways, including having sex with the man she was targeting. Finally, Ringgo fell into my arms, to be able to shift the position of Rianti in the heart of Ringgo.

I started trying to dominate, mastering Ringgo's heart and mind. I began to memorize but Ringgo did not reject it, he continued to obey all my desires as the woman of his affair.

My strong influence, made Ringgo forget to make his legal wife happy. I'm very proud of Ringgo's attitude and concern for me.

Finally our affair was exposed, Rianti sued for divorce from Ringgo and my husband Aldo divorced me. I did not feel scared and sad at all, even very happy because finally what I wanted to achieve.

I feel so happy that finally, Ringgo is completely mine. I've been the only queen in Ringgo's heart as she's wanted all along.

But, I was really surprised to find a reality that did not match what he had thought all along. Ringgo wasn't as rich as I thought.

The luxurious and large house that had been occupied by Ringgo and Rianti, was not the property of Ringgo but the treasure of his late mother Rianti. Rianti kicked us out of his house and was forced to contract in the narrow rented house I now occupy.

'apparently you're a fraud, mas. I thought my life would be happy with you but it turned out to be more suffering.' I muttered in her heart, disappointed once Ringgo who is now her husband.

'if, I knew it would be like this, I'd rather live with Aldo. At least, aldo had income and a house to occupy.' I kept muttering in my heart, and began to compare his life.

Regrets began to seep into my heart, the time with Aldo my life was not lacking even though not in luxury. Aldo fulfilled the needs of my life even though he had to live far apart. He always sends me money.

Only one thing is not met, which is the need of the mind. Aldo who works outside the city cannot give a full inner living. Aldo only comes home once a month and only a week. That's how I feel when I know the truth.

My mind kept dodging and coming here without end, I continued to collect and remember every event that happened. One by one the memories sprang up, and incarnated in the memory.

Finally, I fell asleep with all the memories that still keep popping up until carried away late in the dream. I was no longer happy even in my dreams all those memories kept haunting him.

Regret after regret continued to show in my heart, I fell into the abyss of deepest regret but what power has now been trapped in it. Now that only fear and anxiety would accompany me, he was so afraid of losing Ringgo.

I flinched from her sleep then turned to the clock hanging on the wall of her room. To his surprise, it was ten o'clock in the afternoon.

I immediately got up about to leave the room but his head felt very dizzy. I sat back for a while to reduce the dizziness, after the dizziness subsided a little slowly get up and walk.

I immediately washed my face and cleaned myself up. I then headed to the kitchen to look for food as hunger had undermined his stomach.

I remember last night cooking but not eating it. For a moment my heart was relieved, for it could fill its hungry stomach as soon as possible.

I hurried to put the food in the plate and brought the food to the dining table. I ate the food in front of him. But...........