THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 116: My regrets

Pov Ringgo's

I didn't expect my life to end miserably like this, stuck in a sea of trouble ready to destroy all my life. I did not know what to do, and at once my body was like a heavy burden so that I could no longer bear it.

'why is my life so complicated?'

I sighed heavily, as heavy as the weight of the heart I now bear. My chest felt tight, my head seemed to be breaking considering everything that was going to happen to me.

I am a fool, I can be tempted by the charm of a woman who only has a sexy body like the Queen. If time could be repeated, I would rather not know him at all.

He is the cause of all the trouble and ridicule that now befalls me, because of him I am trapped in a dirty deed that I never thought of before.

I did all this because I wanted to fulfill all the wishes and lifestyle of the Queen. At first, he asked to buy the latest diamond ring. I initially refused because the price was very expensive to reach a billion.

I didn't understand why it was so expensive, at first I thought he was making things up. After checking the truth, it turns out that the price is indeed that much.

The queen kept asking me, she threatened to reveal my relationship with her. I was panicking, and I finally followed her wish. That was the beginning, I started embezzling company funds.

I was a fool to be caught up in the Queen's game, she was so good at playing her part that I didn't realize I had gone too far cheating. Now, I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to get out of this.

In the past, I always tried to fulfill all the wishes of the Queen without thinking about anything else more important. I attach more importance to him than to Rianti's needs which should be my responsibility.

I'm a loser man, why do I realize it now? After all the bad things happened to me, why are my heart's eyes open now?

I wasted a good woman like Rianti, she was so simple and willing to accept me for who I was. He never complains and never asks. He always received whatever I gave him, even a million and five hundred dollars was always enough in his hands.

When I was with him, I always had breakfast when I went to work. My clothes and my appearance are always awake, I am confident everywhere. But right now, I didn't get any of that while living with the Queen. I'm really sorry, living with the queen is not heaven but hell I got.

As if the Queen was living in her world, she only loved herself. He doesn't care about my appearance, all he cares about is his appearance. I don't eat breakfast every day when I go to work. My appearance is tangled, I go to work like a person who wants to bother to the market.

I'm really unlucky after living with the Queen, things come and go. I must lose my perfect wife, now my freedom is at stake. I'm really unlucky, the Queen doesn't seem to care about my problems.

'god, why is my life like this? Is this the reply I should feel?' I groaned in my heart, feeling very tight in my chest.

I was afraid of the threat that had just been thrown by his mother, Mr. Roland, he did not seem to mess with his words. I don't know how to get all that money back.

'what should I do now?' I racked my brain, trying to find a solution to my problem.

'i will ask the Queen for help, there is no other way for me now.' I'm a monologue in my heart.

I got up from the chair intending to go to the cafeteria, my stomach was really hungry at the moment. Last night, I didn't have dinner because the Queen didn't cook. The reason is, he's a work sapper.

Last morning, he also did not cook breakfast for me because of bad luck. He and I went to work on empty stomachs, my life is really sad right now. I don't know how my life is going forward, the Queen is really unreliable. Now, frankly I'm really sorry.

I kept walking towards the cafeteria, wanting to get there quickly. Arriving there, I was even angry that the Queen was enjoying breakfast with greed.

She really doesn't care about me, what's wrong with her ordering and delivering food to my room. I then approached her and sat right in front of her.

"Queen, you're having breakfast alone. Why not take it too." I said, wanting to know how much he cared about me.

"can't you just order it yourself." The queen replied in a nonchalant manner, she remained focused on enjoying her food without looking at me.

"i am your husband Queen, please show me your caring attitude." I suddenly got emotional seeing her attitude towards me, she had no respect for me.

"what the hell mas, I'm hungry you know. If you want breakfast, please order. Don't be ashamed of me." The Queen's words made my heart ache, she really didn't care and didn't respect me.

I stood up and left the Queen, and it hurt my heart to hear her words. He really doesn't care about me, so I'm not sure if he wants to help me.

I then ordered food and asked to be wrapped, it felt like my appetite had suddenly disappeared. My fate is really unlucky, I alone faced a problem of this magnitude.

I was hoping that the Queen would help me but now that hope is suddenly bland and slowly disappearing. I can't seem to expect the Queen, she just doesn't care about my hungry stomach.

'what should I do now.' I talked to myself as I continued walking. I was really dizzy, the fear of going to jail was haunting me even more.

Once in the room, I sat on the chair while the food I just put on the table. I was not hungry because I thought about the problems and bad luck that was approaching me.

'do I have to do that?' suddenly an evil idea popped into my head, I had no other choice.

'in that case, I should immediately go home to the rented' I immediately stood up and immediately left the room.

I have to get to the contract soon, may the Queen keep the diamond ring I bought for her there. I didn't see the Queen wearing it.

I'll take back the diamond ring, which I bought for the Queen without her knowledge. I'm going to sell the ring, actually I don't want to do it but I have no other choice.

I'm really scared of going to jail, that shouldn't happen to me. The queen would not have faithfully waited for me if I had gone to prison.

I don't care about the Queen anymore, because she doesn't care about me either. I had to save myself even if I had to steal from him. Whatever he's gonna do and tell me later, I don't really care.