THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 15: Apparently, I've Been Twice Hurt By The Same Woman

'i won't let you keep lying to me, mas' I said inwardly, now I round out my resolve to look at everything.

I will try hard to accept this reality, even though as bitter as the reality later. Mas Ringgo should no longer be willing to treat me, for me now the love of Ringgo is not a priority anymore. I will show you to Ringgo, that I too can do more beyond him.

'suppose I don't get your love completely, then I should get your treasure. I don't want to be broken alone mas' said myself as I clenched my hand, the fist was a form of strong determination in my heart.

I started exploring the Facebook account of Ringgo mas, now I focus on the search account of a woman named Queen. I clicked on the woman's account, I carefully observed the matters concerning her. There, I'll find out who he really is.

First I looked for information where the woman who tried to seize the husband, it turns out she lived in a fairly luxurious complex not far from the Ringgo mas office is located.

'if you look at this, it seems like this woman is not a poor woman, but why would she want to cheat with the Ringgo mas. What is he really looking for?' I was surprised by that woman.

Then, I continued the search and observation on the status of the woman, a shocking fact I found there. Apparently, the status of the Queen is a woman who has a husband. I concluded so because I saw the status on his profile there he was married not a girl nor a widow.

'I mean, she's a married woman, why would she cheat with my husband? Was she secretly cheating on him with Ringo's mas, unbeknownst to her husband as well?' question after question began to appear in my heart and attention.

I then went through the Queen's work, and it turned out that there I had a fact that made the suspicion in my heart all the more real. I got the queen's statement working at PT. SON OF KENCANA, that company was where my husband worked all this time. The Queen works as an employee there as well as the position of the Ringgo mas that I have known all along.

I'm trying to see every photo of the Queen in her post on her timeline. I try to browse every photo that is plastered there. I found a picture of a man I knew very well there.

'isn't this a picture of Aldo, what does this have to do with this jerk? Is she her husband?' I was getting upset and more interested in seeing everything.

Aldo was my ex-boyfriend, he was my first love when I was in school. I loved Aldo very much at that time, even though we were far away. I was eighteen and had not finished high school. Aldo was twenty-eight years old.

I have every contact with someone during this time will not see a difference, be it friends or dating. Age and social status are not a problem for me. I always act according to my feelings, if I like and am comfortable I will hang out with that person.

But my love for Aldo ran aground, he was forced to marry because he was trapped by his future wife. She said the woman was pregnant but she felt she had never done that. Eventually, Aldo was forced to marry her because he was pressured to be threatened by her family.

"excuse me deck, mas. did not expect all this to happen" said Mas Ringgo full of regret and seriousness, I saw honesty emanated from his eyes at that time.

"it's okay mas, maybe this has become the fate of my love" I said in between the pain of slicing my feelings, I tried to feel strong in front of him.

Just before I jumped, Ringgo came as a rescue angel to me. He tried to persuade and awaken me. In the end, I did not end my life at that time.

It took me a year to heal my broken heart. I tried hard and got up from the slump. I finished my school with a score that was far from perfect because the exam fitting I never studied. But, I am still grateful to be finished, even though the value is bad in my opinion.

After finishing school, I didn't expect Mr. Ringgo to come to apply. I accepted Ringgo's application to be his wife. I promise to be faithful and learn to love her.

The days changed, I started to love Ringgo. In fact, I feel my love has grown bigger than my love for Aldo. I give full confidence to the Ringgo.I always listen and obey what mas Ringgo said.

I feel happy living with Ringgo despite living a simple life. I don't blame her social status for being unemployed at the time. I have always been faithful to accompany him in his joys and sorrows.

In the second year of my marriage, Mr. Ringgo got a job at PT. putra Kencana where he worked. I feel very happy that we can finally meet the needs of everyday life. I am always grateful for how much he gave me.

I try to manage our finances as carefully as possible. I never complained if the kitchen shopping money was less. I discussed it by helping neighbors shop to the market when they bother not being able to shop alone. As a token of gratitude they often give me money. Even though it was just a matter of course, I am still grateful that they were so kind and considerate to me.

I also often receive a scrubbing wage from neighbors.I did all of that without the knowledge of Mr. Ringgo. I don't want to make Ringgo feel unable to meet the needs of our family. After all, he had me consider a part of myself. I'll find it harder if he's troubled.

At the edge of memory, I have no power to withstand the inner turmoil that is now whack. I can't see my tears begin to flow down my cheeks.

'this is the reward of the selfless sacrifice I have made so far, ma'am? I asked myself, moaning sorrowfully among the sobbing Isaac. I could not help but endure this pain, I cried as I poured out all the tightness that was pressing on my chest

'I really didn't think this would happen to me, what was my fault for you ? more and more make my tears fall

After satisfied crying, I felt a little relieved.the heavy burden that squeezed as if reduced, I again felt calm.

After my heart started to calm down, I went on to find out. I found a lot of pictures of Aldo there. I saw them taking pictures in a friendly pose. Seeing that, I can confirm that the Queen is his wife Aldo.

'if it is true, the Queen is the wife of Aldo, it means that the Queen has hurt me twice. Why should he? I asked in my heart, feeling that I had never known him.

'no, this can't happen again. I was not crushed twice by the same woman, even if it had to be destroyed, I wanted her to be smashed. Whatever way I'll repay him for everything he did.