THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 42: I Want You to Go From my Hdup

"dik Rianti, you're awake." I heard a gentle voice of a man, he stood up while staring with an attentive gaze at me. It turned out that guy was Roland, the motorcycle taxi driver who was driving me.

"where am I?" I asked around, the place was so foreign to me.

"you are in the hospital dik" said mas Roland as he smiled at me.

"hospital, what happened to me? I asked as I got up, my head hurt a lot.

"you're fine deck, just fainted from being too emotional earlier," Roland replied, he explained my cause until I got to the hospital.

I was silent trying to remember the previous incident, my heart again hurt when I remembered it. Mas Ringo has completely destroyed my feelings, they have managed to snatch my paradise.

"where those damned humans, how dare they ruin my life. I'll take them both."I went back hysterically, shouting all the emotions that were struggling to vent.

"remember, you have to calm down they're not here. The queen was taken to the hospital because you passed out and you beat her while the husband Ringgo was still at the restaurant when we took you to the hospital earlier." Roland said trying to calm down.

I was silent listening to Roland's explanation, I was glad to hear that the Queen of the damn lizard is in the hospital because she deserves all that. I promise to destroy her like she destroyed my home and my life

"it turns out you're creepy too." Roland said with a smile, maybe he's trying to reduce the tension. I did not respond to his words because my heart and mind were still completely muddled.

I looked at the ceiling of the hospital room where I was now being treated, my mind glaring far away somewhere. I don't believe it at all, the paradise I've been trying to build and always keep broken to pieces.

My tears remember my paradise being forcibly taken from me. Mas Ringgo and his mistress managed to ravage my happiness, now all that was left was the wounds and sorrows that overshadowed my heart.

'there is no hope that everything is destroyed, I give up no longer able to survive." I could not feel tears in my heart running down the corner of my eye.

Even though as hard as I can, I am still a woman who gets hurt if I watch my household fall apart. I can't accept the fact that the person I love the most is ruining my life.

Now, I'll let go of Ringgo's mas if that's what he wants. I felt there was no point in me keeping him because he didn't love me completely. Better, I leave it than a tormented life.

"where you want to go." Roland said seeing me get out of bed, he looked worried.

"i want to go home, I still have something to do." I said while fixing my clothes that looked messy.

" preferably, you rest first." mas Roland gave advice, but I can't listen to him at the moment. I want to go home and hold Ringgo accountable.

I want to ask him what he really wants, I'll let him go if that's what he wants. I will free him from this marriage bond so that he is free to live with that woman.

"no mas, I have to get home to finish everything. I feel it's time to put an end to all this bitterness." I said as I walked out to the reception desk to finish the administration.

After finishing all the hospital administration, I then went back to see Roland who was still faithfully waiting for me.

"mas please take me home." I said to Roland, my voice sounds pathetic.

"let's get on the ride." Roland said as he handed the helmet to me. I took the helmet and immediately put it on without even speaking, my heart was numb.

During the trip I just kept quiet, I don't want to talk about anything right now. Mas Roland rode his motorcycle slowly, I leaned my head on his back to just reduce the heavy burden on my heart.

"dik we've arrived, please come down." mas Roland said, he reminded me it felt like we had arrived in front of my house.

I immediately straightened my body then rushed down from the motor mas ringgo. I felt not excited, all the energy was lost either Kana.

"dik Rianti are you okay?" mas Roland said as he stared at me, I nodded slowly. I don't want Roland to be burdened, he shouldn't be involved in my problems.

"i'm fine, you don't have to worry." I said as I passed, about to enter the house.

"deck your groceries are missing." Roland said, I remember I haven't brought the groceries I bought before.

"oh yeah. Mas can please bring it inside, I can't take it." I said while asking for help from mas roland to bring the items into the house.

"alright, brother" Roland said, he swiftly helped me pick up and bring all the shopping items for the laundry that I just bought.

I walked into the house, my feet were so tired to step. I felt my body limp without bones, it all felt heavy to me.

"on all the shopping you have brought in all, then you go home first." mas roland said as he passed leaving me.

"wait a minute mas." I said while giving money to pay the rent of motorcycle taxi to Roland, but he refused.

"at this time there was no need to pay, I sincerely helped." Roland said, rejecting the rent I gave him.

"just take this money, please don't pity me." I said forcing Roland to accept the money I gave him. He stared intently at me, I don't know

the look in his eyes I didn't pay much attention.

"alright, brother, then thank you very much." - Mr. Ringgo said as he left me. Before leaving me, I saw him staring a little long at me and then he put his bike forward.

I immediately entered the house, I hurried to tidy up the groceries brought in by Roland's mas earlier.How long, I've finished cleaning it.

"dad you home? I heard Ringgo's voice, but he came home.

"i've been home since. You don't have to be so considerate of me, I don't need any of that. You better stay away from me from now on? I said to mas ringgo, feeling that my emotions were starting to burn again.

"what do you mean deck? mas Ringgo asked again, I feel sick of listening to his voice.

"i mean it's very clear mas, I want you out of my life. I don't need you anymore." I said hatefully, your patience is up. I no longer feel the need to respect him.