THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 125: Why Is My Life Like This?

POVS. Queen

Hoek!

I immediately spouted the food that had just entered my mouth, it felt really horrible.

I can't imagine if Ringgo ate it last night. I can't imagine how he reacted, he would have been more angry and rude to me.

I was horrified when I imagined it, but Ringgo is no longer what it used to be. He is no longer in my control. If only Ringgo had eaten my cooking I don't know what he would have done to me.

The food was so salty, the taste was unclear. Let alone swallow the food, a stop on the tongue feels so reluctant. I immediately stopped bribing the food and took it back to the kitchen.

I was not good at cooking, all this time I had a housekeeper who helped me with my work at home. During my life with Aldo, I was never involved with housework.

My thoughts were bright, I thought back to my life with Aldo, my ex-husband. I lack nothing in material terms, all my needs are in full. But alas, Aldo could not meet my inner needs.

Aldo works out of town, he only comes home to see me only weeks of the month. Actually, Aldo used to take me to live with him.But, I mind going along because I don't want to quit my job right now. I feel too bad because my salary is quite large and certainly able to meet my lifestyle.

I worked all this time not to meet the needs of my household but only to support my lifestyle.

All my household needs have been met by my ex-husband, I can do anything with my money. I have been used to a luxurious lifestyle since long ago, all the things I wear are expensive items.

I was firm in my stance to keep working even though I had to live far from Aldo, because I did not want to stop working. He finally accepted my decision, finally he no longer asked me to come with him.

After some time walking, I was met by Kinggo, who became my husband now replacing Aldo mas. I was very interested in her personality at that time, she was so beautiful and perfect in my eyes.

His appearance is always neat to the office makes me curious, I try to find out it turns out he was dirty too. I am interested in getting to know him further.

I try to establish intimacy and keep approaching him. After some time passed, I felt comfortable with his personality. He's so good attentive.

I fell for him, the empty space in my heart started in his place. He was even able to shift the position of Aldo's mas in my heart. I'm totally obsessed with her, whatever I'm gonna do to get her.

Unexpectedly, Ringgo mas turned out to have the same feeling as me. She said her love and love for me, I immediately welcomed her outpouring of love and affection.

The longer our relationship was close, the more I loved her because her treatment was so sweet to me. I felt happy and confident that he could bring me happiness, because I knew he was the finance manager at the company I worked for.

Our relationship was further away, I repeatedly served his wild lust in bed. I never refused his invitation because I was actually also thirsty for a touch of lust. I lack an inner livelihood even though my birth income is abundant.

At first, I was angry when I found out that Ringgo was married. I wanted to end my relationship with her, but after thinking back I was determined to continue my relationship with her.

I don't want to lose Ringgo because I feel like everything I need is on him. He was so handsome and did me well even more than his wife.

During my relationship with him, I always got what I asked of him. He always obeyed my wishes even he often bought me luxury items.

I continued to carry out my actions, until we were finally caught cheating by each other's partners. Eventually, Aldo divorced me and Kinggo was divorced by his wife.

I didn't feel sad when Aldo divorced me because that's what I wanted. After, Ringgo mas officially divorced from his wife I also asked him to marry me immediately.

After marrying him, one by one, the identity of Kinggo began to unfold. He's not as rich as I thought, it turns out that the house he owns is not his but a relic from his wife's parents.

I grew shocked when the car he had been using was still in credit, still long term. He never told me that before.

I feel deceived, apparently he's not what I thought he was all along. I was disappointed but everything happened.

Kriuuk! Kriuuuk!

I flinched from my daydream, the hungry voice in my stomach began to protest. I let out a heavy sigh as the weight of the mind began to creep in my mind.

After bringing back all my cooking to the kitchen, I rushed to the room to pick up some money and slightly decorate myself before heading out. While looking in the mirror, I saw my face bruised from the slap of the Ringgo mas last night.

'ahhhhh'

I grimaced with the pain that the wound was still painful to the touch. I put on a slightly thick powder to cover it but it turns out that its bruised blue color is still clearly visible.

When I left the house to buy food, I decided to order food online. While waiting for my order food to arrive, I compress my face so that the bruise marks quickly disappear.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

I heard a knock on the door from the outside, so relieved that it felt like my heart. I immediately stood up, I'm sure who came must have delivered my order food.

It turned out to be true, I immediately finished the payment. I was really hungry already, it felt like my body was starting to tremble holding back the hunger.

I immediately brought the food to the dining table, and moved it to the plate. Without warning, I devoured the food in front of me. I'm really hungry because from last night there hasn't been any food.

The food was delicious, I devoured it and finished it in an instant. I eat like a man in a trance, even forgetting to drink.

I felt a stomachache after eating, probably due to a rushed meal and not drinking. I then took a drink and sipped it little by little.

The pain in my stomach did not go away even more so, cold sweat began to pour out to withstand the pain. I felt my stomach was nauseous about to vomit, immediately I ran to the bathroom not wanting to vomit in the dining room.

'hoek's'

All the food I had eaten came out, I got limp in the making. I sat on the floor because my energy ran out after vomiting.

'why is my life like this....?' my heart groans helplessly.