THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 129: I'm Ready

At five o'clock in the morning I woke up from an ordinary dream, I heard the flow of azan shubuh which was flowing melodiously calling out to the souls who were wandering in their sleep.

I got up from the bed and immediately headed to the bathroom to take Wudhu, after I finished immediately fulfilling my first obligation after waking up.

I sharpened my inner eyes to face him, I threw away all the restlessness and lust of the world, trying to be solemn and immersed in the beauty of worshiping him.

I do not forget to praise and praise the greatness and affection that was bestowed upon me. After finishing the morning prayer, I immediately folded the mukena and the prayer that I used earlier.

Geck! Tok Tok!

"Rianti, are you awake, son?" I heard a woman calling me from behind my door.

I smiled faintly at the sound, it must be my mother who was there. Since staying here, mama every dawn must have woken me up.

I went to the door and opened it immediately, and it was true that my mother was standing with a smile on her lips. He looks healthy, much different than when I just came to this house.

"Rianti has woken up ma, just finished morning prayers."

"we have breakfast first yuk, after that we go for a walk to the mall to buy college supplies later."

"it's still early in the morning ma, only six. we will go later at eight, wait for Roland to go to work first."

"yes, we used to yuk."

I followed mama from behind to the dining table, it turned out that Roland was already sitting there. He was flipping through the paper in the map.

"assalamualaikum, good morning, mas." I said my greetings while dropping my weight on the seat adjacent to Roland.

"waalaikumsalam, brother!" Mas Roland answered my greetings without turning his head towards me, he continued flipping through and reading the papers before him.

"we have breakfast first yuk, mama's stomach feels hungry."

"yes ma." Roland answered briefly, then placed the file he read on the table.

We enjoyed breakfast together, there was no sound, only the sound of the clanking of spoons clashing with plates was heard. Not long after, we finished the breakfast ritual.

"ma, Roland left first huh. Roland had to leave early because there was a meeting with the client this morning."

"Yes son, Roland be careful on the road huh, if there's anything contact mama and Rianti."

"yes."

"Rianti, let's get ready."

"we go now ma, is it not too early in the morning we buy it? Shouldn't we leave in a minute."

"this morning alone, my mother is impatient to shop and walk as much as possible. We're getting ready now yuk." Mama rushed into the room with a smile.

I smiled at my mother's attitude, she was very enthusiastic even over me. Mama is the biggest booster of my life right now.

I then rushed into the room, wanting to prepare as well. I wore the best clothes I had and decorated it. After I finished dressing up, I immediately went out of the room to see my mother.

Arriving at the door of my mother's room, I reached out to open the door knob. My hand stopped before I could touch the knob, it turns out that my mother first opened the door from inside the room.

I looked at my mother with a look of amazement and awe, she was so beautiful and attractive.a smile that expands on my lips, making her even more beautiful. Really, I admire the beauty of the woman in front of me now.

"lho kok bengong, Rianti kok not ready as well. Mama's ready, I'm ready for Rianti!"

"it's ready, we're leaving now yuk!"

"sure to leave with this appearance, Rianti is really ready?" mama asked back while looking at my appearance from top to bottom

"why Rianti ma's performance? Is something wrong?"

"so wrong, here mama dandani let mama's son more beautiful." Mama pulled my hand into her room, she sat me in front of her dresser mirror.

She started dressing me up, I just sat down to accept everything she did to my face. I closed my eyes as my mom dressed me, before long she stopped. I no longer feel the touch on my face.

Slowly, I opened my eyes to the mirror before me. I was shocked to see the reflection of my face in the mirror, the appearance of my face changed instantly.

I was silent for a while, unable to speak because I was stunned by the reflection of my face in the mirror. I couldn't believe it was that beautiful, I slowly patted my cheek and it really hurt.

"is this really ma? I subconsciously asked, I could not believe it could be this beautiful, while continuing to look at the mirror and then I turned to look at my mother.

Mama nodded with a meaningful smile, I felt so happy and proud. I became much more confident than before, now I'm getting more and more determined to step into the future.

"Rianti is so beautiful, your face is a blend of mama and papa's face."

"really, Rianti is so happy that Rianti can be this beautiful."

"yes." mama answered briefly but her face looked sad.

Seeing the change in my mother's face that was once sparkling happily into a mute, I felt something was up. I was wondering what really happened.

"why did my mom suddenly feel so sad?"

"it's okay, Rianti, you remember papa?"

"where is papa going?"

"papa died not long after Rianti went missing, he was devastated. Mama also felt very sad at that time, until she fell ill."

Mama told me in a hoarse voice, written a very deep sadness on the face of her eyeballs. It turned out that my loss made and left such great sorrow, my mother kept that grief until it hurt so badly for so many years.

"already ma, we just pray that he may be happy there."I tried to comfort my mother even though my heart was also sad and trenchant to hear the story that mama told me.

"yes son, let's go now. I can't wait to wash my eyes.

Mama looks happy again, I smile at her behavior. I know there is a deep pain and sadness in the heart that my mother feels, she is trying to hide it as neatly as possible.

'really a tough woman, I have to follow and learn to live hard like her.' I muttered in my heart.

Mama walked ahead and I followed her footsteps from behind. I did not forget to book a taxi online, shortly after the taxi I ordered came to pick us up.

Mama and I immediately got on and the taxi immediately rolled to where we were headed. It's time to throw away the past, I've been who pick up the future. Goodbye suffering, welcome happiness....!