THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 3: All My Rites Because of You

"jeez, I forgot to cook some gas stove water that I haven't turned off!" I screamed to myself, remembering the stove I hadn't turned off.

I ran to the kitchen, hurried to turn off the gas stove that was still burning.In fact, I was cooking water to put in the flask. I forgot to think about everything that happened. I saw the butt of the Pot that I used to boil water, turning red as if it was about to melt.

"mas Ringgo all this happened because of your mistake, you have made me this way!" I screamed while crying as I pleased, spilling all the anger and resentment in my heart.

I cried until satisfied, hoping by crying can reduce the burden that squeezes the heart.satisfied crying, I wipe the tears that seeped soaked the cheeks, and, trying to strongly accept all the wounds that have been etched in my heart.

'i cannot cry anymore, let this be the last time I shed a tear' I said inwardly trying to comfort myself.

I wish this was just a dream, which would disappear upon waking. I slapped my own cheek, it was hot and it hurt. I don't believe it but this is the reality that must be accepted, all the suffering that befalls me is real.

'I have to be strong, not to fall into sorrow. I will repay the pain they have given me, I will not let them be happy in the suffering they have given me.

I am determined to rise, not to be weak under any circumstances. I'll show you to Ringgo how painful it is to suffer being hurt by a loved one.

I tried to calm myself down, acting as usual. I will find a way to get back the pain I feel. Mas Ringgo and his mistress must feel vengeance for their actions on me.

I decided to be calm, doing my usual activities. I went to the kitchen to prepare lunch for Ringo's mas, because usually he would go home for lunch.

I rushed to cook, because I was late cooking than usual. When I finished, I rushed to clean the house. I want my job done before Ringgo comes.

I try so hard to finish my job. Finally before twelve o'clock, I managed to finish everything. I felt relieved, then I immediately took a shower to clean myself from the sweat and dust that was stuck in my body.

After the shower, I felt refreshed. I feel tired from working a little less.

I then headed to the room to put on clothes. I opened the wardrobe, took the clothes I was about to wear. I pick out which ones are good, but all my clothes look just as good. I just realized I haven't bought clothes in a long time, all the clothes in the closet are all worn out.

I feel sadness sneaking up on my heart. Mas Ringgo has been giving too little, sometimes not enough. I was forced to go into debt at the stall when the shopping money ran out before the next payday date.

after a long time of choosing, I looked down. I saw my old clothes there, then I picked them up. I noticed my old clothes still look good. I tried to wear it was still worth wearing and the color was still good.

'it turns out my body hasn't changed as it used to' I said inwardly watching my appearance. I still look slim, this dress is still worth wearing

I look at my appearance in front of the mirror. I still look beautiful, I know I'm 22 years old. I polish my face thinly with powder not forgetting to wear my favorite lipstick. I untied the hair I tied and then gently combed it, leaving my hair loose. I noticed that I was still beautiful, even more beautiful than before I got married.

As I was engrossed in self-straining, I heard the sound of cars entering my yard. I know who came, it must be my husband's car I understand very well the sound of his car.

I rushed out of the room, meaning my heart would open the door for Mas Ringgo.

poke! poke! tock.

"waalaikumsalam, a little while mas." I replied

I immediately opened the door for mas ringgo. I saw there was a surprised expression as Ringgo saw my appearance, uh what was my feeling the other time.

"where are you going on deck, how neat?" tanya mas Ringgo looked astonished.

"i want to go to the gold market" I replied to the mas ringgo.

"you are so beautiful today deck, not as usual" continued Mr. Ringgo again praised my appearance.

"mas was very good at praising the time yes I was beautiful mas when I never care like other women out there" replied I blushed embarrassed, a little proud to be praised.

"your deck is really beautiful, different from usual" praised Mas Ringgo.

"may I ask for money to buy a new dress because I don't have a dress worth wearing?" I asked on Ringgo

" i don't have any other clothes to go to the market, my negligent clothes have dull color there is nothing worth wearing" I said again hopeful.

Now, I will try to persuade Mr. Ringgo to give you money. I've been feeling stupid all along, trying too hard to understand Ringgo. Turns out now what I got, a betrayal.

"but not yet payday deck, mas do not have money" answered mas Ringgo gave a reason

"give me money for shopping for my needs, whatever I give very grateful" I replied, continuing to persuade the Ringgo. I had to succeed in persuading Ringgo, not wanting to fail this time.

"alright, but we only have five hundred thousand for two yes. You gave me three hundred thousand, two hundred thousand for me" said Mr. Ringgo, offering me three hundred thousand dollars.

"thank you I'm so happy today, muachhhhhh." I said as I kissed the cheek-friendly of Ringgo. I peeked at Ringgo's cheek as natural as possible, though I actually pretended to be happy doing it.

"let's have lunch first mas, I've prepared at the dinner table," I said to take mas Ringgo lunch.

I deliberately behaved as sweetly as possible in front of the ringgo, did not want him to know that I had kissed his actions.I saw this way a little powerful, the proof I could have persuaded him . I have to keep pretending so I can think well of the next step.

'this is just the beginning of mas, I will give a reply and take the right I should get from you' I said in my heart while painting a sweet smile towards mas Ringgo. Mas Ringgo also smiled at me, he did not know what smile I had given him. I'll follow the game that's being Ringgo.

'mas Ringgo, you are good at playing in front of me but I am more shrewd than you' I said in my heart while continuing to smile meaningfully to the Ringo mas.

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