THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 14: Just a Stale Base

"mas come on in, I've prepared lunch for you." I'm taking in the Ringgo mas.

"yes deck, I want to take off my shoes first" he said again while taking off his shoes.

I waited for Ringgo to take off his shoes. I used to be happy to help her take off her shoes but now I feel so lazy. I feel like there's no point in me doing all this. But I have to do it even with the feeling of being forced.

After I finished taking off his shoes, I immediately took Mas Ringgo to the dining table. I was struggling spoiled on his arm, it felt so strange that I did it.I actually felt careless doing it, disgusted it.

I don't know why that feeling suddenly came when I loved him so much.

I didn't expect to change this way, the change in my feelings felt so real.

I just found out that love in betrayal turned out to be how it felt.

"ayo mas, we'll eat first. I've actually been feeling hungry, but since I wanted to eat with you I'm hungry" I said a little exaggerating when I wasn't hungry at all. I'm not actually hungry, feeling full of lies and infidelity mas Ringgo.

"yes deck." she answered short.

I didn't care about her gaze, I pretended not to know that she was watching me. I immediately put the rice and side dishes into Ringgo's mas plate and gave it to him.Then, I also took food for myself.

Immediately, I ate the food that was in front of me without saying anything more. I don't care what Ringgo thinks now. I'll keep doing the skit, I'll pretend not to know.

"gold I keep looking at me anyway. let's dong food soon spent" I said to mas Ringgo who had just kept looking at me. I saw Ringgo's mas a little flutter, coming out of his mind. I smiled at her behavior.

"o, yes deck. mas so do not focus on eating because you see the change in appearance that is now deck. You are now so pretty on deck" praised Mr. Ringgo to me. I know he praises me earnestly but I can only smile at him.

Suppose first, Mr. Ringgo praised me like that maybe I was very happy to even be able to take me to the seventh heaven. But after all this, I could only smile covering the air in my heart.

'Now there is no point in praising me so much, my heart aches because of the infidelity and the betrayal you have committed' I said inwardly, how painful it feels. But, I still raised a smile towards Mas Ringgo, covering up all the heartache I now felt.

I've eaten what's on my plate. When, I looked towards the plate mas Ringgo seen on his plate there was still a lot of food left. Seeing that, I teased him with a question.

"mas, my cooking is not good, is it? ask me to mas Ringgo deliberately to tease him.

I know that right now I'm thinking about me, more precisely the change in my appearance. I knew all of that because he just kept looking at me from now on. But, I kept pretending not to know and asking why he didn't finish the food I had cooked.

"it's good for the deck" he said again immediately focus on finishing his food.

"then eat the food" I said again to him.

"yes deck" he said again as he tried to finish his meal.

"if you want to add please mas" I said again while offering a bowl of rice.

"after all, would you like to go back to the office? ask me to return to the Ringgo mas just a stale base. I knew he'd come back to his office after lunch because he did.

"Yes deck" he answered briefly. Actually, since last night, I don't care if he comes home early or late at night. In fact, I wouldn't care if he didn't come home at all.

I will now try to make myself happy, will not care anymore about what will be done mas Ringgo. I've been hurt, there's no point in me thinking about it.

I always try to be loyal to him, but he's just lying to me. When I entrusted love and my life she betrayed all the trust I had given her. He was so good at cheating behind my back.

Mas Ringgo was really outrageous, he didn't appreciate all my sacrifices all along. It feels free to sacrifice everything, while Ringgo considers all of it worthless. Mas Ringgo has really broken my heart.

"what will you do overtime again? I asked to Ringgo. I saw Mr. Ringgo hesitating a little to give an answer. I saw he was thinking, but I didn't care about the answer. I just asked, not expecting the answer.

I know that Ringgo won't tell you the truth. I'm sure he'll lie to me again, apparently now looking for excuses and answers. Once I lied, Mas Ringgo I lied again to cover up his lies.

But I don't care about any of that. I don't care if he'll tell me a lie or be honest with me. I can figure out what the truth is. I copied the Facebook accounts last night and Wanya mas Ringo and the Queen.

If it were necessary, I'd go back to doing the same thing, like I did last night. I was determined to do this because Ringgo himself had started it. Even though, he was good at hiding his lies to me, I was finally able to find out.

"yes, the deck, it looks like it will be late again" he replied again.

"yes, it's okay mas.I just ordered to take care of myself well" I said again as I got up to clean the dining table.

"Yes deck" said Kinggo I sayup I heard it, because I was feeling in the kitchen.

I immediately washed the dishes we had eaten earlier, did not want to postpone it because after the Ringgo mas I would do something. When I finished, I went back to the table waiting for Ringgo.

After how long it took to rest, I saw that Ringgo was getting up to get ready to go back to his office. I kept looking at him from where I was sitting, observing everything he did.

Mas Ringgo now looks to have finished preparing himself. He looks ready to go back to his office.

"dek, mas back to the office first yes" said mas Ringgo saying goodbye to me. At a glance, anyone would not have expected him to be able to do all this, his attitude was so sweet and perfect in covering up his lies.

"yes, be careful on the road" I said letting go.

After Ringgo left, I closed the door. I sat down on the sofa to continue to find out the truth.

Last night I deliberately stopped the search because I was so tired and sleepy.

I then opened my phone and entered the facebook application and wa mas Ringgo yan last night I have copied. I want to know the truth what else he's covering up.

'mas Ringgo I will soon find out how far you have done' I murmured inwardly.