THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 54: I'm Waiting For Decision And Divorce From You, Mas

"dad, where are you going?" I heard Aldo ask, but I kept walking towards the door. I feel like there's nothing I can do now, it's all meaningless.

"i want to go home, there's no point in me staying here. I have no business with either of them now, please take care of them both." I said as I passed from the damn room, I was not strong enough to face everything that happened, I should leave.

"dek Rianti, wait please listen to me for an explanation." Mas Ringgo was heard calling my name, but I no longer cared about him. I don't want to hear any excuses from him.

I don't need any explanation from mas ringgo right now, it's all real in my eyes. I won't let Ringgo's mas influence me in my decision.

"gold, I hope you take all your things from my house immediately. I'm waiting for your decision and divorce papers, I hope you don't complicate it." I said without looking at him, now I am really sick and hate him.

I've closed all the doors of my heart to Ringgo, now he can't go back in my life. I have to be strong enough to accept the reality, even though it is bitter that I have to make all these decisions.

'you started it, I had to end all of this. I will try to live my own life without you by my side, maybe this is the best path for me.' I murmured inwardly, swallowing all the sorrow that now filled every corner in my heart.

Now, I'm ready to lose the Ringgo from my life. I no longer want to maintain my household with Mas Ringgo, because he has tarnished the sacred bond that we have been building all this time.

I now feel it is time to let go of the Ringgo mas, I am already unable to live with a person full of lies in his heart. I'm ready to let go of Ringgo, hoping for a better future after not being with him.

I kept walking down the hospital hallway, tears I couldn't stop coming out of place. I feel like my mind is full of images of what happened earlier.

'why did this have to happen to me?" Have I ever done anything wrong and sinned before, so God has given me this much punishment?" I continued walking without regard to the circumstances around me, I cried over the bad luck that befell my household.

Being too busy with my thoughts, I didn't realize a young man was passing by in front of me. I subconsciously bumped into the person, until it fell along with him.

"i accidentally bumped into you, please forgive me." I immediately apologized while grimacing in pain, because I realized I was the one at fault.

The young man looked at me, his gaze so heartbreaking. I returned the look in his eyes, there was sadness stored in there.

"it's okay mbak, I was also guilty earlier the road was in a hurry." he said as he stood up, he looked so tired. I don't know what's been happening to him, so it looks so sad.

I felt a little trouble standing up, my leg knee hurt maybe hurt because of a fall earlier. The young man extended his hand to me, I looked at him for a moment. Then, I received a helping hand and tried to stand up.

"sorry mom, I left first my family was waiting" The young man left me. He seemed so rushed that I couldn't thank him.

I checked my leg knee which still felt sore, it was true that my leg knee was injured there was blood flowing there. I felt this wound, adding to the pain I felt.

I walked out of the hospital dragging my injured leg. After arriving at the lobby, I met a Roland mas who was seen chatting with someone. Mas Roland then approached towards me, maybe he felt astonished by my condition.

"why your feet, brother? You're the way it is?" mas Roland asked, he looked astonished to see me walking by dragging one of my legs.

"so, I fell down the corridor over there." I said while pointing towards the direction where I collided with the young man earlier.

"oh, does it still hurt? if you're still sick, we should treat your wounds first, then I'll drive you home." Mas Roland suggested, I feel bad because it will trouble him later huh.

"the need is not too sick, I should go home now. I feel so tired." I said rejecting her help, she has helped me too much all this time.

Mas Roland was indeed a good person, he also showed his attention to me. I feel comfortable when I'm around him but I also don't want to always bother him.

"in that case, let's drive you home, brother" Roland said, offering me help, his voice so softly attentive. I looked at her with a full look, my heart was so warm seeing all the attention she showed me.

"yes," I accepted Roland's offer while nodding my head at him. I felt a sense of awe fill my heart even more, as he showed me his kindness.

Mas Roland helped me walk to the hospital yard, where he parked his motorcycle. I immediately put on the helmet that Roland gave me, for a moment Roland looked at my face.

Not knowing why, I felt something implied from Roland's eyes on me. I've felt that since our meeting several times, his eyes seem to say something.

"yes, you can ride alone?" mas Roland asked, he might want to make sure that I can get on his motorcycle.

"maybe, don't worry I'm not hurt bad enough." I said while riding Roland's motorcycle, the wound on my leg did not hurt too much.

I feel pain in my legs, not how much but the wound of my heart. I can't believe this is really happening, not just a dream.

On the way, I just kept quiet without saying much. I was still wrestling with my mind, which was not yet fully able to digest what had happened. This fact was so bitter, I had to swallow the bitter pill that Ringgo gave me.

"if I may know, what really happened to you? Why do you look so sad?" mas Roland asked, as if he felt the sadness that I was now feeling.

I just kept quiet without being able to answer the question, I felt my tongue was too faint to say it. I tried to lean my head on Roland's back, hoping that there would be some strength that would strengthen my heart.

Unfeeling my tears of melted tears streaming down my cheeks, I dissolved in the sorrow that now shaded my heart