THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 75: I'm Finally Relieved Now

"how did you, we go now?" Mas Roland asked, he seemed to be smiling in a knot as he looked towards me.

"we rest a little while longer, mas, I feel not strong road. I feel like my stomach is full." I replied slowly. I feel like my stomach is full.

"haa ha"

Roland laughed, maybe he felt funny to see my situation now sitting down. I just smiled as I turned my mouth towards him.

"wrong yourself, you're so clumsy when you look at food. You seem to be healthy by now, look at almost all of your food voraciously."

"yes, maybe this is the effect of the pain. I suddenly felt very hungry when the food was in front of me. But it can not be denied mas, Padang cuisine is my favorite cuisine." I said with a serious look, Roland looked at me in full search.

A moment later we saw the change in Roland's facial water, the one who had been laughing now turned serious. Roland just kept quiet and looked at me. I was suddenly confused to see the change of attention Roland kept on focusing on me, I don't know what he was thinking now.

"what is it, how do you look at me so seriously? I asked Roland, he looked surprised when he heard the question I just asked.

"of the many dishes of Padang, what do you like best?" I frowned when I heard Roland's question, I felt strange about Roland's question.

"of the many, I like rendang mas the most. My mother used to make rendang while she was alive, but after marriage I almost never ate rendang mas."

"kok can deck, isn't your husband working instead of unemployed?"

"how else would you. I have to accept my husband even though he works but his salary is very small. I have to be good at managing finances, otherwise the salary will run out before the next payday."

"indeed, Ringgo gave you what month's worth of shopping money?" The more serious Roland asked me, the more astonished I was by his attitude.

"mas Ringgo gave me one million Limas hundred thousand of spending money every month, with that much money I should be able to share it for all needs for one month. You can imagine how difficult it is to manage it, sometimes I cut down the food rations for me so that the money is enough to meet the needs of our lives."

Roland shook his head to hear my story, I could only smile at the end of my life story. I let out a heavy sigh for a moment, then threw out a little strongly.

I again remembered the story of my life that I lived with mas Ringgo.how stupid I was, I was always loyal and sincerely accept the reality of life with him. I didn't expect at all that Ringgo would betray and destroy the household paradise I had so hard to build, he had cheated on me behind my back. Now, I can only watch my paradise being snatched from me.

"come on, you don't think about it anymore. That ringgo doesn't deserve you, he will definitely regret betraying you."

"yes. I see, we better not talk about this anymore. The more I remember and talk about it, the more hurt and hurt I get."

"oh yes, you are a real person here, you mean the original mas comes from where you live now?"

"i'm a real person there, why?"

"oh no, I'm just surprised. Since childhood mas often passed by but only recently saw you?"

"oh so. I used to not live here. When I was six years old, my parents invited me to live in Borneo. A few years there, my father died in a car accident he crashed into a truck. He died on the spot, if not wrong then I was thirteen years old. Since my father died, my mother was often sick until we finally came back here at the time I was seventeen years old. Maybe that's why, you've only seen me lately because I've rarely been out of the house before." I told the story of my life journey to Roland.

For some reason, I suddenly had the courage and desire to tell her everything. As long as I never tell it to anyone. After a long story, I finally felt relieved and satisfied because I did not have to save all the suffering of my life. I feel a heavy burden that has been squeezing my chest suddenly disappeared somewhere.

I heard Roland muttering while nodding his head then he was silent for a while. I felt strange when I saw Roland's attitude. I wanted to ask again, but I was reluctant. Finally Roland and I both fell silent, we were busy with our thoughts.

"oh, brother, are you ready? We go from here yuk, mas want to take you somewhere mumpung day not too night."

"where's gold taking me?"

"just follow, you'll know later."

"ayo mas, I think my stomach can be compromised now." I said while nodding my head.

"in that case, the mas will pay the bill first they think we don't want to pay." Mas Roland said while calling the Padang restaurant employees.

It turned out that the employee who served us earlier, I did not see the waiter who had served me some time ago.

"oh yes mas, the waiter who used to serve me when I ate here where?" I asked the waiter after he got to our table.

"which servant is it?" the waiter asked back while looking at me.

"that's a man with short hair and a slightly handsome face. He's a little nosy mas guy!"

"if you can know whose name is mbak?"

For a moment, I was confused as to what to answer. I don't know his name because I never asked him.

"would you just shut up?"

"that's in mas, I also don't know what his name is mas. I just know his characteristics, he's a man, a little handsome and his hair is short that's all mas."

"then I find it difficult to answer my questions, because the characteristics that you mentioned earlier we all who work here have mbak." replied the waiter with a smile.

"mom mean?"

"let's take a look, I'm a guy, short-haired keeps a little handsome, right? So, am I the one looking for it?" the waiter of the Padang restaurant was joking while laughing. Actually, I was annoyed and upset but I just came to smile because what the waiter said was true as well.

"how much should I pay?" Mas Roland said with a smile, maybe he also felt funny about what I just asked.

"all two hundred and fifty thousand?"

"all right, here's the money." Mas Roland said as he handed the money to the servant earlier.

"ayo deck, we're leaving now." Mas Roland said as he stood up then we left the Padang restaurant.