THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 13: You will regret it

"jeez, I really fell asleep. Now that it's been time, I haven't cooked for lunch" I yelled as I jumped out of bed.

I woke up to see a wall clock hanging on the wall of my room. I was very surprised, it turns out that it is now eleven. Damn it, Ringgo's coming home soon.

I hurried to get a towel, immediately to the bathroom. I immediately took a shower in a hurry, afraid later in the afternoon for lunch. Any minute, mas Ringgo will go home because he usually has lunch at home.

When I finished, I immediately put on clothes. I'm wearing the best clothes I've got, not wanting to be like I used to. I have to change my appearance, I have to look beautiful.

Then, I immediately put on a little makeup on the face. I wear thin makeup because I do not want to look too flashy and menor.

I then dry my hair with a towel, then comb it neatly. I deliberately let my long hair down because it was not completely dry.

for a moment, I looked at my current appearance. I am both amazed and amazed by how I look now. Although only using cheap cosmetics, I was beautiful also not inferior to the appearance of those who use expensive cosmetics.

'apparently, I'm more beautiful than the woman who cheated mas Ringgo if it's been groomed like this. I dress up like this is beautiful, especially if the treatment in the salon must be more interesting' I muttered in my heart, praising my own appearance.

Supposedly, I did this a long time ago so there are no regrets like now. I feel there is no point in me thinking too much about the finances of Mr. Ringgo, if now this is the reality.

I am sorry I have neglected myself. I should have loved and spoiled myself more. I was thinking what it was like to sacrifice and give in to the way that I was finally betrayed.

'but let it pass, I will change my mindset all this time in the future' I said to myself, merely comforting a heart that is getting hurt.

Satisfied looking at my appearance in front of the mirror, I immediately went to the kitchen to prepare lunch for the Ringgo mas.

I will no longer think about whether the food is healthy or not for the Ringgo mas. I only think about how I can quickly finish the dishes I made.

'why am I thinking too much about you, you are not thinking about my feelings. I'm sorry, I never thought this would happen. This is not what I want, you are the cause of all this.' I continue to speak in my heart to vent all the pain in my heart.

Not for an hour, I had finished the cooking I made. I then tried how it tasted, it turned out to taste good. I felt so happy because the feelings of hurt and hatred that I was now starting to feel did not affect the taste of the cuisine I made.

I immediately put the food on the table. I feel so relieved that I can finish on time. I then sat down to unwind and took a deep breath then exhaled with this slowly.

Once again I had a good rest, I remembered I had not cleaned the room. I was in a hurry because I had to immediately prepare lunch for the Ringgo mas.

I got out of my seat and rushed to my room. When I arrived at the room, I cleaned up everything. After how long, I finally finished my work.

Before leaving the room, I again noticed my appearance in front of the mirror. I went back to combing my slightly matted hair for cleaning the room earlier. Not to forget, I also tidied up my makeup.

'perfect, I look beautiful now. I can't wait to see the look on my face as Ringgo sees the change in my appearance now.' I praise, praising my appearance which looks different from before.

Feeling that everything was done, I then went out of the room. I sat on the couch waiting for Ringgo to come. Waiting for me to think back to everything that happened.

I'm well aware there's no winner in a family feud. No one will lose and no winner. Like the word people 'win so embers lose will become ashes'. I am well aware of that.

But, I am also an ordinary human being who feels hurt when his sacred love and trust are betrayed. Which woman is able to accept the affair committed by a husband who is very in love. I'm pretty sure no one will be able to accept any of that, including me.

'now what should I do and what should I do? Do I have to accept and give up losing? ask me to myself.

After a long time of thinking, I finally decided to fight. I will be the winner even if it eventually has to be coal. At least, I won't be crushed to ashes.

'i have to win this game, no matter what happens later.' I keep muttering in my heart.

Now that I have to be calm, I should be able to pretend not to know everything. I feel like that's the best I have to do right now. I will behave as usual, still giving a smile as if I was feeling happy when in my heart scratched a wound that hurt me so much.

'i will still give you a smile mas, you will not realize my smile will destroy you mas' I smiled a bitter smile unconsciously clenched hands. I have set my heart on winning this game.

While engrossed with thoughts, I realized when I heard the roar of the sound of the Ringgo car entering my yard. I'm getting ready to welcome the arrival of the Ringgo.

I try to be calm and relaxed lest Ringgo feel suspicious. I must be able to give the sweetest smile to welcome the arrival of the Ringgo mas even though the smile must be forced.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"assalamualaikum, the deck opens the door and the door has come home" there is a knock on the door and greeting mas Ringgo asked me to open the door

"yes, wait a minute" I hurried forward to open the door.

I smiled at the arrival of the Ringgo mas, not forgetting that I kissed the back of his hand with reverence. I saw a stunned Ringgo looking at me. Mas Ringgo seemed to be fascinated by my current appearance.

"dad, is this you?" tanya mas Ringgo seemed to not believe in his vision.

"yes, here I am, why the hell mas, as if you have just seen me for the first time? I asked back, in my heart I laughed with satisfaction at the look on his face

"you're pretty deck" she gave me a compliment. I smiled sweetly at her compliment.

"mas just realized that I'm beautiful" I sulked spoiled towards her.

'this is not how old, I will look more beautiful than this if later I have treatment. You will surely be agape at the change in my appearance.' I muttered while laughing in my heart.

'I'll make you regret doing all this......'