THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 80: I'm Ready to Start a New Life

"grandfather......

"stop mas! we better stop talking about this useless thing because it's all done for me. From now on, you better forget me because I don't want to get into trouble with your affair, which will soon be your wife."

"do you hate me so much deck?" Mas Ringgo asked in a soft tone, for a moment I shook my head hearing his question."

"do I have to answer your question? I don't have to answer because it means nothing to us anymore. Supposedly, you are asking that question yesterday instead of now. I hope that after today, you and your future wife stop interfering with my life. From now on, we take care of each other's lives."

"how long, brother? Let's go home now." Mas Roland surprised me, I did not realize his presence suddenly he was already by my side.

"yes mas." I answered briefly Roland's invitation. Me and Roland quickly left the Ringgo mas who stood staring, looking at the departure of the two of us.

I feel relieved now, finally being able to break free from the bond that can only leave me hurt and disappointed. Mas Ringgo has taken my paradise, he has destroyed the household we have built for three years.

Now, I will try to forget all the pain that Kinggo gave me. I'm ready to start a new chapter of my life story, may happiness come to my life.

There is no time for me to think about my past love, nor will I think about love now. I won't cry anymore, it's time I showed everyone my skills in business.

"dik, we eat first yuk. I'm so hungry."

"yes, I'm hungry too." I agreed to Roland's invitation because I was also very hungry.

"where do we eat?"

"as usual mas, we eat at the Padang restaurant only.

"alright." Mas Roland immediately directed his car to the Padang restaurant where I usually eat.

"what are your plans after this, brother?"

"i'm not going to do the laundry kilo as I planned a while ago mas."

"are you sure, brother?"

"yes, I'm ready to open that business."

"what if you only work in the office?"

"i'm not rejecting Roland's offer, but right now I should open my own business first. I don't want to be too hopeful for Roland, what if it proves that I'm not Roland's real sister? I don't want to be slumped again." I said seriously, there is a sense of worry sneaking inside my heart.

Actually, I really hope that the assumption that Roland thinks I am his missing sister is true. I hope so because after parting with the Ringgo mas, now I live a kara no one else.

Roland simply kept quiet, he no longer asked me. I looked ahead at the road we were going through. For a moment, I felt a sense of desolation slip through my heart. I don't know the future of my destiny, but I will try to change the bad destiny that has been overshadowing my life. I hope that good destiny will soon incarnate in my life.

"we're on our way, let's go down immediately." Mas Roland took me down from the car, it turns out that Roland was following my desire to eat at the Padang restaurant where I used to eat.

After entering the restaurant, I circulated my gaze to all directions but I did not find the figure of a man who was often nosy to me. I don't know where he is, I don't see his presence.

Me and Roland took a seat in the corner, I felt comfortable sitting there because it made it easier for me to pay attention to the situation around.

"let's go eat dik, mas very hungry."

"well, I'm hungry too." I immediately ate the dish that was in front of me. I don't know why, I feel like lunch this time is so good.

"slow down, you will choke." Roland warned, I only smiled in response.

I ate it so well, Roland was just shaking his head at me. A while later, Roland and I finished eating.

"how's dik? Are we walking now?" mas Roland asked while smiling at me, I just fell silent from the glut.

"yes, wait a minute."

After a short break, I finally took Roland home. I don't talk much on the way, full stomach makes me lazy to talk.

Roland and I finally got to my house, and then I got off slowly from Roland's car.

"would Roland stop by first?"

"not dik, mas hastily still some work done. Then, go first, brother." Mas Roland said he refused my offer to stop by.

"yes mas." I answered briefly, Roland then drove his car away and left me.

I then immediately went in and sat down for a moment on the sofa chair. I was silent to remember all the events I had experienced. Apparently, I was able to deal with it without tears.

I then took ablution and immediately performed the prayer. I realize that everything that happens is God's destiny, so I will ask Him for strength to face everything steadfastly.

After praying and complaining about everything that happened to Almighty God, I felt stronger and more relieved. I can now see the good side of everything that is happening, maybe now is the time to show the ability that I have

I then headed for the room, I laid my body down for a moment. Not long ago, I was fast asleep wading through a dream world that felt beautiful and carefree again.

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'it's dawn, I have to get up soon.' I immediately got up and rushed to the bathroom for ablution. I don't know why this morning, I feel so fresh.

Now, I'm increasingly convinced that my decision to part with Mr. Ringgo was the right one. I now feel a burden that has been squeezing my chest as if lifted, now I can think clearly.

I then performed the morning prayer and again offered my prayers and gratitude. After the prayer, I immediately have breakfast for me. I feel like my breakfast this time is delicious.

After all, I sat down for a moment. I thought about what I would do next. After thinking for a while, I decided to go back to cleaning the back room which some time ago was delayed.

'i must finish this day, so that I can begin my business immediately." I said as I started cleaning the back room.

I plan to use the back room as a bedroom While the main room that I have been using as a bedroom with mas Ringgo will be renovated. I will use the room as a place to open a business later.

Now, I'm ready to start a new life with new stories and stories.