THE HEAVEN THAT IS TAKEN AWAY

Part 39: I Don't Want to Know

This morning, I woke up earlier than usual because today was the first day I opened a laundry kilo business that I just opened. I woke up at four in the morning, an hour before the dawn of the morning. I am ready to meet a new day in my life, hopefully in the future I can become a more resilient and independent woman

I started cleaning the house first. After finishing the house, I headed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. I have to do all my work as soon as possible, anyway before the Ringgo mas go to work is all done.

'already dawn, I should pray dawn first.' I said in my heart, when I heard the morning prayer reverberating in the mosque.

For a moment, I stopped all my activities from facing him. I immediately took wudu' to perform the dawn prayer. I prayed fervently at dawn' forgetting for a moment all the problems I was facing.

After the prayer, I did not forget to say a prayer that I can go through this day with patience and given strength in dealing with all problems. After finishing, I then resumed my work which had been delayed.

While making breakfast, I heard the sound of footsteps coming out of the bedroom. I turned to the direction of the Voice, Mas Ringgo had apparently woken up, he was seen entering the bathroom.

"the grandfather did not wake the mas" said Mas Ringgo after coming out of the bathroom. I just looked over and continued my unfinished work.

At six o'clock in the morning, I finished all my work. I saw the Ringgo mas out of the room with a neat appearance, he looked astonished to see the house was neat so early.

"mas please have breakfast first, I will follow." I said as I passed to the bedroom.

"where's the deck going?" mas Ringgo asked, it seems he was surprised to see me leaving him who was having breakfast. All this time, I've never acted that way because I thought it was rude.

"I'm going to change clothes" I said as I entered the room. I hurried to change my clothes and put on my face as pretty as possible.

I feel the need to change my appearance, because I'm not just a housewife but a career woman from now on. I believe that perfect appearance will contribute to the success of my efforts.

"dek, where are you going and beautiful like that? mas Ringgo asked, he looked as if he was fascinated by my current appearance.

"i want to go to the gold shop, want to buy equipment for the kilo laundry business that I will build I forgot to buy it yesterday." I said to mas Ringgo while sitting in front of him and then preparing breakfast.

I didn't pay much attention to the Ringgo mas, I focused on eating my food. From the corner of my eye, I saw that Ringgo was unceasingly looking at me. I don't know what he's thinking, but I don't care at all. After feeling enough, I immediately ended my breakfast.

"gold you payday today, I hope you keep the promise of overspending this month." I said, reminding him to keep his promise a few days ago.

"but deck, .....

"there is no but-buttonai mas, I do not want to know.you must keep your promise to me." I said as I got up to clean the dining table. I don't want to accept any reason, he had to keep his promise a few days ago.

"dek then mas leave first" he said, rising up and leaving me, he was about to go to the office. I followed Ringgo's mas from behind doesn't mean I'm going with him, but I'm going to the store to buy laundry supplies..

"who's the deck going now? mas Ringgo said looking in surprise at me, but I just nodded lazily to say a lot.

" no need to mas, I've been used to walking." I said cynically, for some reason now I'm not interested in the offer.

Ever since I found out that Ringgo was lying and cheating behind my back, I felt that the respect and affection in my heart just disappeared. I felt like my heart was numb, all that was left was the wound and the desire to see them both suffer.

"deck, what's really going on.Mas feels you're hiding something? mas Ringgo asked, My heart is now more and more hurt by all the questions he throws at me.

"there's nothing mas, I never hide anything from you. You don't have to worry about me." I said as I passed from him, I better get out of the way before I can't control myself.

I don't want to argue with him any longer, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself. Now, I can't reveal all the lies he's hiding from me. I'll wait for the right moment to reveal all that.

"mas, I'll go first." I said goodbye to him, I left him first. I felt funny about the incident this morning, it should be Ringgo mas who was pleased with me as usual but now I'm the one who was alone with him.

I immediately passed out of the yard, without wanting to look again at the Ringgo mas who was still behind me. I kept walking down the street in my housing complex.

After some distance from home, I paused for a moment to look back. As it turned out, the Ringgo did not follow from behind. I then called Roland, asking him to take me shopping.

Not long after coming, she seemed to be smiling sweetly looking at me. I saw Roland smiling so, making me misbehave about it.

"dik Rianti," Roland greeted me with a sweet smile still on his lips.

"i want to buy laundry equipment mas, should we buy where ya mas?" I asked him before he got on his bike.

"dik Rianti opened a laundry business, how long has it been?" he asked me back and the question I asked was not answered.

"just opened today, mas." I answered honestly the question, he stared at me more and more wrong.

"oh, then let me drop off at Rianti shopping. I know where to shop for cheap laundry equipment" he said while giving a helmet to me. I immediately put on a helmet and rushed to ride the motorcycle mas Roland.

"the tight hold of kayak kemararen dik let warm," he said while laughing a little, maybe he meant to joke.

" don't want ah, you dumb-ass crocodile." I said to him while patting him on the shoulder, I joked back to melt the atmosphere.

It wasn't until thirty minutes, we arrived at the shop that Roland was referring to. Roland was right there selling special laundry equipment. I immediately went in and bought the Laundry equipment I needed.

"is it done, brother?" I heard the voice of Rolan asking, I was surprised that he was still here. I then suddenly remembered, I forgot to pay the cost of Roland's ojek mas.

"just remember Roland's still here." I said in my heart, ashamed of myself.