Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

Ninety

Gantari got out of the taxi right across from Sila Hospital. The sun had risen and Gantari had deliberately not come home last night. His heart was broken and again he was sure Nevan must have been waiting at his house. However, despite having gone through the night alone, Gantari's heart apparently did not improve.

He gave a red note to the taxi driver and got out without waiting for change. The driver has called him many times. Gantari continued her steps towards where she had last waited for Jero with a blank look.

Was his mother that beautiful, until his own sister humbled him?

And, Dion? Now Gantari was even doubtful about his decision a few days ago.

Gantari shook her head. Trying to get rid of the deep-rooted burden on his heart and mind at once. He came back here not to reminisce, but to pick up his red motorcycle.

Yeah, hopefully Retic's safe. Gantari exhales deeply, then speeds up the pace.

"Mak Gantari!"

Gantari who was looking at the mini market parking lot which is directly opposite Sila Hospital to ensure the existence of the motorbike immediately turned his head.

Mr. Indra, one of Sila Hospital's guards called him. He had just come out of AprilMarch carrying a white plastic in his typical work uniform.

"You want to get on the bike, huh, Mommy?" ask again after being right in front of Gantari.

Gantari. "Yes" he answered briefly.

Indra looked a little confused as Gantari looked unfriendly as usual. However, then he understood considering Gantari was reportedly sick yesterday and had to be escorted home.

"Motor Mbak is in the post. Want to be taken now?"

The information from Indra made Gantari frown. As he recalled, he parked his bike in front of AprilMarch.

"Can't you, sir?"

"Yes, copied with Mas-nya mbak. He said Mbak Gantari was sick, so he was picked up by car" Indra explained.

Gantari threw a glance, then snorted inexhaustibly, making Indra more and more put on a confused look.

"Why mbak? That guy's not Gantari's Mas, is he?"

"My motor where, sir? I want to take it now."

***

"Loe wants Dihyan back, right?" shout Edo.

Nevan was unmoved, but slowly the dark mist in her eyes began to gradually disappear, although her breathing still looked dusty. Then, he pulled Farez's body resting on the table violently, then pushed him to the floor until he fell down, making Edo can only look at him resignedly.

"It's better that you keep her mouth shut before I finish," growled Nevan sharply. Edo who Nevan stared at could only nod, until the young man passed leaving behind the commotion he created.

Nevan is out of the Hospital with a rumbling chest. His emotions had already spread to his head and he needed to leave so as not to explode worse. Farez is really not good at reading situations.

His decision to come to Sila Hospital is also now being condemned. He thought his heart could be calmer if he heard the development of Gantari news directly and apparently he was wrong.

Nevan opened the car door and slammed in annoyance. Then, he started driving the car and steered it out of the parking lot at an insane speed. Besides Gantari, speeding is always the thing that can make him calm.

"Dihyan?"

Citt!

The car stopped right in front of the guard post and without a second thought Nevan got out of the car. Then, a little run towards Gantari.

"Diyan!"

Thank you, Lord.

Nevan immediately pulled Gantari in his arms. Clutching her tightly still with the thanksgiving she recited in her heart. Gantari lost is the thing she fears the most and does not want her to feel anymore.

"You're all right, right?" ask Nevan to make sure. He loosened his arms and looked at Gantari from top to bottom.

"Where are you going?" Nevan asked again. However, Gantari was still unmoved. He let go of Nevan's hand, which was holding both shoulders.

"Can I explain next time? Now I want to go home" said Gantari flatly. His gaze was flat when he returned Nevan's unusually happy gaze.

"Dihyan?"

Gantari knows Nevan is disappointed, but he is also disappointed. His heart was also wounded. Now he is not able to take care of anyone's heart because his own heart is not okay.

Indra who had just come by riding Retic immediately handed the key to the motorcycle to Gantari. He did not realize that his aura was gloomy.

Gantari turned her gaze away from Nevan and turned to take the key that Indra offered by not forgetting to say thank you. Nevan watched and she knew everything was not okay.

"Why you?" nevan asked, still trying to be patient.

"I want to go home" replied Gantari without looking. He even walks towards his motorcycle, but Nevan pulls his hand.

"If anyone disturbs your mind, ask me. Don't make your own conclusions" Nevan said sharply. He even accidentally grabbed Gantari's hand, until the lover grimaced faintly.

"Are you sure our feelings are still the same?" Gantari finally turned her head, returning Nevan's gaze no less sharply.

Indra who began to realize something, chose mudur and away. However, he was a little worried about seeing Nevan's car parked haphazardly. Luckily, this morning the incoming vehicle was not too crowded.

Slowly, Nevan's grip loosened and finally slipped away.

"You mean?"

"We just met again, right? It could be just a sense of wanting to finish something that had not been resolved before, not ...."

"Diyan!"

Nevan yells. Stopping Gantari's words that hurt her heart quickly.

"Enough!" hisses. Nevan stared at Gantari for a bit, then turned her body and stepped away to get back into the car. Then, it spurred him at an insane speed.

Gantari gulped bitterly. His chest up and down looked at Nevan who was leaving with a disappointed face. Nevan's wounded face was clearly recorded in Gantari's brain.

***

Bang Nevan: Go ahead, If. Continues.

If : Maaci, Bang, the spirit.

Bang Nevan: The spirit of idung loe!

If : HOAKAKAAK