Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

The Seventy Eight

Just as Nevan needed time to allow her broken heart to sprout back, so did I.

I'm who?

I don't need you to know.

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"How do you think I look? I mean, my short hair."

Silent.

"Do you think Gantari will like it?"

Shanessa stared at Space with her eyes shaking. Gantari's shadow had not disappeared from him. Everyone, everyone, always carried Gantari with him when he saw her. No Shanessa, just Gantari.

The slow knock from the heel caused by Shanessa's footsteps echoed. He walked near the sky, very close. So close, that makes Angkasa confused.

Not only Angkasa because he is also just as confused as why it can be this brave.

"No. Gantari won't like it." Shanessa stared intently at Space, then continued, "Whatever you try, in Gantari's eyes there will only remain Nevandra Ardiona."

Next to Shanessa's lips lifted, creating a slanted smile that implied a sense of smell. "Just like me, who is desperate to be seen by you, yet still be seen."

Uhuk!

Space widened his eyeballs. Her lips were about to move, but Shanessa turned her body around and quickly left.

"That should be ...." Space raised the index finger of his right hand into the air, then pointed it at his own face. "I'm shot?"

***

The decision was made again, although it did not know how and what kind of road would be passed, which obviously this time Gantari started again. He wants to go back hand in hand with Nevan again, anywhere to get tired.

"Moon?"

Gantari turned her head, then loosened her embrace and found someone looking at her inside. A woman who had eaten not far from their table. Now it is clear if the old woman who still looks so beautiful is using typical Balinese payas madya.

He looks more graceful with neatly bunned hair complete with embedded white champaka, making Gantari join nailing eyes.

"Yes?" Inexplicably why Gantari just said that even though his name is not called.

"Month ...." The woman again wanted to continue, but the loyal man standing behind her immediately instructed.

"We need to get back now."

The woman turned her head slightly. His face looked so sad, but then he stepped away without saying anything else that the man had followed.

"Why?"

Gantari flinched as Nevan held her shoulder.

"That was ...." Gantari looked dazed. He couldn't even continue his sentence.

"Moon? Many people use that name, Dihyan. Must not be the Moon, your mother."

Gantari nodded, though she was not sure. There was another sense that slipped in his heart when he looked at the woman's eyes earlier. Who do those eyes belong to?

"Utami?"

Gantari follows Nevan's point of view and finds Utami focused on following a servant. He looked surprised to see the whereabouts of his superior. "Sir Nevan?"

Secretary Nevan today looks beautiful using a black dress and silver handbag that is in line with pearl earrings embedded nicely in his ears. Adding the radiance of elegance of a Utami. A stylish alloy that really fits Le Quartier, unlike Nevan and Gantari.

Utami. He went back and forth as if he wanted to escape, but his back was held back by someone's chest.

"Farez?"

Farez scratched his head that did not itch, then grimaced wrongly staring at Gantari. After passing the moment, they finally sat at the same table.

"You two came?" Nevan started because no one wanted to make a sound. He smiled seductively at Utami and Farez who were still misbehaving.

"No, Sir ... It's not that." Utami hastily denied. He almost stood up and sat down again. Like a hot worm.

Why does it feel like cheating, huh?

Apparently, dating in the presence of first love is not a fun thing. Although Utami already knew Nevan was having a relationship with Gantari, in fact, the aura still felt awkward as well. Utami felt like an unfaithful person.

Farez who looked no less panicked only chose to drink water in his glass to the toilet. Just a few months heartbroken, now he was caught on the road with another woman. He really felt like a braggart.

Gantari could not bear to not spout laughter. He was amused to see the behavior of the two humans in front of him.

"If you are dating is also okay, really," said Gantari in between laughter.

"No!" Denying the two together and this time Nevan helps Gantari burst into laughter.

After teasing Utami and Farez, they decided to go home first. After all, they are sensitive enough not to interfere with someone else's first plan.

"Dihyan."

"Hm?" Gantari. Their hands were still cluttered as they walked towards the parking lot.

Before continuing, Nevan stopped his steps. Then turn his body to face Gantari.

"Your goal was to be a doctor, right?"

"Huum." Gantari nodded doubtfully as the topic of conversation became so random this way. "Why?"

Nevan smiled thinly. His face seemed dim as he continued, "If we hadn't been married, you might have become a great doctor by now."

"Who knows?" Gantari sighed, then continued, "There is no certainty in this world, Dion. But, obviously, I know God's destiny is always extraordinary."

Nevan nodded. His heart warmed again. "It's possible that if you become a doctor you even marry a doctor, right?"

"Farez mean you?"

"I didn't say Farez" Nevan replied. Somehow Farez became one of the rivals who managed to make Nevan rather wary.

"Yes. You mean it must be Farez."

"So, it's clear that in the end Gantari will only return to Nevan."

"Damn! Pede very." Gantari laughed, then continued his steps towards Fikri's borrowed motorcycle.

"So you changed your mind?" Susul Nevan hastily.

"Maybe?" Gantari stopped, then looked. Staring at Nevan with a nosy smile.

"No! Up, mentok. There is no turning around. Point."

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Note:

This chapter still has no ads due to heartbreak if no one has yet treated.