Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

S2: Reason

People say, let alone love, faith can go up and down. It was like Angkasa still staring at Gantari from a distance. He looked at all the movements of the woman so attentively.

Although far away, but Angkasa can see Gantari is not in a state of good. The woman he had or may still love looked like she was enduring the pain.

A silver sedan came out of the garage and shortly after Ardiman got out of there in a hurry. Then, guide Gantari to come into the car.

The deg!

Space Blood rippled. What happened to Gantari? She why?

Space spurred his car after the car Gantari was riding in front of him. His mind began to rage. His chest started to rumble.

Where's brengs*k Nevan?

Again the blood of Angkasa rippled because as expected, Ardiman turned to a hospital. This time the sky is no longer following. He just stared at the silver sedan from a distance until it disappeared into the parking lot.

Space drives the car again. Gantari's face that looked so tormented revolved in her brain. Contrasted with the happy face the woman showed a week ago when they met at the Ardiwinata residence.

Nevan, don't blame me if .. love that portion increases again.

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Gantari stared at the three medicinal caplets in her palm, then downed them with a single gulp. He thought it was all over, but apparently his body refused.

Gantari choked, then she ran to the bathroom. Then, spit out the medicine he had just swallowed without any residue.

His throat was bitter and sore at the same time. Maybe that's what made Gantari shed her tears. But, no. Although the taste in his throat subsided, but the tears have not subsided.

Gantari smothers her own mouth due to her increasingly broken cries. He wanted to roar as hard as possible. He was eager to mourn and complain about his fate. He wants the whole world to know that he is suffering. However, it cannot. He can't be.

Finally, only sobs held in solitude can Gantari do. He only gave himself the right to cry silently.

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Love is left behind, the owner of a corner of the heart that will never be replaced. Although, actually want.

"Have you eaten?"

Shanessa jerks again. Maybe for a long time he could have a heart attack if constantly called Angkasa, but the funny thing is he likes.

"But, 10 minutes is just lunchtime, sir."

"10 minutes bonus for me," Space replied lightly, then turned around and began to walk away. Leaving Shanessa whose face was already red like a tomato.

Shanessa was fanning her hot face with her palms. Then, grab the handbag and run after the usual fast-walking Space.

This time they did not eat in the office cafeteria. The sky invites him to eat outside.

"I heard, the fat jerky fried rice went viral recently," Angkasa began while controlling the steering wheel of his car. Then, glanced at Shanessa who did not respond to his words.

"Why? Your diet?"

"Oh, no." Shanessa shook her head quickly. "But, if you want a message, you need to get in the queue first, sir."

"I ordered it."

Shanessa's face was blushing again. He couldn't help but smile. Special treatment always makes you float, right?

"By the way ...." Space paused his words. He seemed to weigh in for a moment, then turned to Shanessa and continued, "Gantari why?"

Gone was already tickling in Shanessa's chest and was replaced with a suffocating feeling of tightness. Shanessa was silent, not answering.

"What pain?" Actually, Angkasa would ask this after eating, but he was too impatient to wait. "Nevan where? The brengs*k that left Gantari?"

"Fantry just play. It's normal that he comes to Grandpa's?" reply Shanessa cold.

Space breathed out. "Don't lie. He was still in your house this morning."

Hearing Space's words, Shanessa suddenly widened her eyes in disbelief. He stared at the sky sharply. His heart was wounded. "So this is the reason?"

Space turned his head again, then raised next to his eyebrows.

"So this is why you're being nice to me?" said Shanessa Sharp.

"You don't misunderstand."

"Stop! I'm going down."