Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

Sixty Three

"Ma! I saw Papa with another woman. Papa cheated, Ma!"

"SIR! Madam, Sir! Madam hang herself!"

Space shakes from its sleep. His breathing was stinging, almost suffocating. In fact, the sweat had apparently soaked his entire body. Space got up, jumped quickly from the bed, then rubbed his face rough. Then, crouched open the nightstand drawer beside the bed with trembling hands.

His anxiety disorder relapsed again, said the psychiatrist who returned he met yesterday and now the drug he had long avoided was forced to take another step back.

Space closed the drawer violently, then downed the pill quickly. Meanwhile, the glass he used to drink, he threw firmly towards the wall until it broke into pieces.

Then, with a cry that could not be dammed anymore, Angkasa bumped his head into the nightstand. He felt that being human was useless, weak and never expected.

Let the tears of Space shed. Let him cry and wail as hard as he can.

Let Angkasa show the weak side that he has always hidden.

***

Gantari stretch her body very delicious. Today he decided to go back to sleep after dawn prayers and wake up later in the day to appreciate his new status as unemployed.

Walking to the bathroom with rubbing eyes, Gantari again remembered with dear Retic. Not wanting to take a headache so early, Gantari finally decided to continue his intention to wash his face.

Tin!

Tin!

Gantari's footsteps stopped. He looked over with a frown.

A greengrocer?

With a curious face, Gantari turned the direction and turned to peek at the window.

A rhetoric?

Gantari turned the key in a hurry, then opened the door quickly. His gaze was fixed on the red matic motorcycle that had been parked in front of the house with sparkling eyes.

"Ck! I told you not to open the door."

"Astaghfiullah!" Gantari jumped in shock, then turned to Nevan who was looking at her with a frown right beside her.

"You take Retic?" tanya Gantari was still amazed.

Nevan smiled, then combed Gantari's hair with her finger. "I have this hair, dear to me."

"How did you take it?"

"Yes, just take it," Nevan replied casually, still fixing Gantari's hair with a warming gaze. "Next time don't go out of the house like this, yeah."

"Eh? It's so ugly, huh? I took a shower, all right." Gantari reflexively covered her face with both palms, then took a step back, making Nevan stare a smile.

"Yes, ugly. I don't like it, yeah, if you stor the face of the pillow other than me."

Gantari lowers her hand from her face, then glances at Nevan, making Nevan giggle amused. A second later, his face returned to seriousness.

"I'm serious."

"Lod."

"Sama Anwar can't either."

"Whatever."

"Fourth brother vegetable especially. Can't."

"Apah!"

"May be the same as Bang Nevan."

"But!"

After bombarding the temptation of death so early, Nevan finally left. It was also because Fikri who apparently waited in the car in front of the alley finally caught up with the boss who he said stopped by for a while, but apparently was busy mengengombal.

"Sir, this morning there was a meeting, you know," reported Fikri after greeting Gantari sweetly which Nevan only responded lazily.

"Women can't live just the same love, you know, Mr. Nevan. It takes money to eat, too" continued Fikri.

Nevan turned to Fikri with a war-ready look.

"If you're jealous don't be so dong, Fik."

Gosh darn.

Gantari giggles, then drives the two of them to leave immediately, making Nevan turn to Gantari and just realize something.

"Fikri, close your eyes!"

"Don't you hear?"

After a lazy snort, Fikri finally obeyed as well. He closed his eyes and imagined Nevan doing things to Gantari.

"Crazy father! You are not married!" Protest with wide eyes.

"Loe is crazy!" nevan's spray did not receive as his hand pushed Gantari to enter the house immediately.

Remember. Gantari's pillow face is only for Bang Nevan a, please.

***

Although the day was tired of working and the night was continued for college, but it did not dampen Shanessa's spirit. The proof, early in the morning he had spread kindness by bringing several large boxes of donuts that he bought at one of the bakery subscription, special.

"Well! Make it yourself, Nes?"

Shanessa timidly shook her head. Cook it he can't, what else make donuts.

"Lo look around dong San, it's in the box there's a brand," Fajar said.

Sandra who was not aware, immediately saw the box in question. "You make it yourself. Kan Gantari pinter really cook," cetus Sandra continues to chew tiramisu-flavored donuts.

Shanessa's heart suddenly pinched. Discussing Gantari and comparing with him is not a pleasant thing.

***

"Sir Dee! Want to eat breakfast?" Anwar yelled from the top of the motor at Gantari who was watering the plants.

"No, An. I made fried rice earlier. If you want to be there, it's."

"Seriously? Want, Brother." Anwar was about to get off the motorbike he was heating when the sound of Bu Fatimah suddenly boomed.

"Buy your mother's gas first, Anwar!"

The cry of Fatimah Bu suddenly made Anwar undo the intention while pouting.

"Stay, yes Brother. Gas nyari used to make Kanjeng Mami," as long as Anwar, then drove away on his duck bike after Gantari yelled ok.

The vinca flowers that the young grandfather gave him, were mostly already flowering and it became a solace for the confused Gantari looking for busyness.

The charm of vinca is amazingly beautiful. Quickly, from earlier Gantari was busy taking pictures there, snap here, for a collection of Instagram posts while he watered rows of ornamental plants on his home page.

"Dance."

Gantari's body stiffened. Not one word that is wrong, but the voice that said that word that makes Gantari immediately rotate his body quickly and put on a look of alert because it found Angkasa was already standing not far from him.

Gantari stepped back with a kingpin that had already fallen to the ground. A shadow of yesterday afternoon filled his brain, making Gantari shudder in disgust.

"Sorry, I'm really sorry." Space tries to get closer, but Gantari yells at him to get back away.

Space obediently. He fulfilled all Gantari's orders. Really, she also felt disgusted by herself harassing the woman who secretly had a place in her heart.

"Gantari, I need you." A single tear escaped the eyes of an Angkasa and it succeeded in making Gantari stunned.

"I really need you," Space's voice rang out as it continued. There was bitterness heard there as well as despair.

Gantari's rails began to soften. He was concerned about the circumstances of his former boss, especially when Farez's confession about Space last night, made him care even more.

Space has tried many times to finish its own life.

That's how Farez confessed.

Gantari shook her head. His gaze softened as he said, "I'm sure, you are strong against the truth of your past, Asa."

***

*chuckling*

Nevan: Oh, this is no ad, if?

If : Not. Males If you want to eat Abang ngengombalin Kak Gantari.

Bang Nevan: Cie, jealous.

If : Dih!

Bang Nevan: Are you dating Anwar? If the same Brother maap-maap yes If. Someone already has.

If : Oh my goodness! Where do you buy kilo pedes, Bang?

Bang Nevan: A HOAKAKAAK. Here hug.