Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

Space Charm

Physically, Angkasa looked much different from the middle-aged man who was now sitting before him. As if there was no gene at all that he inherited from the man whom Angkasa had called by the name ... Papa's.

The atmosphere was quite awkward because even though it had already been a few minutes, but no one started the conversation. So, Shanessa squeezed the end of the dress, then ventured to open the topic of chat.

"Om, like espresso?" Shanessa tried to melt the atmosphere. In fact, honestly he was quite tense meeting with his future father-in-law.

Admaja Wiraguna smiled, then glanced at the cup of coffee that was right in front of him. "Espresso is the universe of coffee. You should try this before you enjoy any other kind of coffee."

Shanessa's face began to get such a response. "I have a cousin who also really likes black coffee. Every day I have to smell the coffee."

Admaja laughed a little. "You should try it too."

"Udah, Om. It's bitter!"

Admaja laughed again. Then, turn his gaze toward the Space. "Some don't like coffee either."

Shanessa turned her head to Space. Since then, the young man had preferred silence.

Slowly, Shanessa reached out her hand under the table to grasp Space's hand. However, he was taken aback when he realized Space's palms were sweating and felt so cold.

Space did not even return his hand. So, made Shanessa look at him worriedly.

"I want to get married." Suddenly Space spoke. His gaze turned straight towards Admaja. "Please disguise Shanessa for me."

Admaja looked at Angkasa so deeply, then nodded. "certain."

Seemed Angkasa exhaled, then stood without warning. "Come on! We're home."

After saying that sentence, Angkasa immediately stepped away. Leaving Shanessa who looked confused and parted with his condolences to Admaja.

"Go away. Follow him," said Admaja calmly.

Shanessa nodded, then caught up with the already out of sighted Space.

When Shanessa arrived at the parking lot and opened the car door, she saw Angkasa was downing some medicine. Although confused, Shanessa chose to be quiet and sat beside Space quietly.

It took a few minutes, until finally Angkasa turned his head and looked at him. His face looked so weak and fragile.

"Shanessa ...." Angkasa looked at Shanessa a long time ago, then continued, "You sure you want to marry me?"

Of course Shanessa was surprised. But he nodded his head, sure.

"I'm dependent on sedatives" I'm Space.

Shanessa nodded her head again.

"I ... am not Admaja Wiraguna's son!" cetus Angkasa frustration. A reality that made Shanessa instantly silent.

"I'm the child of my mother's dark relationship" continued Angkasa bitter. Now, the young man was no longer able to look at Shanessa. Downhill view.

"If only you treated me badly, hated me, scolded me, maybe I could feel a little better." Angkasa's voice sounded trembling, but he again continued, "But the brengs*k man was actually pretentious to be nice to me. I'm sick! I hate the angel's attitude!"

This time it was not only the sound of Angkasa trembling, but his body as well. "Look at it, it makes me hate myself. Makes me continue to curse myself who was born dirty."

Shanessa can't take it anymore. He pulled the body of Space and held it tightly with tears that had already dripped.

"Where are humans like that, right, Shaness? Does he have a heart?" space Race.

Shanessa did not answer. He just kept hugging Space tightly. So many other sides of a new Space he could see today.

So, this is the reason Angkasa chose to live without bearing a last name all this time?

Shanessa's head slowly shook his head. He just realized something.

That means actually, Angkasa does not blame Admaja. Angkasa .. actually hates himself.

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"I accepted her marriage and marriage, Shanessa Ardiwinata bint Ardiman Ardiwinata with dowry ...."

Not a second, Shanessa took her eyes off the face of the young man in white who was shaking hands with his father. The young man who is only a matter of minutes away will officially become her husband.

"Huh?"

"Well!"

"Well!"

All her life, Shanessa had never seen a groom as handsome as Angkasa. Angkasa looked so dazzling with his proud long hair.

Her clean face with firm jaws and well-engraved eyebrows, was completely in her dreams. The chain necklace that was usually coiled around the young man's neck, now no longer existed. The sky looked so neat and .. once again, dazzling.

"Goddessa ...."

Prayers are said by the head and the papa immediately cry. Thus, making Shanessa look away and embrace him first, before approaching the husband according to instructions.

"Papa don't cry" said Shanessa softly as she wiped Papa's tears. However, Papa was even more crying in the arms of the princess only wayangnya. Meanwhile, Angkasa could only wait for that scene with a half-impatient look.

Nevan, who was also present at the celebration of his wife's cousin's happy day, looked at Angkasa with a smug smile. Somehow he was just happy to see his former rival was miserable.

Angkasa who realized it could only glare and raise his chin irritated. He should now be putting his palm over Shanessa's head and reciting a prayer.

"Udah, ah, Mas! Like a little boy knows, "soldier Gantari is sitting next to Nevan.

Nevan laughed, then pinched Kael's squeezed cheek in Gantari's sling. "Don't copy Om Ang, yeah, Papa's son. He's a gondrong."

"Gue denger!" shouted Angkasa, to make all the attention diverted to him. Including Shanessa and Papa's attention. Meanwhile, Admaja only shake his head.

There are also fortunately the attitude of Space bars is often uncontrolled. Because of his screams, now finally he can run his romantic ritual with Shanessa.

When he placed his right palm over Shanessa's head, Angkasa was seen so solemnly reciting the prayer. The man was even caught wiping away his tears.

The ritual is continued with Angkasa who kisses Shanessa's forehead. However, there was the sound of seductive cheers from the guests because the beautiful-haired man took too long to do so. Leo even grieved. Love is indiscriminate.

Some relatives seemed impatient to congratulate the newlyweds. Including Nevan and Gantari. They walked up to the Space and said some prayers and wishes.

"Fast love sister to Kael, yes, Auntie," said Gantari.

Shanessa immediately laughed sheepishly. Then, grab Kael from Gantari's sling and kiss her in droves.

"Gas aja Ang. Don't let me cross," said Nevan who was immediately rewarded with pinch by Gantari.

"No teaching loe, I am also a pro," Angkasa said. "Btw, thank you for teaching me my prayers."

"What prayers?" Shanessa and Gantari compactly asked.

"Male business," Nevan responded while embracing Gantari. Meanwhile, Angkasa seemed to be smiling shyly. He could not wait to practice this prayer.

Oooo!

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