Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

Hundred Five

"There's something Jero's hiding from us."

"Edo, that's it."

"Serious cave. I'll prove it soon."

Nevan sighed. Then, scratching his head in annoyance. "Whatever."

Nevan had started to feel relieved, but somehow his friend always made him think that no-no. Nevan turned her back and chose to end the conversation, but a car caught by her eyes was darting towards Gantari.

"DAMEY!"

Nevan screamed in panic, then ran straight towards Gantari without having a chance to think about anything else. His entire strength had already been exerted, yet somehow it felt like their distance was so far away. His heart is beating incoherently. His blood flow seemed to flow up and gather on his face.

"DAMEY!"

Nevan had seen Gantari turn to him, a second before finally the beautiful woman was hit and crashed, to bounce far away.

Nevan remembers nothing more, clearly his eyes did not blink when he saw so much blood flowing from Gantari's already drooping head. Nevan immediately knelt down with a deathly pale face. His body shook violently.

What is he really looking at now?

Nevan touched Gantari's head with trembling hands and instantly the palm turned red. His heart no longer did not beat, but was crushed, to numbness.

Nevan's tears just dripped without her wanting. He pulled Gantari's body in a paddle, then lifted her up. This is his only last strength.

Nevan passed by Edo who appeared to be calling in a panic. The ambulance repeated Edo several times, but Nevan did not listen anymore. He continued walking towards his own car with Gantari closing her eyes in his arms.

Edo disconnects his phone and chases Nevan. "This is the key let me drive!"

Again Nevan is silent. He opened the car door and carefully laid Gantari's body in the back seat, then closed the door again.

"Nevans!"

Edo pulled Nevan's shoulder violently. Trying to wake up his best friend. "Here's the key!"

Nevan stared at Edo blankly, until Edo pulled the key out of Nevan's hand.

"Loe keep Gantari in the back!" edo orders him to get into the car and sit in the steering wheel.

Jero could only keep his mouth shut from earlier. The bodyguard even helped hold Jero's shoulder so that the 60-year-old woman could still stand.

The Dharmawangsa Terrace is only about 10 minutes from Gandaria Hospital. Edo deliberately chose to pass Barito II as the fastest route.

The health team pushed the gurney and moved Gantari's body there, then escaped to the IGD room. Meanwhile, Nevan was just staring at him from afar.

Jero came following with a broken cry. He was beating his own chest, even messing up things that were not clear.

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Darya, Ardi, and Shanessa arrive shortly after Edo contacts Nevan's parents. Maybe Nevan's parents contacted them.

The three of them looked so upset in the waiting room, especially Darya. Gantari's grandfather even sat down without a word, making Ardi so worried.

Tiwi and Fauzan came at a quick pace and immediately approached Nevan who was sitting in the waiting chair with a blank look.

"Actually Gantari why, Nevan?"

Don't answer, Nevan didn't even look. His soul is not there. Edo asks Tiwi and Fauzan to stay away a bit and gives a brief explanation to the two Nevan people. The same thing he did to Gantari's extended family.

Farez, who had just come out of the operating room, rushed to Gandaria Hospital after seeing online news of the Gantari crash. He ran in the hospital corridor and it was not difficult to find their whereabouts.

A nurse came out and Farez went straight to see her. "What's the patient's condition?"

The nurse who apparently knew Farez looked calm as she gave an answer. "It's been handled by Dr. Rudi. We both wish the best, Doctor Farez."

Farez backwards. Right, Gantari must have been handled well. Sure.

The atmosphere is really gloomy. Jero chose to keep his distance and not join them, until Edo approached him.

"Is there anything Jero wants to tell me?"

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Nevan felt his mind full. It was so full that there was nothing else he could think of. In fact, when finally some doctors came out and one of them was detained and asked questions by the Gantari family, Nevan still chose not to move. He sat with his body bent.

Nevan just looked back at the serious face of the glasses Doctor from afar. There was nothing he could hear. There was no lip movement that he could read. His brain is not doing its job well.

Nevan could only notice the worried faces shown after hearing the doctor's explanation. Darya who had stood up, now sat back down. In front of Darya was Ardi kneeling holding Darya's hand and saying something. I don't know what it is.

Everyone started to step back. In fact, Tiwi seemed to cry in Fauzan's arms. Meanwhile, Shanessa chose to embrace him herself. Only Farez kept asking the doctor questions, but so the look on his face that he showed was no less bad.

Nevan finally got up, but he stepped away in the opposite direction. Leaving behind all the noise, sobs, and worried faces in the waiting room. Nevan walked and continued walking down the corridor, until her steps came to a halt right in front of a room with an information board reading "Emnal."

Nevan flinched, staring into the room without showing any overreaction. Long silent, Nevan finally opened his shoes and entered the simple room towards the ablution.

Nevan extended her hand under the water. Again he fell silent when he realized his hand was filled with red stains. Nevan's tears fell, but she continued to wash her hands clean. Even Nevan took off his shirt which was also covered in Gantari blood and just had to wear a T-shirt.

After perfecting his wudhunya, Nevan chose to perform the prayer. To be honest, he could not remember what prayers he should have prayed. He had no idea, all he knew was that he had to ask God what he wanted.

"You once separated us. I thought it was a second chance, but apparently I was wrong." Nevan pulls slightly to the end of her lips. Both of his palms were still stirring. "Now I ask, what do you really want?"

Nevan's tears came back. "If You do not want us to be united, I will not force any more. But ... I beg you to let Dihyan live."