Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

S2: Both Injured

There is one thing that can shake love, which is selfishness. But, isn't selfish another name for love?

Nevan pushed the television remote in the original. Although his eyes were fixed there, but not with his mind.

Bi Murni who actually wanted to leave home, had to undo the intention. He sat down next to Nevan and greeted her.

"Mass?"

Nevan flinched, then turned to Bi Pure after fixing her sitting position. "Oh, Auntie want to go home?"

Pure Bi did not answer. He just looked at Nevan with an illegible look. "Auntie just wants to say, the sad is not just mas aja. Aunt is also sad, especially ... Gantari's mother."

Hearing Bi Murni's words, immediately made Nevan stunned. I don't know what he's thinking. However, he had absolutely no backup of the questions he wanted to raise.

"Rome from Surabaya, every Mas Nevan work, Mbak Gantari cry continues." The old eye began to wet as it remembered.

He remembers when Gantari cried herself in the room folding clothes. Sometimes, he also sees Gantari crying while watering the plants on the veranda. The joy and warmth of Nevan's wife suddenly disappeared after the incident in Surabaya.

"Sir Gantari continues to blame himself, Mommy."

Pure Bi wiped away her tears that started to drip. He misses Gantari very much. He misses the time to talk casually while cooking with Gantari. He missed when Gantari asked this and it was like a child himself.

Bi Pure again continued, after wiping her tears again. "Mbak Gantari .. need Mas Nevan."

Pure Bi's voice trembled when he said that. Moreover, there was a bitter tone there, making the old woman's tears even more shed. Bi Murni got up, then finally really paid her way home. Leaving Nevan with a raging in her heart.

Nevan sighed deeply, then rubbed his face rough. He knows Gantari is just as lost as he is. He knows it. He really knows, but ... Gantari running away from home was really a decision that left Nevan hurt.

Nevan feels like a human being unworthy of being trusted by his own loved ones.

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From last night, until she woke up this morning, Shanessa was still bending her face. He had breakfast with no taste, then chose a farewell to work.

"Your hope is not finished, you know, that" said Darya when she saw her granddaughter holding out her hand.

"I don't have an appetite, Cake."

Darya stared worriedly, then pulled Shanessa's hand to bend down slightly.

"You sick too?" he asked as he pressed the back of his hand against Shanessa's forehead.

Darya sneers. "Dreams are thought of. Think of a life companion."

Darya's words made Shanessa's face grim again because she remembered Angkasa. But what I thought was someone else, phew!

Luckily, Darya is unaware of Shanessa's changing facial features as her attention is distracted by Ardiman coming down the stairs with Gantari.

"Gantari, how are you?"

Gantari smiled faintly at Darya, then sat down in a chair near her grandfather and was followed by Ardiman. That uncle really treated Gantari so well.

"Udah is better, Kek," replied Gantari weakly.

Shanessa, who was looking at the clock on the wall, seemed hurried and immediately parted to everyone. Even though he was fighting with Angkasa, professionalism must still be maintained.

"Bareng papa aja, Sha!"

"No, Pa. Later too late," Shanessa replied as she passed, leaving Ardiman shaken head.

Darya smiled. He is indeed the type of person who upholds professionalism and what Shanessa does becomes a plus point for him.

Then, Darya grabbed the pot, then poured green tea into the cup and thrust it at Gantari. "It can make you feel calmer."

Gantari nodded, then grabbed the cup with both hands. Letting a warm feeling spread in both of his palms.

Slowly he lifted the cup and sipped a soft aroma of green tea. Hoping that what the grandfather said was true, green tea could make his heart calm down a little. Secretly Ardiman glanced at the scene of the grandson and grandfather, then a relieved smile poked on his lips.

Outside, Shanessa is restlessly waiting for Mr. Sarif who has been heating the car for a long time. Usually he does drive himself, but today it is better if he is escorted by a driver because his mind is chaotic. Finally a car came out of the garage and Shanessa rushed over and got into it.

Across the high fence of the mansion, there was a man who had since noticed the Ardiwinata residence from inside the car. A man with a chain necklace around his neck, Angkasa.

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