Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

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Approaching the Estimated Day of Birth, Gantari becomes increasingly difficult to sleep. Every position he tried, but still went wrong. Nevan had even sacrificed her pillow to be used as a backrest Gantari, but had not succeeded in making the Wife feel comfortable.

"So good boy, yeah, honey. Mama pity me, it's sleepy." Nevan brought her face closer to Gantari's stomach, then rubbed her gently. Meanwhile, Gantari chose to quietly listen while sitting leaning.

False contractions also begin to be felt often, although the duration is not long. Making Gantari's face look more pale every day.

After negotiating, Nevan straightened her body and sat down near Gantari's puffy legs. Then, squirt.

"Try lying down, yeah, Dihyan. Let's sleep better."

Gantari looked at Nevan for a moment, then shook her head. "Not good."

Soon dawn will reverberate, but Gantari has not been able to fall asleep, although all the tips he asked mama have been tried. Makes Nevan look at him more unbearable.

Nevan pulls his hand from Gantari's foot, then shifts the body near the Wife. Pecking Gantari's forehead inside, then pulling her slowly into a hug.

Gantari just resigned. He leaned his back against Nevan's chest and let Nevan hug her from behind while continuing to rub her distended belly which was already visible down.

Occasionally he felt Gantari's stomach move and it made Gantari look a little jolted. It seems that their children are more active at night.

Gantari tilted her body, then drowned her face into Nevan's chest. Makes Nevan feel her suddenly warm clothes. Without even asking, he knew Gantari was crying.

In silence, Nevan again kissed Gantari's forehead again, then rubbed her hair dearly. Then, start reading the Letter of Alfatihah, short letters and some sholawat in a soft voice.

Apparently, Nevan succeeded because now began to sound soft snoring belonging to Gantari. Nevan smiled, then slowly laid Gantari's body onto the bed. Then, once again the forehead of the Wife, only after that to the bathroom because the dawn was already reverberating.

This morning, Nevan decided to pray at home. Ended by praying kindness for Gantari very terribly. To be honest, there was a fear that enveloped his heart. For some reason, he grew more afraid and worried every time he saw Gantari's helpless face.

The fear is getting bigger every day.

***

"Fik, today I don't work, yeah."

"Why? Gantari any sign of the lahiran? I'm going to your house now, huh."

Nevan needed to catch her breath for a while, trying to add to the stock of patience before retaliating. "No need. Thanks for the attention, but Dihyan just needs me!"

Nevan could clearly see Fikri's irritated expression from her phone screen. "Jagain she's fine, yeah. I doain from here, because it's fierce."

"The leg is not only fierce, but it can beat people."

"Astagfirullah, Mr. Nevan. How can that sweet Gantari get a sadistic husband?"

Nevan wanted to laugh, but this time he preferred to put on a flat expression. "Work of sending by email only, yes, Mr. Fikri. If there's a problem, report it to me immediately."

Despite seeming grunt, Fikri still obeyed Nevan's orders. "Please tell me about the development of Gantari, yes, Van. I'm really worried."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Just if you're ngazanin, I have to be there too."

"But!"

"Your son, son gu ...."

Tut!

Call disconnected. Fortunately, Fikri loved Nevan, if not maybe he had a long battle with his boss. Eh?

***

"Mass?" Gantari who just woke up was made shocked by the existence of Nevan beside her. "Labour not?"

"Work from home," Nevan replied while rubbing Gantari's hair slowly.

"Why? There's Pure Bi."

"Not much work anymore either. Kasian Fikri frowns if Mas handles all."

Gantari chuckled, then got up from her seat. Then, look for a hair tie and tie his hair originally. Later, let alone dress up, to comb the hair Gantari feels lazy.

"Your hair can get tangled, you know, honey." Nevan pulled back the hair tie slowly, until Gantari's hair was broken again. Then, help her tie her hair neatly. But eventually he nodded to himself. "It turns out the same. I can't brush my hair."

Gantari chuckled, then looked at the spoiled Nevan. "I'm laper."

"Let's eat. That's why I wait."

"Well, haven't you eaten yet?"

"Not yet."

A drop of Gantari's tears just fell. His feelings are becoming more sensitive. "Because I woke up a long time ago Mas so late to eat."

Nevan who was surprised by Gantari's reaction immediately pulled her into an embrace. "Why is it crying? I want to eat with you."

"Nor did you work because of me."

Nevan loosened her embrace, staring at Gantari inside. "You're much more important. We just want to face this together."

I cry again. This time harder than before, to make Nevan in the fog.

***

After tired of crying, Gantari so spirit devoured his food, to secretly make Nevan smile happy. Not only Nevan because Pure Bi was also paying attention to developing a smile.

"Add, Ma'am. Aunty cooks a lot."

"Enak, Bi, the capcai."

Pure Bi scoops capcai into a Gantari plate. "Specialty for Mbak Gantari. Let's get stronger."

Gantari nodded, then resumed eating voraciously. However, when he was chewing the last mouthful, his forehead seemed to wrinkle withstanding the pain.

"Aw!"

"Why, Mommy?"

Nevan and Bi Pure compact stand. They got up and approached Gantari with a worried look.

"sick."

"We're going to the hospital now." Nevan was already going to guide Gantari to her feet, but Gantari shook her head.

"Maybe a false contraction, Mas. HPL is in a week."

Nevan rubbed his face in a ruffian. He always could not bear to see the condition of Gantari like this.

"Maas ...."

"Why?" Nevan approaches Gantari again. His wife's face looked pale.

"Wet."

"The amniotic water of Mbak Gantari seeps." Bi Pure lowered her head, then looked at Nevan again.

"We're going to the hospital now" Nevan said, trying to stay calm.

Preparation for maternity has been all the way Gantari neat, so now they just leave with ushering in by Mr. Sarif. Believe me, being calm at times like this is not easy. Not for Nevan, not for Pure Bi, nor for Mr. Sarif.

Although he already has three children, but Mr. Sarif still worried to see the condition of Gantari. In the passenger seat, Nevan is still guiding Gantari to continue mentioning the name of Allah. Meanwhile, in the front seat Bi Pure continued to pay attention to the road and pray so as not to get stuck in traffic.

It was not Gantari's face that was the only one paled because all the passengers in the car had already lost blood on her face. Gantari whimpered occasionally by tightly grasping Nevan's hand. Sometimes he seemed to complain to the Husband about how much pain he felt.

Nevan only dared to nod, while pecking at the top of Gantari's head. Then, again whisper short letters that can still be memorized by him when panicked like this.

"You are the source of every strength, O God. Please give my wife the strength and ease to get through this."

Doctors and nurses who had received news swiftly welcomed Gantari. They immediately took Gantari to the delivery room to do some checks.

"There is an opportunity to be born normally because the condition of the baby and amniotic fluid is good. The opening is also good."

"Caesar only," broke up Nevan was convinced. He was standing next to Gantari, who was lying on the bed.

Nevan turned her head when she felt Gantari clutching her hand. "We're trying to be normal, yeah, Mom."

"Dihyan ...." Nevan leaned towards Gantari, then kissed the back of her hand. "Caesar. I can't afford to squirm you like this."

Gantari smiling. Then, touch Nevan's cheek with her pale hand. "I'm strong if you're the nemenin."

***

Finally, the delivery was done normally. In the delivery room only allowed Nevan to accompany, while outside there are Papa and Mama Nevan. It was followed by Grandpa, Shanessa, and Ardiman.

Fikri don't ask. He had almost punched the hospital floor because from earlier paced on and on.

Need witnesses how terrible a mother's struggle is? Ask Nevandra Ardiona because during the delivery room has not counted how many times she cried.

Not once did he let go of his hand from the struggling hand of Gantari. Not for a second, he let his lips stop mentioning the name of God.

Nevan's knee immediately lost her strength, so she fell to the floor when the sound of the baby's cries finally sounded. The baby with reddened skin was shown to her and immediately Nevan's cries broke again. He tried to stand up and kiss Gantari's forehead.

"Thank you, Dihyan. Thank you." Thank you."

Gantari held Nevan's cheek, then smiled weakly. She was also crying happily.

***

Nevan carefully grabs the tiny baby the doctor handed her. The smile had not yet gone from his lips. For the second time he fell in love.

"Male," said the Doctor and Nevan still have not turned their eyes away from the tiny face that is still at home closing the eyes. He brought his lips closer, and made an adhan on the baby's right ear. Suddenly the baby boy cried loudly, to make Gantari who saw him comment on his smile.

After the adhan is proclaimed, Nevan turns to his left ear and chants the iqamat. Then, kiss the baby's cheeks, baby.

Not long after the iqamat that Nevan was singing was finished, there were echoes of takbir out there. His son was present on a special day, the Eid al-Adha Day. Nevan smiled warmly, then brought the baby near Gantari who was still lying down.

"Kaelandra Adha, it's coming, Ma."

- Done

***

For the umpteenth time Love is gone. The first season is over, the second season is over, and now the bonus chapter also uses the end of everything, wkwkwk.

It's okay, deh. Consider it the Gift of Eid Al Adha. Taqaballahu Minna Wa Minkum, allaaaa ....

Uda, yeah... All was well, all were happy and I was relieved.

Btw, I do not intend to shrink the caesar warriors at all. I believe that every mother is amazing at all times. Healthy is always for all the mothers in the world.

Should now I'm chasing the target in the next field, but this is even stuck here 🤧

Bang Nevan: Thanks, yes, If. Your health.

If: Same, Bang. Brother take good care of baby Kael huh...

Bang Nevan: Insha Allah. Say hello to Shaka to Alsaki, yes. Remember, as cool as they are, keep Bang Nevan your first love.

If: Dih, Brother 🤧

Bang Nevan: Want a hug?

If: No need, Bang. Not mahram.

Bang Nevan: Had pinter *elus-elus head If

If: I want to be in Halalin. Kabooorrr