Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

S2: Not You or Me

The days have been going well lately. Nevan is also increasingly eager to work so that he can spoil his wife freely buy this and go home still time. Yes, although sometimes Nevan took advantage of his position and went home much earlier, to make Fikri ngedumel continue.

Like today. The clock on the new wall showed at 15:15 WIB and Nevan was already reporting on her way home on her personal astisten. Make Fikri pull his own hair.

Utami who saw Fikri's behavior only watched silently. Since the incident the other day, he has not dared to greet his colleague. What he did to Gantari was embarrassing.

"Sir Nevan is back. Is he still there?" asked Fikri suddenly which made Utami gasp in shock.

"Udah does not exist. There are only a few files that need to be signed, but tomorrow morning it can still be" Utami replied awkwardly.

"Oh, good, deh." Fikri was just about to step foot when Utami made her voice again.

"Sorry, yes, Fik."

"Make?"

"Do no shame on me."

Fikri looked at Utami inside. He knew Utami for a long time. The regional girl was actually a plain girl. "Love is crazy, Ut, but that doesn't mean we can't control it."

Utami lowered her head, then nodded in understanding. His voice sounded quivering as he said, "I've become a bad person, Fik."

"Emang."

That's Fikri. There is no dictionary in him. Yes, yes and no, no. "So don't repeat it again."

Utami nodded once again. Her tears began to drip.

"Mending cry and admit defeat rather than destroying some people who are loe dear."

Utami is sobbing. He cupped both palms to his face. His shoulders even seemed to tremble, making Fikri approach.

"Russia, dong. Later people think I nolak loe," fikri garing.

"Pharz. Farez refused me."

"Huh?" Fikri sat down near Utami. Time gossiping.

"Farez the doctor?"

"Yes. He rejected me, Fik." Utami lowered her hand from the face, then looked at Fikri with wet eyes. "I've been dipping on self-esteem to shoot him, but he's even shunned."

Oh, now Fikri understands. Utami became so crazy because he was ignored by two men who could only look at Gantari.

"Outami!"

"What?"

"Spirit!" Tuh, right! Fikri.

***

Nevan's been pacing back and forth. He deliberately went home sooner, but instead did not meet Gantari at home. Bi Murni also claimed not to know where Gantari went.

Gantari who saw Nevan was waiting for him on the terrace looked surprised. He did not say goodbye to the husband because he thought he would only come out for a while.

"Have you come home?"

Nevan looked at Gantari suspiciously because his wife looked all whiny. Gantari even forgot to say his greetings as usual.

"Where are you from, Dihyan?"

"Get out a minute."

"Ke?"

"outside."

Nevan looked at Gantari with a flat expression, making Gantari giggle.

"Don't get angry. I just came home," whined Gantari, then grabbed Nevan's arm.

"Where from?" reset Nevan.

There is something unusual about Gantari. Although he always seemed to review a smile, but just now Nevan saw when he just got out of the car, Gantari's face looked moody. Nevan turned his body to face his wife, then grabbed both of his shoulders.

"Hm?"

"The hospital." Gantari lowered her head, cutting off her eye contact with Nevan.

"For?"

"Consultation."

Nevan's forehead is wrinkled. He touched Gantari's chin to return his gaze. "What consultation, dear?"

This time Gantari did not answer. He bit his lower lip, just explained. "Because I'm not pregnant anymore."

Nevan. He only realized that Gantari was depressed. Suddenly there was pain that Nevan felt in his heart. How unusual it is.

Nevan pulls Gantari in an embrace, then holds her tightly. "Why don't you take me?"

A drop of Gantari tears finally escaped as well. He knows how much Nevan wants that more than anyone.

As if he understood, Nevan continued, "Now there is nothing more about me or you, only us. We're all facing it together, Dihyan."

Nevan loosened her embrace, then looked at Gantari inside. "Aren't we agreed to talk about everything?"

"But it wasn't that easy" Gantari replied honestly.

Nevan put on a warm smile on her lips. Then, rub the top of Gantari's head. "It's not easy, but you'll get used to it for a long time."

Gantari finally nodded as Nevan continued to stare at her with eyebrows up and down waiting for approval.

"Let's go in! It's better that we put in more effort than talk more" Nevan continued with a sly smile.