Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

The Ninety and Seven

"Pa, I think papa's already hurt your mama's heart, huh." Nevan was still watching Tiwi walking away with a worried look. During this time he often saw his mother was angry, sulking, and crying, but for that expression, Nevan just saw him this time.

"Emang's right, right?" reply Fauzan lightly. "From then until now there were only Clouds in his heart."

Nevan. He just realized something. Not only was Tiwi injured, but Fauzan as well. Nevan could feel the bitter tone of Fauzan's statement just now.

As he recalls, no, Nevan doesn't even remember when his parents' relationship was normal. They satirize each other more often, blaming each other more often.

Every time Nevan makes trouble, they'll start to corner each other. They are always on different sides. If Nevan is close to her mother, then the father is away, and vice versa.

"Why is it the same with mom?"

The strong man turned his head. "Make what? Make your own liver?"

"Well, now you're not hurt?"

Fauzan snorted, then laughed blandly without an answer.

"Women's heart no one can guess, Pa. The only way is to ask the owner directly."

"Eh! Master love. Should I study with you?" cibir Fauzan's.

"It looks like so. Papa's business is senior, but about love like papa is still newbie."

Plaque!

Fauzan patted Nevan's mouthful. Although, slowly for him, but Nevan still grimaced as well.

"Mama's vocational school. If you let the distance even wider."

"Astaghfirullah, this boy!" Fauzan was ready to repeat the action, but Nevan was evasive.

"The expression of the mother, the expression of heartbreak and papa the cause," said Nevan, then drove towards Gantari.

Fauzan. Nevan's right. Perhaps the distance between himself and his wife is getting wider because it is too long left without certainty. However, could Fauzan hear the worst possible answer from Tiwi?

Adelia Pertiwi was her first love. The first love that he did not have his heart, despite having fought long enough. In the past, Fauzan was so optimistic that he would get Tiwi's heart, but now that confidence has turned into low self-esteem.

Unknowingly Fauzan was already at their doorstep. Slowly he opened the door after strengthening his heart first and found Tiwi sitting on the bed, behind him.

"Nevan says I'm too much. Sorry, for that," started Fauzan, then he scratched his thick eyebrows with his index, clumsy.

"If you are tormented with me, we are better ...."

Astarghfirullah's. This was what Fauzan feared, until it felt like his entire body was trembling. Luckily Tiwi did not continue her words and returned trapped in sobs.

Fauzan approached, then sat cautiously in front of Tiwi. His heart pinched when he saw Tiwi's face wet with tears.

"Nevan said I should ask this. What ... The clouds are still in your heart?"

Tiwi looked up and Fauzan felt his heart getting squeezed. He could clearly see the wound in his wife's eyes.

"That's according to Nevan. What about yourself? Do you want to know?"

Fauzan did not answer. He turned his eyes in the other direction. Tiwi felt her heart ache. He always felt so sinful whenever he saw Fauzan's expression.

In the past, this man before her had always treated her so well. In the past, Fauzan always said the word full love puja to him. In the past, the warmth Fauzan always gave. However, everything seems to have its limits and when Tiwi starts to feel her heart touched, Fauzan decides to give up.

"You remember when Nevan was born?"

Fauzan turned his head and looked back at Tiwi.

"When I first saw our son, Nevan, I began to be grateful to have you." Tiwi was silent for a moment, she covered her own mouth so that the crying would no longer break. Then, continuing, "When I saw you chanting the adhan to our son, Nevan, I started expecting you, but ... After Nevan was born, you never looked at me again."

Tiwi's cry finally broke again. Her chest feels so tight. He really felt that the sky had collapsed. However, someone pulled him in an embrace, making his heart immediately laced with warm feelings, but the funny thing is that his tears just flowed more and more. The hug he needed all this time. The hug she had longed for. Fauzan Hugs.

"This is not Nevan's word" Fauzan said seriously. "I never stop, Tiwi. Never does. It's just a different way, but the love's still there and it stays the same."

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If : Cie master of love. Bucin, dong?

Bang Nevan: If I were the same as one person, if. Not like you. How many do you think I'm trying to ask? Brother there, Brother here, that brother, this brother.

If : Huh! This is Bang Nevan again jealous, huh?

Bang Nevan: Yes!

If : Cie is found out. Want to be the only one for me? Here try saying.

Bang Nevan: -_