Secrets of the Former (Love Left Behind)

Hundred Six

"You once separated us. I thought it was a second chance, but apparently I was wrong." Nevan tugged slightly at the end of her bitter lips. Both of his palms were still stirring. "Now I ask, what do you really want?"

Nevan's tears came back. "If You do not want us to be united, I will not force any more. But ... I beg you to let Dihyan live."

A clutch suddenly pulled Nevan roughly, standing up. Nevan staggered and saw Farez standing right in front of her with his hand pulling down the collar.

"Don't talk shit!" hiss Farez sharp.

Nevan didn't reply. He just turned his head and wiped his tears quickly. Then, looking into Farez's eyes which implied there was a flash of anger there.

Luckily a father who had just finished ablution immediately reprimanded their actions with a tone of dislike. "Reserve this place!" his jolt.

Farez finally let go of his hand with a gasp of breath. "I'm trying to let you go, so don't make me regret it."

After saying that sentence Farez immediately turned his body and came out of Musala, his intention to pray was forced to delay because surely his wudhunya had been canceled due to his explosive emotions.

Nevan was still unmoved, staring at the departure of Farez who gradually disappeared from view. A faint smile was engraved on his lips even though it was obvious that his face looked so tired.

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People came and went, only Nevan left the hospital for a second. Despite being offered to keep Gantari in turn, Nevan continues to refuse.

"Here's the shirt you brought." Tiwi put the bag containing Nevan's clothes into the closet. His eyes were so hurt looking at the state of the son. He feels back to the events of 5 years ago when Nevan was sentenced to depression after divorce from Gantari.

Then now, what will happen to Nevan if it gets to Gantari ...

Tiwi sobbing. He was not able to complete his own prejudice. An arm grabbed him, trying to become a backrest to strengthen each other. Tiwi looked up and looked at Fauzan who was just as worried.

Two days Gantari had not been conscious and Nevan was always by his side. Sitting beside Gantari with hands that almost always hold the hand of the lover who is lying down.

"I'm just here to make sure of it" Nevan murmured.

Ardiman had just returned to work and decided to come see Gantari. For a long time he was silent looking at Nevan with pity. He walked up to Nevan and squeezed Nevan's shoulders slowly. "Gantari must be aware, the development is good."

Nevan did not answer. He still held Gantari's hand.

"Go home, Nevan. I miss my nephew too. Let me take care of him this time." To be honest, that reason is not entirely true. Ardiman was only worried about Nevan's condition that two days were always in the same place, although many people had persuaded him to go home and sleep.

"Tomorrow morning again. Today I just want to be alone with Gantari" continued Ardiman.

Ardiman took a deep breath, looking at Nevan who was already like an undead. Then, he turned around and looked at Gantari who was lying down with her eyes closed.

Ardiman chose to sit in the place that Nevan had occupied, then changed to hold Gantari's hand. A smile was imprinted on his lips. "Come awake, Gantari. There's a lot waiting for you."

"Dihyan! Why Dihyan?"

Ardiman turned and saw Handoko barging in impatiently. The man called Young Grandpa by Gantari immediately approached the unconscious Gantari.

"Yes, God. My dear, Dihyan," she lamented. Thin water covered his eyeballs. He drew Gantari's hand and kissed her. "I'm sorry Grandpa just arrived, Dihyan."

Ardiman patted Handoko on the shoulder, trying to calm down. He knew Handoko was not in Indonesia at the time of the incident and must have been very panicked when he heard this news.

"Who did it? Let the cave matiin all you guys!" The former rocker got up, staring at Ardiman sharply.

"Please calm down, sirde. Everything is being processed."

"That's according to the law of the land. The cave also used the law of the cave."

Ardiman chose the surrender. His father's brother was very famous. Ardiman chooses to leave the room and leaves Handoko alone with Gantari. He closed the door slowly and was a little surprised when he saw Nevan apparently sitting in the waiting chair with his body bent.

He walked up to Nevan and sat there. Sighing for a moment, he said, "To accompany the sick, you need to be healthy, Nevan."

So many people should Ardiman strengthen. In fact, at home there is Darya who chose a hunger strike. In reality, he was just as afraid.

"Now you go home and sleep."

"I'm sleeping." Finally Nevan replied as well, although he did not want to return Ardiman's eye contact.

"Sleeping in a chair isn't the name of the bed."

"I'll leave if Dihyan is conscious. That's the promise."

Ardiman knitted his brows not understanding. Not yet had he asked Nevan, heard the voice of Handoko screaming calling his name. Ardiman got up and went straight back into the room. Unlike Nevan, although he also stood, but Nevan only chose to stand in front of the door. Notice the panic of the two men inside.

"Call Doctor!"