Papa's Little Daughter

Farewell

The day changed so fast. But Shan's test results are still not out. It seems like doctor Hans and the other doctors are still thinking hard about what happened to the little boy after waking up from his critical period.

In the midst of busy people, Chandra disappeared. Chandra herself hasn't returned to the room since last night. Ever since his overflowing anger was great.

The weather outside is now cloudy. Such weather has a great chance of rain because the air around has been cramped and uncomfortable. The clock still shows at 2pm, but now it's like 5pm. It was already evening because of this unexpected change in weather conditions.

Just like Chandra's heart.

"Where is Papa Shan? Brother, you know where Papa Shan went? How not to come back yet? Papa, aren't you home yet?"

Rosa who was asked such a question could only fall silent. How to answer Shan's question if he doesn't know what to say.

The goddess tries to mediate. The woman gently rubbed Shan's head. "Your father may still have some business outside. Let's just wait, baby."

Shan turned his face the other way. The large glass window became the object he saw now.

The rain slowly fell to the earth. Wet every inch of the glass surface out there.

"Hiks... Shan wants to be the same papa." The little boy is crying now.

Rosa finally rose from her position. He was determined to find Chandra's whereabouts that were not possible to find.

No one knows where Chandra is now.

"Chandra where are you?" lirih Rosa at every step of her foot.

Until finally, Rosa's attention was diverted to a crowd of people who crowded the corridor. Precisely on the border of the corridor with the outside area. Garden area.

"What's there? Why are people standing there? What are they looking at?"

Rosa tries to split the crowd, and it turns out...

What many people take seriously is Chandra.

Chandra stands in the middle of the park. In the middle of the wobble. Chandra even yelled, swearing kicking, and punching origin that nothing was there. He didn't ruin anything. It is more like putting everything in the wind and rain.

Chandra is now like a madman.

In front of people, Chandra must have been labeled as insane.

Not even a security guard managed to stop Chandra. The security guards forced Chandra's body to leave the park. Chandra was treated harshly by the security guard.

"Hey!!!" rosa exclaimed as she ran towards Chandra who was in the hands of the security guard.

Rosa did not care about her clothes and all over her body was now drenched. No matter the gazes of those who sneered at her, branding that Rosa was now following her crazy for defending a lunatic.

"Please sir! Don't hurt him!" rosa shouted in the rain.

The rain will accompany the debate between Rosa and the security guard. The rain is getting worse now.

"Sir off! I can sue you for persecution! My lawyer's a lot sir, don't fuck around!"

The security force has not stopped.

"I am the son of Prime Minister Widyatama! My name is Rosa Widyatama! See my ID if you don't believe me!"

The security guard's hand on Chandra's body finally stretched. The security guard released Chandra right then and there.

"Tell this guy to have a little shame. This is a hospital, where people are sick. If you want to play a circus show there at the night market there! Good thing I haven't called the mental hospital to pick him up."

Rosa does not care about the words of the security guard, she is still faithful to embrace the fragile body wrapped in emotion.

Rosa felt Chandra's body tremble. With great difficulty he tried to see Chandra's face in the rain. And just as she expected, Chandra was crying.

"Don't cry. Why are you Chan?"

"Diem! I will never understand my feelings!"

"Chandra but I need to know. How can I know if you don't know first."

"Lo don't need to know Sa!"

"I need to know Chan."

"No!"

"Chan please, I love you, I love you. I need to know how you feel because I don't want you to be sick alone."

Chandra's cry was even harder. Her voice was very heartbreaking for Rosa. Rosa also tightened her arms.

In the rain these two humans dissolved in tears. Feel the same feeling torn by circumstances.

But if crying in the rain like this can make Chandra feel better, then Rosa will accompany him.

...***...

What is the meaning of peace of life if there is a dispute around? All will feel useless, no, if life is only this temporary is always covered with tension...

Dr. Hans stared at the piece of paper containing the results of his discussion with other doctors.

Himself then sighed. His bowed head meant that the result was not in line with his expectations.

"How do I tell them..." Unknowingly the melted tears had come down her cheeks.

Unable to be covered up, doctor Hans as the special doctor who treated Shan was extremely depressed. He is also an ordinary man. Who is the human being in this world who does not shake his heart if faced with this strange situation?

Doctor Hans got up from his seat. Removing her tears immediately then walked out of the meeting room.

Doctor Hans will head to his room, then pack all his belongings.

In the hospital corridor....

"I look so good when I cry, Sa?" ask Chandra.

Rosa then carefully observed Chandra's entire face. Actually Rosa wants to tell the truth, but she is afraid if honestly, Chandra will undo his intention to enter and instead choose to leave again.

"Now Chan, you don't look so cry. Your face is still as handsome as ever."

There was a reddish tinge slowly appearing on both blades of Chandra's cheeks. Rosa who knew reflex concluded her sweet smile.

"Eh, let's go in." Chandra distracts.

Chandra then took Rosa's hand to enter the room where Shan was.

"Father!" pekik Shan when he saw the figure of his papa who finally came after a long wait.

Chandra is now neat. She changed clothes and was no longer wet. It was just that both of his eyes were very swollen and his nose was still flushed.

"Who's going? Shan nyariin papa tauk."

Chandra immediately hugged the adorable little body. Kiss her mercilessly and tickle her.

Shan laughed very crisply. To the extent that Rosa and her messenger who watched along laughed.

"Ooh, how very sad his grandson uti."

Shan was still frowning. The little boy really did not believe in anyone but his father.

"Honey don't do it, he's your main Shan."

Shan's face was like thinking. It seems like the boy is trying to remember out loud.

But a hug that was directly held on his papa's body hinted that Shan had not managed to remember. Shan still forgot about anyone.

Rosa slowly approached. Rubbing that small back gently.

"It's okay, Shania. Don't force it first. Shania will remember it by itself" said Rosa.

Chandra smiled at Rosa. Rosa's words warmed her feelings of constant worry.

"Oiya Chandra, from this morning Shan had a hard time eating. It just wants to keep pacifier." The goddess brandished the Shan dot.

Pacifiers are no longer allowed for children of Shan age. Chandra also has emphasized since long ago if Shan has stopped mimic milk through a pacifier. But since Shan has been having a hard time eating and drinking lately, Chandra has allowed Shan to take a sip back.

Shan now seemed to be back like a baby again. Wear pampers and mimic milk with a pacifier.

But it's okay, everything is for Shan's good.

"Jaudah is not a papa, do not be forced. If Shan only wants to mimic milk, yes, please. Is it, baby? You want just a grandchild's mic, right?"

Shan nodded cheerfully then hugged his papa body back.

Shan's attention then diverted to the object containing air hovering above his papa's head.

"Papa Shan wants to hold the balloon." pinta Shan while extending one hand to the balloon given by Dr. Hans.

Chandra then untied the rope from the balloon so that Shan could hold it with his own hands.

"Eh..." The balloon missed. The thread slipped from Shan's grasp and finally the balloon floated away from the ceiling.

"Well, you don't hold it." said Chandra. Because Chandra had already handed the thread from the balloon to Shan, but the boy released it instead.

"Why don't you hold hmmm Shan?"

Shan simply fell silent not answering his papa's question. Shan was only focusing on his hand. Seeing both hands down.

"Hey Shan why?" Chandra thought Shan was crying because he didn't want to show his face, but it turned out...

"Shan can't hold on anymore..."

Deg.

Shan's words instantly made Chandra, Rosa, and the Goddess choked in place.

The atmosphere turned silent at that very instant. Even the Goddess had shed her tears.

"Hey, you can't say that." Chandra immediately grabbed Shan's two hands. Grasping it, grasping it very tightly. In Chandra's grasp, there was not the slightest movement of the little fingers there.

Really not moving.

"It's just a cramp, baby. Later on Shan can hold it again. Shan could definitely hold it again. Whatever it is, Dad will work on it. Papa will try to get Shan to hold it again soon. Don't be afraid Shan..."

Chandra told Shan not to be afraid, but himself was very frightened.

Shan's desperate remarks really took Chandra a hit. Chandra doesn't want Shan like that. Shan must remain spirited. Shan don't give up. Shan had to believe that this was all just temporary. Shan will be healed. Everything will return as it was.

The door of the room opens. The sturdy figure with a clean white coat came.

Everyone looked at the doctor's arrival.

But, there's something different...

Doctor Hans stepped in, his hand that repeatedly fixed the position of his glasses was immediately implying a flaw.

Everyone couldn't guess what was really happening, only to feel that something was really wrong.

"Halo Shan." the greeting that the doctor usually said sounded very awkward.

Actually what happened.

Rosa was the first to dare to spot this irregularity. "Doctor Hans why, kok tumben... Emm... I'm sorry I mean, doctors don't usually."

Rosa was about to look into the eyes of doctor Hans, but the doctor Hans was impressed to take a look.

This is completely out of order. What is it covering up?

Chandra stared at the clock at a glance then threw a gaze at Dr. Hans. Doctor Hans who knows Chandra's intentions only develops a smile.

"Emm indeed this is not Shan's check-up hour. I'm just here... Emm just wanted to say hello to Shan."

Everyone then nodded.

Chandra firmly then made a sound. "Tell me what exactly is there for? Did Shan's test result come out?"

Doctor Hans pegged for a split second. His tongue was immediately confused.

Say

or

With trembling hands a map he took out from behind his suit.

Everyone was enthusiastic, because the map must have contained Shan's test results. Everyone can't wait to hear the results.

In addition to knowing what causes Shan who can not recognize people, from the results of the test it will also know how Shan's condition. Will Shan be able to get his operating schedule back? The operation that was postponed yesterday?

"Sorry..."

Chandra, Rosa, and Dewi's enthusiastic raut disappears in an instant when Hans's doctor says an apology.

"Ma—what do doctors mean?" ask Rosa, stammering.

Doctor Hans lowered his head deeply.

"Dok, tell me the truth. What the hell is going on? How's the result doc? Please..." Rosa shook the arm of Dr. Hans.

Chandras.... Chandra is still in place. His lips could not clench each other. His feelings are mixed now. His fear... His fear seemed to crawl all over his body.

"Sorry, the test results show Shan's cancer has entered its final stage. It's hard to say... If there is no hope now. Shan is now allowed to go home. From now on Shan is being treated at home only. I raised my hand. Sorry, my job is done. I'm sorry..."

The crying inside the room broke.

Rosa cried hysterically after hearing the words of Dr. Hans. The goddess sat down on the floor, crying.

The harsh reality must be accepted. The fact that Shan has reached the maximum point to try to recover.

Nanar Chandra was instantly empty. Chandra's view is far-off glaring into the clouds. Chandra was silent and frozen in position.

"Papa... Pa..." Shan shook the man's body with all his might.

Chandra... Chandra is like a statue without life.

...***...

With gontai steps Rosa walked down the corridor. Rosa could not even walk straight, she was weak. To the point of having to hold on to the cold and damp walls of the corridor.

There is only one goal he has to go to.

His anxiety peaked when above the door of the room he was referring to there was no signboard doctor Hans.

"Doc! Doctor Hans! Open door! Doctor Hans!!! No doc! The doctor cannot leave! Doctor Hans must recover Shania! Doctor Hans must heal my son! Doctor Hans let's open the door!" Rosa's crying is getting louder. All his efforts to bang on the door to be opened ended in vain.

The room was dark. No lights are turned on in there. The owner has left.

"No doc..." Rosa's body is deteriorating. Rosa sat down and cried at the door. He was completely powerless to face this situation that stabbed his heart.

Rosa is not...

Chandra looked from a distance. Chandra silently looked at the helpless weak female figure crying alone.

Chandra's heart was broken. Be ill...

Chandra's tears are shed. He then sauntered away because he could not bear to mourn Rosa like that. But Chandra has a way...

*Tutt

tut

tuttt*

The unanswered ringing of the phone almost frustrated Chandra. Chandra almost slammed his own phone.

"Thank you g*bl*k!" maki Chandra is full of emotions.

Chandra repeatedly tried to call the number but not the answer he received but only the voice of the operator.

"Wrt*ng!"

Chandra then runs towards the hospital parking lot. Chandra did not understand what the man was in, but only thought he might find the man there. Probably still turning the steering wheel and out of the parking lot. Chandra will intercept him.

"Woi stop!" And true. After Chandra peeked at every car glass that was about to go out, he finally found the car belonging to doctor Hans.

Chandra knocks on the glass, telling Dr. Hans to come out.

The car door finally opened.

Both of Hans's eyes looked very puffy, occasionally still rubbing his eyes violently.

Chandra looked at the doctor with a hardened jaw. Doctor Hans thought Chandra would punch him that very second, doctor Hans was ready. He put his face up willingly. Yet apparently...

dugh...

Chandra even scattered a hug on his body.

With a teary look doctor Hans finally looked into Chandra's two eyes. At that very moment, Dr. Hans' tears were shed. It can no longer be contained these clear crystals.

Doctor Hans cries in Chandra's arms. Crying heartbreakingly and also apologizing profusely.

"I'ts okay, it's not you who's wrong. You don't have to apologize like this..."

Chandra's speech even made doctor Hans more sobbing.

The clothes Chandra was wearing must now be soaking wet on her shoulders.

"Sa—I've given false hope. I have sinned once. L am... I suck. All my life, I will regret it. All my life, I will definitely never calm down."

"Husse! Why talk like that? That's not necessary. You are not wrong, why do you have to regret ha? You're not wrong at all, Dr. Hans..."

Chandra patted that shaky shoulder. Trying to get Dr. Hans to calm down and stop crying.

"I'm doctor Hans. Everything you do for my son is not in vain. Lo is very influential. Gu—gue really doesn't know what the fate of Shan if there is no lo doc..." Now it's Chandra's tears that are spilling.

Chandra crying. In the presence of doctor Hans Chandra finally sobbed.

"There are only 2 possibilities. Between healing or not. I tau. I can't force anything beyond my ability. Everything is a God of courage. It is a pity that the fate of Lord-given Shan-gue is like this. I'm sad, I actually want to be angry. I don't accept it, I want to run amok. But yeah.... How else to do..."

"And lo, you fortunately came by doc. Thank you doc for everything you love. Thank you for doing your best for Shan-gue. I and Shan won't forget all your services. And Rosa too, Rosa won't eat you. Best doctor we've ever met."

Dr. Hans tightened his embrace on Chandra. His heart was deeply moved to hear everything Chandra said.

Chandra is not the person he expected. The arrogant, arrogant, and sarcastic figure turned out to be just a papa who was as careful as the ocean.

Doctor Hans now knows that Chandra is a good and sincere person. If only their meeting time could last longer.

"Doctor Hans!" the call from behind made Dr. Hans turn his head.

Rosa is coming. And he's not alone.

"Shan.." - Dr. Hans.

Rosa, who was carrying Shan, approached Dr. Hans.

This is not like Dr. Hans's original plan. The doctor wanted to leave this place unbeknownst to the Chandra family for not making everyone sad. But what turned out... Just arrived at the parking lot Chandra intercepted him, and now there is Rosa with Shan as well.

"How much did you go without saying goodbye?" rosa said with a puddle of tears urging out of her fertilizer.

"M—sorry, I don't mean—"

The hug Shan gave out instantly made doctor Hans unable to finish his words.

Shan who was still on Rosa's sling immediately hugged her opposite body, the body of doctor Hans.

Doctor Hans then grabbed Shan from Rosa's sling. Doctor Hans took over Shan.

"Shan's... Sorry." The tears are back.

"That can't cry." Using the back of his hand Shan swept away the tears of doctor Hans who wet his cheek.

"You're the doctor who treated Shan all this time?"

Doctor Hans nodded at Shan's question.

Shan with his sweet smile looked at the doctor cheerfully. "Thank you for taking good care of Shan."

"Hikss..." Dr. Hans's tears were falling. Doctor Hans hugged the small body very tightly. Very reluctant to release the body from his arms.

"Dok, later remembered Shan continued yes even though Shan could not remember the same doctor."

"Shan..."

"No papa doc. Not if the doctor wants to go. Shan did not papa left, doctor. The important thing is that the doctor does not forget Shan... Shan is very fond of the doctor...."

No one was crying at the time.

Chandra lowered his face deeply, letting the tears fall straight down the asphalt. As for Rosa, Rosa felt a great sadness to the point that her tongue felt a faint look at Shan's separation from her doctor.

Time seems to spin very fast, now is the time to end everything. Doctor Hans hands Shan's body to Chandra.

Doctor Hans has not left yet, there is still something that Shan wants to give. An item, previously doctor Hans wanted to keep the item, but after meeting with Shan at this time he immediately changed his mind.

"The unicorn doll." exclaimed Shan. Shan seemed to see the doll for the first time, but Chandra... Chandra knew it was not foreign.

Doctor Hans who had given the doll to Shan was now smiling at Chandra.

"I found it in your car sir."

Chandra frowned not understanding. "But... But my car is..."

Doctor Hans pulled something out again, this time from his shirt bag.

A car key. And that's the key to Chandra's car that was mortgaged a month ago.

"Doc..." Chandra was choked when Hans' doctor handed the key to her.

"Please accept yes, have mercy on me. I was tired of chasing my father to the pawn place at that time."

Chandra was still stunned on the spot. Still really surprised.

"My car is parked in Chandra's second-floor parking lot."

"Doc..."

"Sttt...." Dr. Hans patted Chandra on the shoulder and started turning to the door of his car.

"Impress Dr. Hans" Chandra said.

Dr. Hans looked over to smile. Smile for the last time.

Yet.... Rosa's call made her stop her steps. Again.

"Doctor..."

Doctor Hans twisted his body to look at the woman who said his name.

"I... I haven't thanked myself. Thank you so much, Doctor Hans. I'm sorry if there's been any wrong word or deed we ever did to Dr. Hans."

Rosa did not dare to look into the eyes of doctor Hans. Not without reason, but Rosa's tears have pooled back and are ready to drip.

"I'm also sorry if I've done you guys a lot wrong. But... You shouldn't be the one to thank me, but it should be me, Rosa Widyatama..."

Rosa reflexively raised her face when doctor Hans uttered her name in full.

"Ba—how does the doctor know my name? Who is this doctor?" The question that always stuck up finally dared Rosa to ask.

"Ask your father, miss, your father knows what the story is. Oiya said my regards to him yes, and told him that I owed him a lot. I'll pay it off."

Rosa frowned not understanding.

"Here you go, just say my greetings from the chili farmer's son who finally managed to study at the medical faculty thanks to him."

Doctor Hans walked away. Entering car.

Shan's little hand-drawn for the doctor. Now that parting really happened.

Doctor Hans has left the hospital and returned to his country.

~tbc...