Papa's Little Daughter

There's No Other Choice

"Doctor what really happened? Why my son?"

"Pak Chandra, look... After doing some tests and X-rays it can be concluded that the father's daughter has brain cancer. And the cancer has entered stage three."

Chandra was directly pecking at the spot. The doctor's explanation seemed to be an arrow that immediately shot quickly stabbed his heart organ.

Be ill. So hurt. It was the hardest blow for him.

"Sorry sir, if you may know if your daughter has recently shown some symptoms? For example, dizziness, no appetite or blurred vision?"

Chandra shakes. The tears finally spilled this second as well. "No idea, I never knew. I haven't taken good care of him all this time. He was sick and I didn't know it. What kind of papa am I. Hicks..." Chandra cupped her face with both hands, then cried as much as she could back there. He really no longer has the power to hold anything. He sucked, really bad.

"We don't give up. The future of my daughter is still very long. There is still a lot of hope, sir. We have to make an effort. I promise I will do my best. What matters is that we don't give up first."

Chandra's cries slowly began to subside. That's right what the doctor said. There is still a lot of hope, as long as you try.

Chandra stepped gontai towards the administrative lobby. A nurse led him there to complete the administrative process. Seeing the bill listed on a receipt, Chandra's eyes again felt heated. Tears have pooled in his veins.

"Yes God... Where should I find this much money? Am I capable??"

Chandra immediately wiped his eyes before the circle fell. She can't cry. He can't be this weak. What's Shan's fate going forward if he's this weak.

The pen ink was finally cut. Chandra confidently signed the proof of payment. Whether you have money or not is easy. He can borrow or find another way later. Anyway there is no need to be dizzy, the most important thing is that Shan is cured.

A nurse suddenly came rushing in from a distance. "Sir Chandra! Your daughter is conscious!"

Chandra immediately ran towards the room where Shan was.

Inside the ICU room, Chandra can clearly see her little princess has opened her eyes.

The goddess affectionately, gently rubbed the mane of the girl. That Shan's grandmother, when she came, seems to have since Chandra fell unconscious earlier the hospital immediately contacted her.

Chandra who had been wearing sterile clothes also entered, joined together with the Goddess, sitting opposite the Goddess.

Chandra clasped Shan's other hand. He ceaselessly kissed the tiny hand while giving a very sincere thanks in his mind.

Thank God for allowing Shan to regain consciousness after passing his coma...

"Shan." gently call the uti. Shan turned his head which was still very weak, turning to look at the middle-aged woman.

"Shan inget not the last time why, how can Shan get here?"

Shan. "Shan was just inget Shan's nosebleed in the apartment, then Shan chose the bobok so that his blood stopped. Tau-tau Shan woke up already here ti."

"Shan nosebleed??" Chandra tightened his grasp. The nod Shan gave off seemed to be a slap to Chandra.

"Shan why don't you call papa? How many times did papa say if there was anything Shan had to call papa. Tell papa. Papa will be home soon."

"But papa is still angry. Shan's afraid..."

Chandra immediately lowered his face deeply. He was repeatedly disappointed in his own actions. And this time the disappointment of his own actions it felt many times the pain.

If only Chandra wasn't this bad. If only Chandra could lower her emotions. If only Chandra had paid more attention to Shan. If only, if only, if, if, and if...

There are only millions if only Chandra had done it in the first place. But it's too late now. There are only regrets left.

Chandra grabs Shan's body into his arms. "Shan, papa, I'm sorry. Papa's a lot wrong with you, Shan..."

"What's revenge, pa?" ask Shan.

Shan then pulled out his head from within Chandra's decapitation. This little girl looked up, looking at Chandra. "What does pa mean? Shan really doesn't understand, pa."

Chandra just smiled, making a hug again. From the other side, the Goddess could only cry without making a sound. The goddess is a witness here. Witness how heartbreaking an agreement as a form of great hope, which will either succeed or not. No one will know, only time will tell.

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Chandra's POV

Third day in the hospital.

"Why are we going home? Shan is healthy, why don't we go home anyway, pa?"

How do you explain it to Shan? I really don't know. I don't have an answer. There was no other choice I could make but to keep silent about the reality of the pain. He doesn't need to know the pain. He's a kid, he won't understand.

We've been here three days. Shan's condition is like any other child. Bugy, cheerful, and very active. But that does not rule out the possibility of cancer lodged in his brain. The cancer is still developing, the more days it will certainly weaken Shan's physique.

No further doctor action has been taken. Doctors also need to monitor, to find the best way to get rid of the cancer.

For now Shan still had to take medicine. Medications that will increase every day. The medicine that every day would make Shan cry, scream, and strongly resist when I would drink it.

The door of the room where Shan was being treated to suddenly opened. It turned out that the person who opened it was Yolla. I didn't expect Yolla to come, I thought it was my mom.

"Which mom?" ask my brother that.

Yolla did not immediately answer, the woman just dropped her luggage and put it on the nightstand. There are many different types of fruits there. There are several other supplies as well such as mineral water, tissues, and Shan's change of clothes. I just remembered that Shan's shirt here is done. I've put it all together, and the rest I haven't had time to wash.

"Let me take it home. I wash at home."

Yolla's words immediately startled me. For what sake did that annoying woman suddenly speak like that?

"This is Shan's old shirt in the closet I brought. Hopefully it'll still fit, Shan?"

Shan did not reply, My son is busy seeing Cocomelon on youtube through my phone.

"Still brother." I said and then put Shan's clothes in the closet.

Back to my original question. "Where's mom? How come the tumben is not here, usually early in the morning."

"The gout is relapsing."

"Huh?"

"But no papa, I've already intersected control at the clinic. I've been taking medicine too, now I tell him to rest at home."

I just nodded at the words of Brother Yolla.

"From now on if anything says to me. Mama let's focus on rest first."

Ha?? Not wrong? Brother Yolla would help me??

~tbc...