
"Ehh. papa..."
"Dear yes, papa's here.... Why hm??"
This had been somehow to how much Shan whined. In the middle of the night this little boy kept whining in his sleep. Both of his eyes were still closed, but his mouth was constantly making noises. He is lying or do I not know. He even let out tears in the middle of this.
I finally decided to hold her. Lying his body on top of my sling.
It just so happens that tonight my mom doesn't come home. So I have a friend to wake up in the middle of the night like this.
"Chandra here change with mom. You rest first." said mama but I refused. I won't let that old body of old have to replace Shan's petting.
This Shan although small but yes quite heavy.12 kg of weight. Yes, Shan does look smaller than children his age, but his body is very dense.
"Chan, Shan is hot?"
I was shocked when my mom said that. I then did the same thing with my mom, which was to try to push Shan's forehead.
And right, Shan's body temperature is rising.
"Mama please call the doctor."
Mom immediately left according to my word. Shortly after, a doctor came.
"Fever patient since when sir?" ask the doctor.
"Just doc."
"No Chan." My mother immediately denied. "It seems like it's been since, doctor. This child cannot sleep well. He keeps whining."
The doctor immediately took a long breath.
Wh why?? What's actually going on? What happened to my Shan???
"I prescribed a fever-lowering drug for a while sir" said the doctor then went out.
I was made more curious about this situation. I feel awkward. And this really bothered my mind.
Why the doctor didn't tell you the truth. I'm pretty sure Shan's fever isn't an ordinary fever, but why??? Why didn't the doctor tell me all the clarity.
"Mama, tomorrow I'm gonna take Shan to another hospital."
"Chan—"
"Don't stop me ma!"
......***......
The next day...
"Papa Shan wants to go to school."
"What school is it?!" I immediately prevented the boy's wish. Did he forget about semalem? He still has a fever.
Shan began to frown, his eyelids starting to be inundated with tears.
Mom then approached the boy. Mama stroked the brat's hair while saying, "Dear Shan, right now Shan is still not feeling well. Tomorrow is school, son..."
Ahh so soft! Why not just pinch it, ma?!
"But but Shan wants to go to school, his teacher Shan said yesterday that there are drawing classes."
Shan started grabbing my mama's hand and wiggling it mercilessly.
"Shan wants a school, Shan wants a school. Come anterin Shan to tiii school."
He did it when he was sabarin.
I finally did not stay silent. I decided to stand up and took Shan's school bag inside the closet.
Bruck
I slammed the thing right in front of him right.
"Get out the drawing book with the same colored pencil! You can picture yourself here do not have to go to school!" my words and Shan finally kept quiet.
After the situation was conducive, I then went towards the bed Shan that was not occupied. I'm going to bed. I am tired of myself.
A few moments passed...
"Papa wake up papa..."
"What the hell is Shan!" I opened my eyes and looked towards the wall clock. It turns out it's 1pm now.
I woke up and tried to sit my body so that all my life would be collected before doing the activities.
"I'm sorry papa overslept. Papa was ready for lunch, Shan." I'm 30 minutes late to give Shan lunch.
"But Shan was eating" Shan said.
"Well when?"
"Same as uti."
I turned to look at my mother who had just walked in from the door.
"Really? Shan's been given to eat with mama?" ask my mom.
"Udah Chan, Mama bought him meatballs outside."
"HAHHH MEATBALL???" Instantly my emotions overflowed. How can?!!!!
I immediately scolded my mother all out.
"This mom intentionally or really doesn't know? Why is Shan given meatballs? Shan this is again sick ma! The doctor said he could not eat. Especially food that is not cooked clean! There's micinnya! Ah stupid!!"
"Yahoo!!!" Shan's ear-splitting crying sound managed to increase my emotional level.
Why did he also aggravate the situation ha??? This child really asked for....
I finally took a long breath. I then decided to raise this child on my sling. Shan finally got me.
With my other hand I wiped off her tears and told her to stop crying.
"Udah cup... Yes sorry papa will not be angry anymore Shan. Sorry." which."
Shan still won't stop crying. I know maybe he's still upset because of me. It's okay.
I then took Shan out. Carrying it while walking outside, as well as looking for fresh air.
Now we're in the park behind the hospital. I who felt a little sore because carrying a load of 12 kg here finally tried to sit on one of the park benches there.
"Flowers." Shan pointed towards the back while his body wanted to jump from my sling.
Shan came down, and rushed straight towards the back. He picked the flowers that were growing there. I don't know what kind of flower it is. What is certain is that the flowers are deliberately planted there by the hospital to beautify the planting area. One patient picking one isn't that okay, is it?
Shan excitedly showed the flower to me. He looks like it. He now ran around without using his footwear.
I let her go, as long as she doesn't whine or cry like that.
"Ehh! No no no!" I yelled at him as Shan was about to lay his body on the grass. Indeed the hospital garden grass is very good, but it does not have to be slept like that Shan.
Shan scowled at my ban, but he complied. He chose to run back.
I finally had time to pamper myself. I haven't played games on my phone in a long time. Well it seems like this is the right time, after all Shan is not far off from my supervision.
Just about to start the game suddenly a speck of rain fell from the sky. I slightly cursed then immediately grabbed Shan and then I carried him.
"But Shan still wants to play."
"Shan didn't see what?? This rain."
Shan whined again. He asked to be sent down to run around in the rain. Oh, obviously I don't allow it.
With a strong sling I brought Shan to shelter to the emperor who was not far from the park.
"Shan won't go back to the room. Shan wants to be here."
"Yes, it's a bawel." I dropped it on a clean floor. No matter what his feet Shan now dirty him. Let it go, later there will also be a hospital janitor who mop wkwk. Want to wash your feet still far bro kama shower!
Now Shan and I were silent, looking out at the garden dotted with rain spots. Not a spatter anymore, but it was already very heavy.
Shan's getting closer to me. Now his body is stuck to my feet. It seems like he is feeling cold right now. But he's still determined to stay here. Okay, we just wait until when he will give up and want to be taken back to his room.
"Papa meow."
I was shocked when a small animal broke through the gap between my legs. It was a kitten, and out of nowhere it suddenly came.
"Shan no no! Don't touch!" I held Shan's small hand that was about to touch the kitten.
"Dirty Shan!" I said without any attention from the boy.
Shan remained focused on the kitten. Shan recently met an animal named Cat. So yes understand.
"Why does he meow meow meow meow" Shan asked.
"Well, papa knows Shan, papa's a man doesn't like him."
"I think he's cold. Shan wants a hug."
"Ishh, disgust Shan. He is the source of the disease. Husss husss!" I finally kicked the kitten out.
Shan shrieks. "Father don't get kicked!"
Hey I didn't kick it at all. Just push him away using his feet.
"Ah Shan, let's go back to the room." Without the ba-bi-bu-be I carried Shan with one hand and left immediately for the corridor, access to the ward.
Shan waved towards the back. Who else is it going in the direction of the KITTEN!
...***...
Arriving in the room...
Shan I stripped her clothes. He had to take a shower before he got on the bed.
"But Shan didn't want to take a bath" he said when his body was naked.
"Shan's... You're dirty tau Shan, abis playing from the park."
"Shan can wash his feet."
"So, take a shower at 3pm."
Shan shook his head.
But I don't care. I then walked her to the bathroom. Eh this boy was holding on tight when he reached the bathroom door.
I closed my eyes deeply. "Shan please..."
"Shan wants to take a shower!!!" shan shouted along with his enemy who was directly approaching.
"Well, whatever."
I turned around and no longer cared about his fate.
I came out of the room and decided to sit on the bench provided in the waiting room.
Suddenly a doctor called me. It was one of the doctors who used to treat Shan.
I obeyed him, and I was directed to the doctor's room.
"What's up Doc? Emm... How's the progression from my daughter's recovery going?"
The doctor in front of me displayed a puzzling expression.
He took off his glasses and rubbed his face many times. When his lips opened, my heart immediately pounded.
He'll say what...
"I'm sorry sir, for the limited number of doctors on duty here."
"What does that mean??"
"Look, sir, let me explain. We on the hospital side can't do more for your father's daughter."
"Te-continue the fate of my daughter how is doc???"
"Calm down, calm down. We are still trying our best. We will bring in doctors from other hospitals, doctors who are more competent in dealing with this field. But we need time sir."
"So my daughter has to wait again? Waiting and waiting again? When's ha doc????"
"Prophe sir..."
Brakk!
"Don't tell me to be patient Doc!!!" I immediately stood up and moved from the incompetent doctor's presence.
Damnit damnit!
A good hospital does not guarantee that the doctors here are also good. It turns out that this is where doctors are ugly. Waste of time and money here!
Fix, Shan moved this discharged hospital!
~tbc....