
Now Shan had been in his usual nursery. After being aware yesterday afternoon, he was immediately checked with details, and the result was very improved so he could be moved immediately.
Wonderful indeed, why yesterday this little boy could suddenly drop.
I as his guardian must be extra vigilant in the future, afraid that events like yesterday can be repeated again. If you can, don't go.
"Wahh Shan pictures the park again huh? It's great now that the garden has birds flying." I commend the image created by Shan.
This little boy, although still a little weak, but he asked for his drawing tool. He wants to draw. And what he's been drawing since this morning is a garden. The unfinished garden.
"Shan while drawing papa bribe ya dear."
Shan shook his head quickly.
"That's right, Shan hasn't had breakfast yet, son. Look, it's almost 10."
"But Shan's not a laper pa, Shan's already mic grandchild."
Yes, indeed Shan this morning had drunk 2 glasses of milk, but is it enough if the stomach is not filled with food at all.
He's very hard to eat from yesterday. Just want to drink milk. Yesterday I ate eggs, and it didn't end. Half of it I have to spend.
Suddenly sister Yolla came. "Halo Shan his dearest nephew tantee~" screeched him from the doorway.
The woman then blends in, sitting on the edge of the bed right where Shan is.
Shan did not turn his head towards Yolla's sister in the slightest, it seemed that the child did not want to be bothered.
"What is Shan really so serious about?" ask Brother Yolla while menoel Shan's right cheek at a glance.
"Yahh the tant is not mengacangin dong."
"Lo can see for himself Yol, Shan what picture" I said, because upset these two women a lot of drama. His grin is struggling like that.
My brother threw a sharp glare at me at a glance. But I'm just bodoamat.
He now turned to look towards Shan again. His hand, which had been rubbing my son's cheeks, now changed to caress Shan's jet mane.
"Shan wants a pigtail aunt?"
"Heh, don't! Gausah Yol!" my running peek put away his hand.
"Look?"
"Shan doesn't have to be pigtailed, he hasn't cramped. Later you scream again your hands smell wry."
"No, no." Yolla ngeyel, he took a comb in the drawer and started to take something out of the bag he was carrying.
"Wahh elsa's clasp!" shan exclaimed, he was very amazed by the thing released by that Yolla brother.
"Shan wants to use? Here's aunt pakein huh?"
The boy immediately nodded, and positioned his body on Yolla's back. He gave up his hair completely for his aunt.
How else would I have to prevent it.
There's nothing I can do but shut up and monitor from a distance. I can't if I have to destroy Shan's will. Moreover, the boy had looked very happy.
"Nahh, it's done. Try to face here, baby."
Shan complied and faced towards Brother Yolla.
Yolla combed Shan's bangs slowly. It seems that the woman knows that Shan's hair is very fragile right now. He's very careful.
"Where's the clip going to be installed Shan? Right or left?"
"Aunty left."
"That's right dear." Brother Yolla confirmed Shan's speech pointing to the right of his head as left.
"Papa, how? Shan's pretty yet?"
I gave her a smile. "Udah darling. It's so pretty."
Shan stretched out his hand asking to be given a glass. He wanted to see his own look from behind the glass.
Just like me, Shan also immediately smiled after seeing his appearance.
"Emm because now it's beautiful, how about we go out for Shan streets? Aunt Yolla knows a nice cafe, there's Shan's good food. Yes, please..."
Shan looked at me as if asking for my approval.
I immediately shook my head too. No need to Shan.
"Loh why? Shan wants to pa. Shan has never been on a road with aunt Yolla." said Shan, who deeply sliced my heart.
"Yaudah be prepared first."
"That you weren't invited, Chan. I want girls time with Shan."
Dihh, this is Yolla. No girls time-girls time tai dog huh!
"Chan please..."
I immediately took a long breath. Yes, yes, I allow it.
...***...
Yolla's POV
I held Shan's small hand tightly. We now cross the zebra cross to reach the next sidewalk.
Every now and then I look back, at the hospital glass right in Shan's room in the hospital. I know Chandra's still monitoring my and Shan's movements from the glass.
Oh calm down Chan, Shan will be safe with me. I promise to take care of her with all my life.
"Shan's tired? Want a big auntie, baby?"
Little chief Shan shook his head at a glance in response he refused.
"Okay, but I'll be tired of telling auntie ya."
A bus stop has been spotted out front there. We'll wait for the bus there to then get on and head to the cafe I mean.
I picked up Shan while waiting for the bus to stop.
Shan was now becoming light. Really very light. I still remember very well how he felt when he was at home, I think it was not long ago, but now... Why is he this cute.
I straightened Shan's hand forward to see him. Shan's hand had now also turned very small. The hand of my son Salsa who was a year away from him was not this small. It seemed like Shan had really lost a lot of his body weight.
Shan became skinny.
"Tante's still a long time, huh, bus?" Shan looked up at me.
I could see for myself the black hollow just below his two eyes. Shan didn't sleep for days. And the two cheeks that were previously puffed up, now gone somewhere. She is very thin for her general small child size.
Shan, is that as sick as you are? Auntie really wants to cry now.
And just now, when I combed her hair. Her hair was easy to break. I didn't dare because I just held onto a strand of her hair. Though I had wanted to braid her hair like Elsa's hair but what can I do, her hair can not be pulled even if only slowly.
I was finally only able to comb it origin and instantly pigtail it into one ponytail so that the fallout was not visible.
Oh my God Shan...
My tears are now completely dripping. I can no longer stop my tears. Luckily Shan had already averted his eyes, he was already not looking at me. He looked at the road packed with vehicles and then.
Finally, a bus stopped right in front of us. Shan was very happy, he slightly tiptoed over my lap because he was impatient to go up. Rushing I wiped my tears and lowered Shan.
"Let's go up, be careful."
Shan smiled and grabbed my hand.
This little boy was sick but still the same. Still very cheerful.
After riding the bus for a while, we finally arrived at the destination cafe.
"Welcome.." greet the cafe waiter kindly.
I then picked a place near the window so that Shan could see the bright scene today.
Shan was fixated for a moment looking out the window. The next second he jumped up and down the fun on the chair. I didn't tell him to sit still, let him do what he wanted. I won't scold him anymore. I-i promise.
I watched Shan well while reading the menu on the menu book.
Shan who was still very excited to the point of not focusing on my question.
"Tante pesenin cupcake yes Shan. Cupcake here is good Shan." I ordered a lot of cupcakes, I knew from Chandra that Shan had been having a hard time eating since yesterday. Who knows, he is tempted by cupcakes and his appetite after that can come back greedy.
Hope so.
The first menu came.
"Here dear mama bribe yes, these brownies are so delicious."
"Where's the aunt's cupcake?"
"Oh Shan wants a cupcake? Oh baby, it looks like the cupcake is not yet. Just wait a minute."
Shan was not interested in brownies. He's waiting for the cupcake.
"Where aunt's phone? Shan wants motoin aunt. Aunty is so beautiful."
"Oh yes Shan, wahh thank you. You're a really cool kid." I pulled out my phone and handed it to Shan.
Shan started counting down.
"What pose does my aunt have to pose?"
"Cis aunt Cisss..."
Czechoslovak.
Shan directly showed me the results. I was so amazed to find out the results of the shots.
"Wahh Shan is great."
"Aunty likes?"
"Like Shan, thank you." I hugged and kissed Shan nonstop. This little boy was just giggling as he might feel amused.
"Let's selfies now Shan."
Shan broke out of my arms, he didn't want me to take selfies.
"Lahh Shan why don't you? Come on over here."
She shook her head.
"Jaudah aunt selfies herself." When I was exclaiming selfies suddenly I realized there was something strange.
The cupcake is not coming!
Poor Shan had waited for a very long time.
"But Shan, auntie wants to go to the waiter first nanyain cupcake. You wait here, right? Don't go anywhere, okay?"
Shan nodded.
I abandoned. Although I went every inch of the steps I took I always looked back to monitor Shan. He really can't get out of my eyes. I have to keep it as I promised.
"Where's my order cupcake? How long is it? I don't know if I've been waiting!"
"Sorry yes for the inconvenience, the cupcake is still—"
"Ahhh long!"
I got frustrated and went back to my desk.
"Oh no aunt her face was pouting. Why?" ask Shan.
"Grandfather dear, aunt only sprained a little because here the cupcake made long ago. Usually not even. I'm sorry, honey, you've been waiting a long time."
"But Shan didn't wait long. Shan hasn't laper yet aunty."
I nodded then stroked the top of his head. "Abis from here we see a rose garden in the middle of the city how is Shan?"
"Oh can tan..."
Our order cupcake has finally come. I immediately threw a sharp glare at the slow waiter. Huhh, after this I will pull the 5-star rating that I give this cafe, I replace it with 3-star only.
"Buck cupcake!" Shan returned to jump with excitement. I'm so anxious to see this boy, want me to pinch—eh I embrace the taste.
"Where did Shan want to eat first? Who has strawberries?"
Shan nodded, I then picked up a cupcake with fresh strawberries on top for the boy.
"Let's eat baby."
Shan was still speechless staring at the food that was on his plate. It seems Shan has yet to understand how to eat it.
Ah I lend you a spoon first.
I went to the waiter back to ask for a spoon.
"The spoon is not a fork, if the fork is my spelling already!"
Again his servant made me high blood.
"Astaghfirullah why am I given a small spoon anyway? What's a little big is nothing? What kind of cafe is this??"
"Pardon me sorry." The waiter went back into his kitchen. And not long after he came out with the right spoon.
I was so upset that I intentionally did not say thank you. I immediately passed to return to my desk.
"This is Shan, eat it with a spoon."
"Loh Shan?"
I was a little surprised to find Shan who kept looking at the window glass.
"Hei Shan, let's eat. Aunt bribe ya."
Shan still did not want to show his face.
"Shan what's wrong??"
I turned his head towards me, and it turned out....
"Shan Astaghfirullah!" I immediately screeched at the bloodstains that had flooded Shan's clothes. This kid has so many nosebleeds.
"Hey please!" I was screaming for help. It's so panicking, I don't know what else to do now.
"Aunty..."
"Dear, is it sick? Hold Shan for a moment. Shan don't be afraid."
I tried to calm Shan down even though my own heart was not calm.
The servants helped me, getting some tissue and a basin of water to clean Shan's blood but his blood flow kept coming out. Even more and more.
"Auntie hicks..." Shan started crying and I'm also crying now.
What should I do now, my God...
"Papa... Shan wants to be with papa. hiks."
I immediately searched my phone. With trembling fingers I called my sister Chandra.
"Hello?"
"Ch—Chandra..."
"Yol lo why Yol?? Which shan? My son where's Yol??"
I have no power to speak. My tongue is my tongue, and my voice is shaking violently.
"Shan nosebleed..."
"What?!!! Where are you now? Which cafe??? Cepet tell you! I'm going now!!"
~tbc...