Papa's Little Daughter

Miming

"Jeekk!"

I woke up when the warm liquid hit my whole body.

"Jeez Shan!" I'm not yelling. Just a little loud.

I then led Shan to the bathroom, then pointed him to the toilet. Shan seemed to be vomiting again.

What's this kid? I thought her vomit was done since this morning, but now... He's vomiting again.

I knead his nape slowly while looking at the puddle on the toilet. There's nothing there. Just a clear color. Shan simply spewed water from inside his hull.

"Father already." he said followed by whining. Yes, I know once, surely now the condition of his body is very unpleasant.

I helped him to gargle and wash his hands and feet affected by the splashes of vomit water. Once it feels clean I then lead him to return to the bed.

I can't carry it for now because my clothes don't escape being vomited either.

"You can change your clothes first."

"Papa... Hicks." Shan again whined and now started fussing about crying. He held my hand very tightly, he did not allow me to leave even a little bit from him.

"Shan but papa change first. Uncomfortable. Papa can't hug you." I finally let go of Shan's grasp forcefully and immediately headed towards the wardrobe to change clothes.

And be her cry Shan. The boy is crying now. This afternoon there was no mama, mama this morning sent me a chat that she couldn't come here because of a break at home. Looks like the gout is relapsing. So nothing helped me at all for the next few days.

"Well, papa. Cup cup cup." I spread my hands wide and approached Shan, and he grabbed me.

This kid asked to be carried. Covered like a baby again.

"Papa use eucalyptus oil baby?"

Shan. He still continued to cry, even though he was not sobbing like a while ago.

I then took Shan out for a walk to the park. Upon arriving at the park Shan's head immediately looked up to various directions. He seems to be looking for something. What yes?

"Father meow!"

Eh that wasn't the kitten at the time??

"Papa's coming down." pinta Shan but I forbid it. Can't be if it comes down just to touch the animal. SORDID.

I decided to carry Shan on. Let my back be the most important thing Shan didn't have the virus the kitten might have been carrying.

I then just remembered that Shan this afternoon had not eaten. I immediately offered.

"Shan let's eat first, then play again here."

"But Shan is not a laper pa..."

"Hehhh can't do that. Laper doesn't have to eat, it's lunch time, Shan's loh."

"Shan is not a laper!" This little boy is tough.

"Shan's... Shan's stomach will hurt if not given to eat. Shan was vomiting, right? Well, that's because you don't eat."

Shan night shook his head violently. To the point that I lost. I'm almost going to ignore it because of this move.

My leg kicked a little kitten's ass downstairs.

"Well, I'll go because you don't want to eat!"

Shan immediately turned his gaze down. Look for a cat that has disappeared from the reach of his eyes.

"Where is pa???"

"Yes, I don't know. Eat it you eat first let meow it back here."

Shan suddenly degraded his body. He tried to get himself down from my sling. Shan who was barefoot then sauntered towards the corner of the park.

"Papa meow is here!"

Ahhhh, he found the cat.

During the day we end up being spent together with a feathery kitten who knows who the owner is. The infirmary? Ah no way, it looks like a wild cat. Why not just get kicked out of the hospital?

"Aaakk one more Shan."

"Yesse abiss!" I said while showing the small bowl in my hand to Shan.

Yes, after being persuaded a thousand ways to want to eat Shan finally wanted to eat. With the 'hold the cat' negotiation'....

Ahhe... It was a shucks this kid.

Hmm thankfully dear, if not dear mah already I live at the intersection of the land market brother.

"Udah yuk, wash your hands now Shan." I ordered.

"But Shan hasn't finished playing pa."

"Jeez Shan..." I can only take a long breath.

"Eh uh where are you going ming?" Ming was the name Shan gave the kitten. Miming, completion.

Shan tried to catch up with his beloved pet but I prevented him.

"Well, let's go back to the room. She was tired too Shan's time playing with you."

"Yeah..." Shan now displayed a sad face. Hmm who cares?

I took her hand and then led her to her nursery.

"Shan can play again tomorrow. You guys were gonna play for hours, Mimingnya also need to pee Shan."

"Huh? Can meow pee?" shan asked as he rounded his eyes.

"Yes, it could be Shan. He's like us, can eat, can sleep, can pee, can poop."

"Ah if so tomorrow Shan want to see if Miming poop is like how."

"Shan disgusted tauk."

"Shan wants to see."

Hmmmm... Whatever.

......***......

"My cat telu kabeh lemu-lemu... Meong-meong~emm. came a mosquito and was caught. Hap!"

I cringe. Why did the lyrics become like that when Shan sang it? Ahh Shan is really nervous.

"Papa look!" Shan spread out the paper that was in his hand. A picture of the cat he showed me.

Oh, he was busy drawing cats. Just found out about me.

"Try here closer. Papa wants to see the details of Shan."

Shan then approached me who was lying on the bed. He's coming with me now. He put his body to sleep next to me.

We both now see pictures of cats together.

"Good Shan." I rubbed the top of his head a few times.

"Why like?"

"Like dear. Cup..." Don't forget to pin a kiss on his forehead.

Having a kid as smart as Shan is a fortune to me. He's like my encouragement, my eyes. Maybe if there was no Shan my life, my life would be very ordinary. Maybe if Shan had never existed then I would have been a spoiled boy who depended directly on the parents.

This Shan taught me how to try. Just looking at it my heart was immediately knocked, to try hard to make her happy.

Shan, I'm so sorry I want you. You're papa's only love, son.

Heal, baby, let's go home. We live our lives as usual. Ah no-no, not as usual, but more than usual.

Papa will be happier for you, Shan.

Papa promise...

"Cupp..."

~tbc...