Papa's Little Daughter

So Grateful

"Indeed like it's a side effect, Chandra sir... In addition to nausea and vomiting, sometimes there are also mood changes in patients who have just undergone chemotherapy."

"But it's okay, Doc?"

"Yes, you calm down. The effect will likely be gone the next day."

I nodded to hear the doctor's explanation although in my heart still feel traumatized once because Shan was vomited very much.

Until the flood was in the room, until it became a sea of formula milk.

"Well doc then I go back first yes, afraid Shan will wake up and nyariin me."

"Oh yes sir, please..."

I then walked out of Dr. Hans's room. Then headed to the nursery where Shan was.

The little boy is now asleep. His condition was weak and exhausted because of severe vomiting. And perhaps another effect of depleted chemo is drowsiness as well.

"Shan?" I tried to wake her up because Shan had slept for so long, almost 6 hours. And now the day has changed afternoon, it's time for her to take a shower.

"Darling you didn't wake up? Wake up and take a bath, the abis can sleep again Shan..."

Shan only squirmed for a while, then changed his position to lie down in the opposite direction. He really doesn't want to wake up.

"Shan hasn't eaten yet either. At least eat Shan..."

I shook it, sitting it down forcibly even though both eyes were still tightly closed.

"Ah papa Shan is still sleepy" he said, who is now back.

Well, how is it?

I just followed. Let him continue his sleep.

I then moved towards the bathroom. I prepared warm water and a towel. For this time Shan I just wipe his body, no need to bathe. Remember, just this time. Don't become a habit.

"Papa geli hihihi..." Shan laughed in the middle of his sleep, he skipped.

After washing her whole body, I replaced her clean clothes from the closet. Because today's weather was pretty sultry so I put him in thin clothes.

I didn't forget to comb her hair either. But...

A—what is Shan? Hair loss?

...***...

Next morning...

"Papa's awake! Shan wants pa school!" shan's screams instantly lit my ears. I woke up scratching my ears that felt peng peng, akhatttt!

"What is Shan? You want your papa to be a budek ha?"

"What is a bitch?"

"Buddy can't hear!"

Ish Shan, early in the morning has managed to make my mood just broken. You brat, you want to know how mulu.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat..."

"That!!!" shan exclaimed and immediately ran towards the door. The messenger had come, and he seemed to be carrying something in his hand.

"Greetings to you dear..."

"Waalaikumsalam. What is uti?" Shan pointed at the package.

The Goddess then opened her pack on the table.

"Wahh omelet! Shan mauuu!" screeched the little boy after learning the contents from inside the tightly wrapped bushel earlier.

"It's for Shan, Shan hasn't had breakfast, has he?"

Shan nodded then passed towards the nightstand. He opened the drawer there and took his own spoon.

Shan is now ready to eat the eggs made by his mother. Yet...

"Eitss stop!" My antagon. "Let's take papa's chipin first."

I ate that omelet first. Okay good, mama don't use this flavoring. The oil is not much either. Okay Shan can eat.

Shan immediately ate it without having time to shower or brush his teeth first. I let it go, I'm so happy to see him eating like this.

Haha, it seems like this child is half starving because since yesterday skip eating and choose to sleep continuously.

"This school is a school!"

"Yes yes chew Shan first, if eating can not be the same as talking."

"Yeah." Yeah."

"No, hehehe."

Shan ate it pretty fast, I don't know maybe he's also chasing his school hours. This kid really thinks a lot about his school, he doesn't want to be late even for a minute.

I'm actually a little worried and worried. Is it okay for Shan to go to school when he finished chemo yesterday? Emm may be yes, anyways Shan is also very fit.

I hope nothing happens at school.

"Eh uh uh don't comb!" I reflexively took over the comb that was in my mama's hands, then got rid of it.

"Ke—why Chan?"

"Emm Shan's hair is neat. Emm... It's 7 and a half, but Shan, we can be late. Let's get going!"

I immediately carried Shan along with his bag and then walked out through the door.

'I'm sorry ma, I had to lie. I just don't want Shan's hair to fall out. I don't want Shan to be bald...'

...***...

"Rapa!" Shan waved from a distance. I immediately accelerated my steps, even a little run to immediately raise it to the top of my embrace.

"Guard..." I kissed the forehead covered in sweat-soaked bangs. Hemm Shan, the smell is wry.

"Where is school today, baby? Exclaim??"

"What a hell of a paa! Shan got 5 stars from the teacher!"

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes pa, here Shan give you a look." Shan was about to get something out of his bag but I held him back.

"Let's just love when you get home okay?"

"So we'll go home, pa?"

"Now. I mean papa, if you get to the nursery."

"Ohh..."

I saw for myself how Shan's expression changed. She was very happy when I said the word home, but her look was instantly gone when I said it.

Shan, for the time being our home is a nursery. The hospital, Shan. But relax, it's just Shan...

I again kissed Shan's forehead and all parts of his face. Too bad I feel for this kid.

"Papa Shan wants to walk alone."

"Shan sir, papa will carry kamuu..."

Shan finally just resigned up to his nursery, yes although along the way he continued to sigh because he asked to be lowered. Haha Shan, you don't want to be spoiled by papa huh.

"Where did you go?" tanya Shan who is now waiting for her school clothes.

"Well, maybe it's still out of there. Returned too. Why nyariin uti hm? Is there a papa here?"

"No papa, kangen uti aja."

"Tumben. Bye..." I then let Shan go because he finished replacing him. This child then got off his bed, then looked for his toy basket in the corner of the room. He immediately wants to play.

"What am I playing anyway? I still want to show my 5-star father who was given by the teacher. How could I forget??"

Shan switched to looking for his school bag back. "Papa look!"

I'm getting closer to him. A book he showed me. Books with a row of writing numbers 1 through 5.

"That's Shan who wrote the numbers?"

"Yes pa."

"Wahh pinter once Shan now can write numbers up to five. Good darling. Trophies." I gave her a warm kiss reward next to her cheek.

This kid was so happy, he jumped up and down into the air without stopping. I just stopped when I stopped him.

"Well, you're tired."

Shan was still displaying his wide smile, and now he turned to point to the star shape in the bottom corner of his book.

"Look, this is the star of teacher pa's mom! Shan dapet 5 stars. Shan's friends nothing gets 5, only Shan gets 5 pounds!"

I held it very tightly. Giving a hug full of pride to Shan. I swear I didn't think I had a kid this smart.

What I did before, Lord. Oh I'm so grateful...

~tbc....