Papa's Little Daughter

Shan Gak Ngerti's

"Papa, papa, Shan's phone is dead."

It was only until my apartment was directly held by Shan. The boy complained that his phone was dead. And it turns out that after I checked the phone was dead because it ran out of battery.

"Shan you keep playing mobile?!" I immediately boarded the apoplexy. I kept his ears strong until he grimaced.

"How many times have you said, don't play with Shan's phone!".

"Papa, Shan's ear hurts." please.

"No matter! Let your ears break! It's free to have ears if it's never been made to cry papa!"

"Papa, Shan's sorry. Hicks..."

I finally let go.

Shan who was about to cry was now holding next to his ear which had turned reddish in color. I sighed many times, trying to neutralize my anger towards this brat.

"Diem there, we haven't finished Shan" I said then went to the plug in the corner of the room to charger Shan's phone first.

"So Shan didn't learn, did he?" I asked the boy who was still staying in the same place.

Shan locked his lips tightly.

"Shan, if papa asks that to be answered! You didn't learn to read the same as counting, did you Joly???"

"No pa.." - He who managed to make me take a deep breath.

"Why Shan?" I ask who is now with a stable tone.

Shan's gaze turned on another object. He looked at the ceiling above him. I don't know, this kid seems to be laughing.

Is it that hard to answer the question I'm asking? Why did Shan have to think so hard?

"Udah yes if tomorrow Shan still does not want to be invited to learn with brother Joly, papa will not stay silent Shan. Papa's going to jewel Shan's ears again, but more fast. Both of Shan's ears will be papa jewer, remember that!"

Shan instantly secured both of his ears. "Don't pa!" he said, who then ran away from me.

As much as Shan I chose to lay myself on the sofa. Try to relax for a while after a long day of work.

I actually wanted to shower immediately so that my fatigue could be instantly gone, but I undo that intention. In a minute, I'm gonna have a chat with Wanda.

C: Nda, how have you reached home yet?

Tue.

My message was immediately answered.

W: That's Chan, just now. How about yourself?

C: I have also, this again nyantuy hehehe.

W: Wihh pap dong.

C: [Send picture]

W: Haha, enakin Chan's. I want to shower first.

C: Oh yes, okay. We will continue again.

W: Okay ready, handsome.

Huhhh? Did I say handsome by Wanda? Ouch.... My heart flew to the clouds. Ouchh....

"Why are you smiling?"

Deg.

Oh shit, I got caught by Shan. Since when has this boy been here? Didn't he just run away?

I immediately put my phone in my pocket and quickly put on a flat face.

"Who is smiling Shan? You're wrong." Shall I, prestige dong I was found out with my own son.

Shan now looked at me with a look that was hard to explain. I kicked him out so he could stay away. "Udah play by yourself there! Ish, you're bothering me."

Shan did not leave immediately, he instead said. "Papa kayak Joly's brother."

Shan's not responding to me. Now he's stepping into the room, and probably just going to watch television.

"Papa, please turn on the tv. Shan wants to watch cartoons" he said from inside the room.

Nawah...

Alright, I also got off the sofa and was about to catch up with Shan to the room. But when I straightened my body suddenly the phone in the bag shook.

My mom's name is there.

Why did my mom suddenly call me? Don't know it like this. Is he missing Shan?

Without even considering my finger immediately squeezed the green mark that was on the screen.

"Yes, hello ma. How's it?"

"Chan... Hicks...."

The deg!

My heart rate instantly increased after hearing the sound of my mother crying from across the street.

"Did? Hello mama why? Mama why is it crying ha?!"

Shan who heard my voice came straight out of the room. He was curious too.

"Chan.. tskkk."

"Mom say what the hell is clear dong ma! Chandra can't handle this! Ma!!!"

Shan's getting closer to me. Now he's snorting, hugging my feet tight. She was scared because I raised my voice on the phone.

"What's the matter, pa?" tanyakanya. I immediately raised Shan's body to the top of my sling, with one hand still holding the phone against my cheek.

"Your father was in Chan's accident, he's dead..."

"WHAT?!!"

My heart immediately stopped beating.

...^^^***^^^...

The next second I drove straight home. I didn't even have time to bathe Shan earlier. Shan I brought what it is.

"Yeay we're finally home! Shan can't wait to see Salsa, Jimmy's brother, uti, kungkung!"

Shan I still haven't told you what really happened. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't tell you. He won't understand.

"Papa, how is our house rame? How come we have so many people in black clothes? Papa, is that what yellow-yellow stuffed on the fence of our house? How to get a flag? That's what pa?" he asked when the car we were riding arrived at the yard.

I quickly parked it, then carried Shan down from there.

Shan initially refused to kugendong. He said he wanted to walk on his own, but I forced him to go up on my sling.

Inside the house we were both immediately greeted with mama and Yola who had sobbed.

I held Shan's gaze to keep looking back. Closing both his ears so that he could not hear the roar of grief. But free, Shan has now seen it.

"Pa... Why is it covered in white cloth like that?"

Suddenly my tears shed. I was crying right then and there.

I hugged Shan very tightly. Sharing my tears with her. I'm not supposed to be like this in front of my daughter.

"Shan, there's no Shan. Kungkung died, baby."

"Did that die? Shan doesn't understand."

I put my arms around this little boy's body.

"Dead means we can't see each other again forever..."

~tbc....