Papa's Little Daughter

Awkward Feeling

(still) Rosa's POV

Tears falling.

The flow of blood in deep red was unceasingly stopped.

Coupled with an ear-splitting scream made me instantly peek on the spot.

I can't move at all. My body is stiff and it feels... My anxiety attack this time relapsed again.

The tearful Chandra deftly took over the body of Shania who was still in my arms. Chandra shook the small body, calling out his name repeatedly, however...

There was no answer from the owner.

Shania's tiny hand was still tightly clasping my hand. Until finally the grip we both let go because Chandra fled the child to the emergency room.

I stayed in place. My legs felt soft after seeing Shania covered in blood. I can't walk. Really not able. My body was shaking and feeling cold.

This anxiety attack really tormented me. Always was...

I slowly tried to catch my breath. Breathe in.... Blow out... Pull again.... Blow again...

Until finally the beat in my chest no longer rumbled. I can finally control myself.

I ran to the hospital ward. My steps stopped at the glass room that showed Chandra crying heartbreakingly clearly displayed inside.

"Sander." I tried to go inside to calm her down, but that's not what I managed to do.

Plakkkk

A hard slap landed on my right cheek. It was so hard that it made my cheeks feel hot and sore for a moment. Scratched, this must have been scratched. A ring he wore also hurt my cheek.

"How dare this woman come here!" the adult woman shouted after landing a slap.

That's Chandra's older sister. I know very well, I have known him since time immemorial.

"Come out now ******!"

I was still silent in place. Holding next to my cheek right now must be a red palm. Until someone else suddenly came from behind me.

That's Chandra's mother.

Instantly my heart was pounding. Both my eyes were hot, there were tears pressing out of my crackers.

"Mother.." call me shrewd.

The middle-aged woman only looked at me with a flat expression. No sound came out of his lips. Until he finally turned his face away from me.

"Chandra help you calm down."

"Mama, Shan ma'am. Shan..." Chandra welcomes her mother's embrace. The older brother also immediately joined in, calming Chandra who was sobbing because Shania was unconscious.

In my heart I can only speak. "Chandra I'm sorry, I don't*doesn't know what to do now..."

Rose's POV End

...***...

"Shan pinter's son, good boy. Quickly realize dear." said Dewi who from 3 hours ago still always grasping Shan's right hand.

"Yes Shan woke up dong. Shan let's open our eyes and keep playing. You want to play with Jimmy and Salsa, right? Ayoo, auntie call them here."

Yolla encouraged Shan. Grasping the child's left hand, stroking slowly the top of Shan's head. Hope Shan wakes up from his sleep soon.

Although Chandra. Chandra the papa stood on the side of the bed, where Shan's leg was. Chandra's eyes looked very swollen from crying a lot.

Chandra continued massaging and massaging the two tiny legs. Transferring warm air at Shan's feet because the little girl's feet felt very cold.

Chandra opened the blanket that covered Shan's legs at a glance, then kissed every inch of his daughter's feet.

"Shan wake up baby, wake up..." That's all Chandra muttered.

From a distance, Rosa sees how Shan, the little boy is treated with affection by his family.

Rosa is so fervent. In his mind he said, "Means I'm the only one who doesn't love him?"

Rosa was now feeling very sorry. Regret for abandoning Shan from the moment he was born.

What kind of mother is this Rosa. Rosa cursed herself. Banging on his own chest that feels tight.

Unable to hold back her tears, Rosa chose to leave the room. But when she opened the door, Rosa passed the doctor Hans who immediately stopped her footsteps.

"Don't go first. Here, at least until Shan is conscious. You're her mother..."

Rosa complains to the doctor's request.

What was expected finally happened. Little finger Shan slowly moved. Dewi and Yolla instantly shouted out reflexively calling doctor Hans.

The doctor came, complete with medical equipment that is a stethoscope and immediately checked Shan's condition.

"Papa.." call Shan when he opens his eyelids.

"Dear, papa's here." Chandra is getting closer. Shan asked to be hugged by the papa.

"How's doc doing?" ask Chandra.

Shan nodded slowly. Very slowly. This indicates that Shan's current condition is still very weak.

"OK it's okay Shan, Shan use rest first yes later doctors prescribe medicine."

It was not Shan who nodded, but his three families who were admiring. Chandra, Goddess, and Yolla nodded simultaneously.

"Ahh take the medicine again." chirped Shan who made everyone in the room laugh. Including Rosa in the corner.

Rosa immediately restrained her smile as all pairs of eyes turned their eyes towards her.

Lousy.

Very clumsy.

...****...

By 12pm it was over. Now is the time for humans generally to rest, or not take the time to do activities to fill their respective stomachs.

Krucuk-krucuk...

Rosa twisted her own stomach. He's feeling hungry. The hunger is many times because since last night has not eaten a grain of rice.

"Just please..." A box is poked from his right.

Rosa looked up to see who was feeding her that lunch. And it turns out that doctor Hans.

"Thank you doctor."

The doctor smiled. "May I sit there?" His permission on the empty space available next to Rosa.

"May." said Rosa and shifted her body slightly. Now the two of them sat together on the same bench.

Dr. Hans hasn't had lunch yet. He also brought the other for himself.

The two began to eat their lunch while looking at the view of the hospital garden that shady in front of the eyes.

Unwittingly there was another figure standing from a distance looking at their familiarity. The figure finally turned around the body. Chandra brought back a pack of rice he bought from the canteen. He abandoned his intention to give the food to Rosa.

Some time later, after cleaning the box of supplies loaned Rosa then return it to the owner.

"Thank you doctor Hans, I'll repay the doctor's kindness."

"Ah no need to bother, Ro—Rosa Widyatama."

Rosa caught a glimpse. "How does the doctor know my family's last name?"

Doctor Hans just smiled, then waltzed away.

Rosa was still silent on the spot. His mind floated around, how his extremely privacy-conscious identity was known to people. That is very privacy. Not just anyone knows. Or maybe...

Dr. Hans is no ordinary person.

The afternoon is approaching. It's now 3 o'clock more than a quarter. Rosa had just been sitting sweetly on the sofa in Shan's room.

Nothing he did.

Shan was asleep, so no friends were invited to talk.

Chequelek

A tall person entered the room. It's Chandra, he's finally coming. I don't know where the man came from, because his departure was also quite long. Hourly.

"Oh, thank God Shan hasn't woken up yet" Chandra said, monologuing.

Rosa's existence was once again invisible. It exists, but it is not humanized at all.

Rosa finally ventured. "Where's Chan from?"

Chandra looked at it. Digesting a simple question thrown out in a very hesitant voice by Rosa.

"There's interest outside."

Rosa took a breath. She was so grateful that Chandra would answer her question.

Chandra stepped towards the small cupboard that was in the corner of the room. He took something out of there.

"Where you take a shower, then change my clothes" Chandra said, handing over the shirt to Rosa.

Chandra's clothes are nothing small. Everything is loose, the smallest is XL because the body is very towering.

Chandra knows it'll be great for Rosa, but yeah what can be done.

"Sir, rather than not changing at all from yesterday."

Rosa was silent. He only saw the t-shirt that landed in his hand.

"You don't want me, papa. If you want to go home to get clothes, please Sa."

Rosa shakes. "I'm just packing this."

Chandra saw Rosa's departure. The back finally disappeared behind the bathroom door.

~tbc...